Monday, September 20, 2010
                 
                 Date 20 september 2010. 24 days after a particular post, what i foresaw or rather what i thought was bound to happen sooner rather then later has just given me one mighty tight slap across the face and a low blow to the groin. You might say since this is the 4th time it'd hurt less. Yes 4th im an idiot arent i. Its true, it is less. But if it dropped from 100 to but 99 on the pain index its not much isit. Thankfully jcrc stuff kept me occupied today or i'd be in a mess. If i end up doing alot of other things i normally would hesistate to do(like tutorials) just to distract myself then perhaps its a blessing in disguise. Whats a man to do really. Just what the hell am i suppose to do...haiz...
 
                 ;cause I missed you again at 12:20 am