i need to kai qiao on quite a few things man. Somethings real soon but just about everything if i don't kai qiao soon i might as well don't.

Was talking to mum while i was watching tv just now. yes i was watching tv no need don't look at me like i'm a sinner. She was prety funny. and started to act like how my grandma supposedly treats her aka look form the mother-in-law's point of view.. hilarious. Especially when i pointed it out to her. Then she was saying something about how her physical well being getting worse and all. haiz poor mum. I shall help her after my a's have ended. eh laugh what laugh i will okay...really! She went on something about not so filial son + evil wife(with reference to anna in the 9 pm show) and evil in-laws = lost son. what a theory. haiz poor mum going to lose my other 2 bros who are more easily cheated..

anyway thats all..=)

physics was okay and i had a careless mistake. gp was as usual, no idea how i'll do after i finished.
I was just searching crunchy roll just now for golden bowl cos i thought of downloading it's song. then when i went in i saw this figure 8 at the top ight corner. yupz koped from our very own mediacorp tv. omg like don't they have any other sources. any only 11 episodes. i don't remember it being so short..oh well

anyway im off.

Well today's the day. today is the day ladies and gentlemen boys and girl. The last day of preparing for war. 2 years of hard work will finally be put to use from tomorrow onwards. Its just slightly over 3 more weeks before it all ends and we embark on our new life. Our life after a's. Where problems unsolved and celebrations are celebrated have been pushed back till. However let us just keep our focus for this next 3 weeks and think of nothing but what determines our future. But focus or no focus i'll be with you people all the way and i know u all will be with me too =) We'll finish the last lap together hand in hand.

Heres wishing the following people all the best in a levels and many thanks:

Dear for existing(that's good enough)
My bros who have always been there for me, (even if i whine alot)
My sister for growing up so quickly(at long last)
My mum who's mugging away in tpjc,
My aircon for always listening,
My no. 1 fan for making me her idol(or more like i made myself),
The Sky is blue for making the sky so blur..i mean blue
My fellow councillors for the times in school spent studying together.
S101 for well not being as screwed as we all predicted, especially the vs guys. its always great to have weirdo's in the class to laugh at =)

To all the hard core muggers for making us realise how far behind we are.

And to you my avid blog reader. Haha if you actually read this it means you are truly someone special.

Made a little investment over the weekend..paid off quite well thanks to erm good advice? yupz..yiming predcited but never invest. I've also invested in my future by studying. i really hope things turn out okay. It is mortifying at times. Then this blog wouldn't be as boring as it is now. yes its boring i admit. yawnzz...nothing much to say..tata

"youth is the only natural gift in the world you needn't do anything to have it. however when it does vanish, you cant do anything to hold it back" - hong kong writer amy cheung.

I couldnt agree with that more. Youth is a natural gift but some our youth has been forcefully taken away from us. bloody government. And we can't get it back. Somethings once lost can't be recovered. Its moving on that matters. Look on the bright side. a's will be over in slightly over 3 weeks. but it starts in 3 days. woopdedoo all the best people..i'll still blog from time to time...to destress,,

im kinda in the mood for it so if you didn't get the first one heres another.

First the sound of eating good food,
but it may sound like deliberating too.
Follow it on with what you say to the doc,
or perhaps what you say when you're out of the dark.
Now search for the word that works like conjunctions
except instead of sentences its our lower body function.
Put it together and then you will get,
something we wish we will always have.

No the last line does not refer to being cared for cos it doesnt apply to the rest of the corny riddle

Haiz life is just about studying now..but it'll be worth it.

Looking at it makes me smile but reading it pains my heart.
Listening to it to makes sleeping and waking up easier
yet hear from it i do not.
It can bring me to heaven and it can bring me to hell.
It makes me think and want not to think.
So what is it?
Go think about it. =D


Btw it aint drugs, not chemical ones anyway.

I read this article on the net that said the lack of sleep causes one to be more prone to succumb to negative feelings..vicious cycle sia. bad mood -> don't feel like sleeping -> more prone to negative feelings -> bad mood. That makes every a lev l students very sad people instead. Oh well thank goodness for the clowns we still see day to day. not to say weirdos. clowns u laugh with them weirdos u laugh at them. Oh come on don't look as if u havent laughed at someone with ur friends before just cos he/she ________(fill in the blank). Well more recently i've been laughing because some school mate of mine looks like louis saha. A much larger, rounder, but equally coloured and pouty - i'm ashamed to say - schoolmate of mine. go look up louis saha's foto on the net if you don't know. And look around in school. you might just see him..errh i mean her.

a levels are coming closer and closer man. less than a month till its over which means less than a week till it starts. what can i say. ermm how about OMG?? Yupz time flies, 2 years just gone like that, im aging pretty fast nowadays. So many things have changed but now is not the time to talk about them. theres plenty of time in 1 month's time. Never before have i felt this way before. Its...pretty confusing i must say. Perhaps i'll figure it out one day. perhaps perhaps perhaps *sings*

I used to be able to laugh my problems away. now somethings now so funny to laugh at liao. arh well look ahead of me and see the light at the end of the tunnel just make sure it doesnt come from the oncoming mrt.

khyrul: lonely is us.
willis: yeah but u were mentioned in more of my previous posts i believe
chris: aiyah i''ll get tired of saying it one day. don't worry i won't traumatise you or rather others with it forever. =)

sometimes i really feel like coming here n just continue rambling...its so fun at times. i guess i find it fun to keep talking and talking and talking well it says alot about my big mouth huh. And to think my personality profile says im good at keeping secrets(yeah yeah go ahead and laugh) which i kind of really doubt myself. i thik to myself if i knew someone like me would i tell him stuff. maybe some stuff but not all the stuff. theres still that little chance he shoots his mouth off. which is kind of true. lol.

Oh i was reading the article on life today(page 6). something about the difference between being alone and being lonely. Lets see now im alone physically. but im talking to chris so that makes me not alone? But if im not talking to him i wouldnt be lonely cos blogging takes away that lonely factor. Ever felt like ur alone in you're own world even though there are people around you. personally i feel thats bad for health. It okay to like being alone or to be lonely. But to do so often even when there people around you. we cant be that afraid of the outside world. Or one cant survive in today's world. introverted? i've gone through 2 personality tests one says im an introvert one says im an extrovert. Im very prone to being lonely when im alone so i don't like to go home/ study alone. Im kind of on the other end of things. some people like it too much. i dislike it too much. meaning i cant deal with it. Thankfully i have my friends..phew. But im not quite acustomed from being lonely so often even when there are people around me. It makes me go bonkers. besides tv is my best companion. Maybe thats y some people rely on their hp's so much. It makes them feel unlonely. Some have the "problem" with computers.

Maybe its such times that some people turn to vices like drugs, smoking and drinking. Its like a major society problem on the whole. maybe. Anyway if you're feeling lonely. come look for me. no you don't have to tell me anything but nothing like a good chat from time to time eh.

*warning* long post that is totally random and where time will be better spent studying but ur efforts for taking time off to finish reading is greatly appreciated. nothing like good old encouragement where people bother to read ur blog. but seriously just skim through.

i've had trouble sleeping these few days..all those who are with me raise your hands...i see about a thousand of you or so. Some of us have to resort to sleeping pills.. poor thing. hope he gets better.

Maybe im not tryin hard enough to sleep. like how i should be trying now. reminds me of my studies man. not trying hard enough. i really wonder i've i ever tried hard for anything before. we'll i've tried hard to maintain friendships(some need trying at times) and i've been duly rewarded. like phew huh. most friendships of cos don't need trying cos once ur a friend. ur in a status of your own. And unless you have some major drastic change in you, chances are you'll always remain my friend. The difference is how close we are but im not going to touch on that cos thats not the point. The point is we alll change. Sometimes for the good, sometimes for the bad. Simply put what is good is whatever your friends can take and whtever your friends cannot take is bad.

I was talking to wei jie the other day. or more like asking him how to do an a math question cos someone asked me. but anyway i said some things n he was saying what happen to confifuck me. ok he didnt say that exactly but along those lines yah. Now that was a rude awakening. i never really thought along those lines. i like the old me what do you think. if you think i haven changed better yet. haha i consider it a good thing. i think i need to start being mean again.

Oh with reference to a recent blog post on whether the education system should be blamed. i say yes. because it is the people we hang out and the ordeals and experiences we go throught that make us who we are. N that is y everyone is different. because they have a different set of experiences. This includes education both in school at home. Which gives a little insight on y some people *cough* like my mum *cough* stereotype people based on anything from their nationality(usually malaysians and them being kumpungish), dialects(cantonese are mean and hakka are cheap skate) and size(fat girls are a big turn off to her). Which makes me wonder..what if my mum was a cantonese/hakka from malaysia who was fat. i think she would totally hate who she is now. hahaha random thought yah. I mean yah so one's upbringing matters but hey whoever said the hokkiens and teochew were better at it. though she does admit that hokkiens like to blow things out of proportion(i know people like that =D) and teochews blow their own horn. or the other way around i cant remember.

Funny thing is i know perfectly fine people of our generation who don't fit that description. Even when mum claims it transcends generations. btw no i did not have a quarell with her i just need something to talk about. my favourite blog posts aren't those of what i did but just utterrandom crap.

Back to the point Abby's a hakka but she's no stingy *censored*. Darren's hakka too but he's so rich he doesnt need to be stingy. Ok so michelle wong is a bit kumpungish that based on mum's experience she is easily recognisable as a person with malaysian roots. madam's from malaysia but tha doesnt stop her from being the best teacher i've seen. any student who dislikes her is sick in the mind. period. Okay so randy is abit weird but hey glen's weird too but he's not very malaysian. poor him. few weeks before a's and he had to suffer an emotional trauma. The whole world must have seemed to crash on him when he found out HWEI TING HAS A BOYFRIEND WHO'S NAME IS GUAN QI. you're welcome boss. where was i? eh i missed out cantonese. Eh my gf is cantonese and from hong kong. Like what can i say so mr hon did warn me about my "mother-in-law" of which is true to a certain extent. But i wouldnt exactly put it down to her origins yah. its not like me haha. i don't choose my friends based on their dialect. or race if u were all wondering. yes so i do buly naim n told lies to hakim's girlfriends to get him into trouble but i wasnt't alone and besides terry(chinese gay boy gets it too.1 more thing i have an indian hating dislking indian friend. yes that one who peed into the water cooler.

fat girls. oh come on they have a low enough self esteem with people like me around. its not easy being fat like naim. or someone else i know. its a guy so don't worry girls. Btw if u think u fall under the category of fat girls and ur waist line is under 30 assuming ur near my age, i'd say if u were fat does that make me godzilla? i know im hot lah but that i dun wanna be godzilla. im chased around enough thank you very much. so "fat" girls out there. if ur my friend, ur not fat not beause i dun hang around fat girls i just dunno any. That does not mean i am about to go look for one. im happy with what i have. not as i can be but very is enough.

speaking of which i wonder if "you know who" is hokkien or teochew. if stereotyping holds true he's hokkien. and that just makes about every guy/girl who thinks they're gods gift to the opposite gender a teochew. welcome to the i think im hot but most of the time if not all the time nobody else thinks so gang. I bet theres plenty more of shameless people out there. suo wei 一山还有一山高. xiao di zi kui bu ru. So anyway with our generation alot of things are lost. In some cases it would be our dialects. im like so gonna get mum to teach her grandchildren. In another case it might be certain traditions. for eg if u ask me how a chinese wedding is supposed o be carried out n what are the rules i wouldn't be able to answer you. And most importantly stereotyping like the way my mum does is lost too. not that i don't trust her but yeah somethings are best left to be experienced ourselves. of which i have..kind of. but then again jiang shi lao de la so they cant be all too wrong. bu guo wo bu shi jiang, wo shi huo la(hot) de la jiao. heh..

hmmz neil humphrey talks about his mum alot too. i kinda of understand y now. its just fun. especially if the "victim" doesnt know. ok i've been at this for quite some time already. over half an hour. its been fun talking to you bloggie. And you. the person who managed to reach this point be it by skipping or otherwise. heres a song for you.."congratulations in celebration......"

OMG dumbledore is gay....rowling said it herself...hmmz doesnt stop him from being a great chap...oh well there are greater things to be worrying about and better things to be doing now...haizz...
问世间情为何物,
直教人生死相许?
天南地北双飞客,
老翅几回寒暑

=)

poor kakak is down with food poisoning..on her birthday somemore...what could be worse...get well soon k kakak...happy birthday!

anyway i think im really screwing my body system. sleep late eat late. eat little sleep little despite having already eaten 3 prata's one box of pokky thingy chocolate. and 2 slices of bread 1 slice of cheese. or maybe its cos i are that i keep burping now.

anyway i actually had somethings to blog yesterday but i pushed them back so heere i am today.
on my way home yesterday i saw the moon. i saw the moon like about an hour ago in school and it somehow looked different..interms of size. Then there was this funeral and i heard the sweet sound of mahjong..haizz...oh n the sky looked really hazy too..i wonder if the haze is back. mabe it;ll get so back we can miss school..yah right..

On a sidenote im now triple p..no not like the wrestler..im the pessimistic paranoid person..with our education system who is. then again maybe we just like to blame everything on the system..

Oh yeah more detail to add to my dream. she was around when my room still wasn't revamped. And i went to school arounf 2.30 today. studied for about 6 hours? now thats crap. which means i had a lot of days worth of crap studying done. haiz less than 2 weeks. i think im fearing for the wrong things...but thats how i am bah.

chris: i've always been a short sighted person with no goal in life. aka i worry for my a's cos i think i should but don't really see the point..which is worse. my future..haiz..
josh: i studied more for o's that i can say.

speaking of which i really have no goal in life man. dun even know what i wanna study in uni. current mentality is take the best course i can. haiz.

Woah okay i had i think about 4 dreams just now..of which i can now only remember that 1 involved takoyaki san. That was the good dream. The other 3 i think 1 was a bad dream one was a depends on how you look at it dream and last one was also a good dream. One of these 3 involved takoyaki again..i think. The decision to skip econs mock was a good one. my throat doesnt feel as bad as it did just now and when i woke up i had alrady slept 8 hours but my head was spinning quite badly. must apologise to siau ling. thats the umteenth time i've not been able to go school with her. last few times is jas not going then just nice that day i also never go. But im feeling much better now. miraculously 2 hours of sleep can do wonders..

okay now i'm off to study..in the very near future aka an hour or so..

heh no tags to reply..woohoo..no mroe worrying about not being able to see it..

i fear for the a's and i fear for the end of a's..

Always Look on the Bright Side of Life


Some things in life are bad,
They can really make you mad,
Other things just make you swear and curse,
When you're chewing life's gristle,
Don't grumble,
Give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best.
And...

Always look on the bright side of life.
[whistle]
Always look on the light side of life.
[whistle]

If life seems jolly rotten,
There's something you've forgotten,
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps,
Don't be silly chumps.
Just purse your lips and whistle.
That's the thing.And...

Always look on the bright side of life.
[whistle]
Always look on the right side of life,
[whistle]

For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word.
You must always face the curtain with a bow.
Forget about your sin.
Give the audience a grin.
Enjoy it.
It's your last chance, anyhow.
So,...

Always look on the bright side of death,
[whistle]
Just before you draw your terminal breath.
[whistle]

Life's a piece of shit,
When you look at it.
Life's a laugh and death's a joke it's true.
You'll see it's all a show.
Keep 'em laughing as you go.
Just remember that the last laugh is on you.
And...

Always look on the bright side of life.
Always look on the right side of life ![whistle]
Always look on the bright side of life![whistle]
Always look on the bright side of life! [whistle]
Always look on the bright side of life![whistle]
Always look on the bright side of life![whistle]
Always look on the bright side of life![whistle]
Always look on the bright side of life![whistle]
Always look on the bright side of life![whistle]
Always look on the bright side of life!*fades*

smile everyone =) hehe

zui jin bu ze me fan, zui jin zhi shi bi jiao pa.

A sudden realisation of the meaning of fear.

Now its how i react to it..

i realised i finished half a bottle of pi pa gao in 2 days..oops

night is a lonely time man that can be both a good or bad thing depending on the person.
I hate it when i cant fall asleep. especially when my nose is super blocked now..kb lah..ruins any mood for studying. my mum was just saying that thinking too much at night makes it worse mentioning she goes through it too. naturally i deny having anything on my mind. i dunno y i just do. im not exactly the kind to confide in my parents. They're the only people who are truly always there if i need someone to confide in but i don't to them so too bad haha.

I need to sort out my studying real soon sia. i think thinking about others things are just so i stop thinking about studying. not good. If people are studying over 10 hours a day and i..i am so much more dead lah. oh in another attempt to screw my body im injesting dunno how many kinds of funny stuff. Theres the chinese stuff to jiang huo and the english stuff to jiang huo and theres the chinese throat healer(pi pa gao). maybe i'l die from it..then its not suicide right? nahz just kidding. or maybe not.

ah teng's favourite song(i think) comes to mind(i dunno y also)
zui ai ni de ren shi wo, ni zhe me she de wo nan guo, dang wo xu yao ni de shi hou, ni yi ju huo bu shuo jui zou. mr hon sang this before too. i'll never forget that man. its not that bad but its mr hon leh.

I think im in like real depression mode man. my mood swings are worse than woman with pms( and we know how bad that can get..right guys?) im not talking about student study depression man but like life depression. From what i know im not the only one. im actually a under represeted sample since i don't know that much. thus at the 1% significance level blah blah.

ran out of topic..tata
life is lonely man..it is

ok this is a nice video willis sent me..credits to him..he just doesnt have a youtube or imeem acount so he cant upload.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8miz7PYGIc


sent dear home today =)
burnt pocket worth it.

jay: only flirt with you what =)
abby`: next time i translate for u yah..tsk =)
josh: tell me about it
khyrul: wo yi jin shi ni de peng you..*sings* peng you yi sheng yi qi zou
mich: hao bah!
hanes: nope ur not double her weight yet..not yet..
jasmine: CHEAT!
S1771M: you never cheat in ur life before arh..haha u should..cheating doesnt need logic
chris: ur paper more tough i bet
hanes: qing ze zhi qing
MELise: HAPPY children's DAY to you too =)
timo: guo jiang la ge..can only own my non existant dog
taky: indeed they play worse than girls..much worse
josh: i will =)

周华健/李宗盛/品冠 - 最近比较烦

最近比较烦 比较烦 比较烦
总觉得日子过得有一些极端
我想我还是不习惯
从没没无闻到有人喜欢

最近比较烦 比较烦 比较烦
总觉得钞票一天比一天难赚
朋友常常有意无意调侃我
也许有天改名叫周转

最近比较烦 比较烦 比较烦
我看那前方怎么也看不到岸
那个後面还有一班天才追赶
哎呦 写一首皆大欢喜的歌是越来越难

最近比较烦 比较烦 比较烦
陌生的城市何处有我的期盼
挥别了家乡的伙伴
现在的我更觉得孤单

最近比较烦 比较烦 比较烦
女儿说六加六结果等於十三
我问老段说怎么办他说
基本上这个很难

最近比较烦 比你烦 也比你烦
我梦见和饭岛爱一起晚餐
梦中的餐厅灯光太昏暗
我遍寻不著那蓝色的小药丸

人生总有远的近的麻烦
太太每天嫌我回家太晚 more like mum haha

女友妈妈嫌我长得寒酸
虽然我已每天苦干实干

管它什么天大麻烦
久而久之我会习惯
天下没有不要钱的午餐

太太发现秘书裙子很短
她就买了八千块的耳环

女儿太胖 儿子不肯吃饭
车子太烂银行没有存款

麻烦 麻烦 麻烦 麻烦 麻烦 我很麻烦 麻烦 麻烦 麻烦

最近比较烦 比较烦 我比较烦
我的头发只剩下从前的一半
每天的工作排得太满
台北的女生有些高不可攀

最近比较烦 比较烦 比较烦
我只是心烦却还没有混乱 hmmzzzz
你们的关心让我温暖 thanks people =)
家是我最甘心的负担不烦

不烦 我不烦 只有一点烦 你比我烦 我情愿心甘
我不烦 我不烦 我不烦 我只有一点烦 你和我一样
我不烦 不烦 我不烦 我真的不烦 我不烦 不烦 人生很灿烂 灿烂
我不 烦 不烦你比我烦 你比较烦你比较烦
我不烦 我一点都不烦
我不烦

如果你只剩下 一个钟头 你会陪谁?


The Lion Sleeps Tonight

Wimowey Wimowey
Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey
Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey

In the jungle,the mighty jungle
The lion sleeps tonight
In the jungle,the mighty jungle
The lion Sleeps tonight

Wimowey(Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey)
Wimowey(Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey)

Near the village,the peaceful village
The lion sleeps tonight
Near the village,the quiet village
The lion sleeps tonight

Wimowey(Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey)
Wimowey(Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey)

Hush my darling,don't fear my darling
The lion sleeps tonight
Hush my darling,don't fear my darling
The lion sleeps tonight

Wimowey(Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey)
Wimowey(Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey, Wimowey)

In the jungle,the mighty jungle
The lion sleeps tonight
In the jungle,the mighty jungle
The lion Sleeps tonight
-信任-
reply tags when i have more energy =)

today dear help me recorded a video of some teachers playing soccer i dunno y she recorded but she did =) sweet. mr teo was playing. yes old mr teo. maybe he isnt that old. now prelim over liao they also can relax liao lah. im surprised that even he knows and he nkew before miss yeo..miss yeo slow lah..just how many teachers know sia.

on a side noe i shant let madam down. miss yeo was telling me how madam was wonderign if i study n if i'll get distracted..haha..she's one teacher i truly respect. and of cos not to mention how i almost caused her to crash her car..haha...oh well

junyu
25/11/89
when I stared up at the sky,
do you know what I saw?
I saw your name,
carved among the stars


friends & family
VS brothers
watching television
chatting online
sleeping
cooking

Unreasonable people
petty people
backstabbers
losing friends
saying/doing the wrong thing







[~VS~4H~'05~]
4H
Bing Quan
Christopher
Hakeem
Hong Zhou
Johnnie
Joshua
Justin
Khyrul
Naim
Rajan
Sanjay
Timothy
Willis
Yong Sheng


[~Vs~Others~]
Clarence
Dennis
Izhar
Zhao


[~Tns~]
Abigail
De Xin
Eleanor
Francesca
Hui Ping
Jessica
jesslyn
Jia Wen
Natalie
Sochenda
Zu Kai


[~MJC~]
Angela
Benjamin
Charlene
Cheryl
Ching Ying
Cindy
Eugene
Fazall
Hsin Mei
Jasmine
Joyce
Kimberly
Kristin
Meilinda
Michelle
Mingle
Rachel
Rebecca
Shiqi
Si Ying
Siau Ling
Tak Wai


[~Everyone~Else~]
Carissa
Eileen
Hui Wen
Jacqueline
Xiao Ping



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