ok i haven bloggd in a long long while im just here to reply tags n announce to the world i am not dead yet. orientation was last week but i don't wanna elaborate. oh might i comment that the east side is flooded with meridians. i can go out to buy dinner on sunday n still spot a meridian. being the loser more people tend to wave to me. but yeah it feels great to be known doesnt it. haha though its for a very "bad" reason. anyway tomorrow lockers skit the "loser" will be show cased again...haizz..anyway isit me or do i get weird people looking away very obviously in the other direction n giggling to themselve. 1 have a few conclusions. 1 cos its me. 2 cos i was talking about *Ahem* and *Cough* or 3 my pants was unzipped of which i can assure u it was..i think.

bloody scandulous day it was man. bad day for me. perhaps. the guys + jasmine + satan cornered some of the guys n questioned them so like everyone was covered. haiz looking at alex class where everyone monsters n what not sitting together makes me wonder y every class cant be like that. clash of personalitie bah..lalala...ok don't think i have anything more to blog about =) if i do i'll come back later.

josh: you sure u do?
willis: i agree with both statements
taky: im the king of hotness?
benji: hello
josh/willis:bunch of liars
justin: quite abit yah
carissa: yeah tok to you soon!
goddess: am i supposed to be...*aaaaaahhhh* slow reaction =)
chris: im with u =D
redporridge. yupz in choir
willis: indeed!
weijie: u hear from who? joel arh
khyrul: but u also got gf what. nv lsoe to him
mei: i have no idea be sure to be around the next time round

I think my memory getting bad to worse..haha i had to write down what i wanted to blog about in case i forgot. which i probably would have. but no matter. Today and yesterday i had the same dinner. yesterday it was pasta with cream sauce and so was it today. only problem is the cream sauce is...SALTY. like wth. yesterday it was salty mum said it was cos she put salt. today she realised its cos the darn sauce is salty. she bought 2 bottle yesterday but only used 1. we found ut it was too little so she bought another one and used 2 today. which is the reason y i had to eat it 2 days in a row. too much a of a good thing is bad. too much of a not so good thing is catastrophic.



oh my family is quite cute. my bro always cant find his things so he has this shoebox near the door which has everything inside. badge,tie,wallet,handphone etc. well at least that ensures he doesnt get a long censure from chia or maran.

Oh the neos i took the other days with the councillors. alot of those i took cannot see me cos eugene blocking. big headed short fart haha. then theres one cannot c anyone. and got 1 where i look retarded


1.1 of the few photos i look normal
2. blocked a little by the decor
3. the retarded looking one.
4. the can hardly see at all one.
i did take those that i cant be seen..duhh

anyway orientation is tomorrow. it doesnt feel like its orientation tomorrow. less mood for orientation? wah if during o1 where it was considered more fun people say i look damn fierce and arrogant. then o2 i feel sian sian how. alamak..oh well cant wait for wet and wild. i think yi ming and jas cant wait too.

oh i was reading the friendship part of chicken soup yesterday. then i chanced upon alot of thing so i shall just list them all done. i think some will be quite relevant and thought provoking. Might even act as a guide to how good a friend we've been and if not what we can do.


A friend

i. Won't allow you to self-destruct
ii. Will take all the time thats's needed no matter what time of day to listen to your problems and give you her/his best advice
iii. Is someone who can open up and be himself/herself around you
iv. Will swallow his/her pride to take ur advice
v. Will never write you off
vi. Is someone who keeps promises,tells the truth,makes time for you and is someone to laugh with
vii. Is a person who knows what you are saying, even if you're not talking
viii. Understands what you're feeling, even if you don't understad your own feelings
ix. Will always forgive you,usually before you forgive yourself
x. Will do something for you and not ask for a favor in return
xi. Comes and cheers for you at your games
xii. Will always say that u look great - even if you dont
xiii. Will tell you if you have something in your teeth
xiv. Doesnt talk bad about you
xv. Has a special place in your heart and is always there when you need them
xvi. Is someone who will hold in a laugh when you make a fool out of urself
xvii. Stays after school when you get into trouble, to help you write 250 sentences
xviii. Is someone that you respect, who respects you and shares their feelings
xix. Makes you feel good about yourself
xx. Encourages yoo to reach for your goals
xxi. Never gets jealous of you
xxii. Shares the good times and helps out by listening during the bad times
xxiii. Never tells a secret they promise not to tell
xxiv. Doesnt talk about you to other friends.
xxv. Is forever and for life
xxvi. Is there for you even when you feel like the world is against you
xxvii. Will open the door for you no matter how late it is
xxviii. Would never betray you
xxix. Helps you make new friends
xxx. Might get in fights with you but will always forgive you
xxxi. Is someone who will share lunch with you if you forgot yours
xxxii. Doesn't laugh when someone makes a mean joke about you
xxxiii. Likes you for who you are and not what you look like because tha is what really matters
xxxiv. Never makes fun of anything you have or do
xxxv. Helps you get up when you fall at the roller skating rink
xxxvi. Is not about beauty or popularity, but is osmeone who likes you personality
xxxvii. Is with you to the end
xxxviii. Doesnt always think the way that you do
xxxix. Is a person who will tel on you when you are doing drugs or smoking
xL. Is someone that tells you when you are wrong, but not in a bad way
xLi. Is someone that you own mum trusts too
xLii. Is not afraid to be seen with you
xLiii. Will laugh at your jokes, even if they're bad
xLiv. Never blames everything on you
xLv. Will give you the last bite of their candy bar.
xLvi. Is a present that you can open again and again
xLvii. Is someonewho believes you when nobody else will

so how good a friend are you?

weijie: what a bugs life? no thats the movie..
josh: =D
aircon: im not complaining lah. i was saying how lucky i was leh.
khyrul: now now baby no bickering
willis: is that a rhetorical question? i hope so too yah.

It's friday already..the week jsut zoomed past man. and i am so dead for block test. had fun at willis house on wednesday. lazy to go in to details but either way words alone cannot describe the fun we had. love u guys loads man. Anyway yesterday night i was stoning before i slept and so i decided to read chicken soup for the kids soul. anyway got the teen version lend it to me yah. read it before once but the cute cute stories inside just made me realise how fortunate i am to be in the position i am. great bros. great friends from council. great family. class...ok not the best but acceptable. at least my clique is great. a great "mum" and to a certain and fluctuating extent great sisters. tink only my bros and maybe jasmine & zhihan would read this post. the rest don't =)

anyway it just made me realise how some of us go on about how we only live life once and we should live each day to the fullest or something like that but many a times it is this very same people who do otherwise. I am somewhat guilty. haha heck i even remember having a similar post before. talk is nothing action is everything. easier said than done? deal with it. life may suck today(generall speaking). but tomorrow will be better! optimism rocks! no i am not on drugs or drunk though i did drink a can of calsberg beer last night. i still prefer heineken.

khyrul: haha u can only help urself bro
jasmine: lemon girl
soh: thinking of u lor =) and yes he is..he's victorian what
josh:yes a very interesting sight indeed

Ok i think i dun like to blog as much as i used to cause even though i have almost nothing else to do at the moment i was contemplating whether i wanted to blog. Normally i just would. ok n today i shall do something i haven done in a long while. upload photos. but that'll be later

Saturday
Signed up for this econs seminar and i had to be at ntu(boon lay) by 8.30I was supposed to meet jasmine and chris at payalebar mrt at 6.45. i Woke up at 6 and snoozed. The next time i woke up the sun was already in the sky and the time was 7.07. Of course that meant that they were late too cos i didnt have any miss calls at that time. So i chiong out of my house then rush to boon lay. only jasmine was left waiting. time was about 8.15. hailed a cab to ntu and called numerous people to ask for directions inside ntu. stupid driver nag nag nag so we just dropped off somewhere that we believed was a canteen.( we're supposed to be at canteen b so we were jsut trying our luck actually) There we met michelle tung. we went to look at the map and realised we were at canteen A. talk about bad luck. so michelle called her dad back and we took a ride all the way to the other side of ntu. we found out we weren't the latest. in fact, we were just no time.

Jasmine sat right at the back of the lt. the seminar was such that there would be 2 speakers,q&a then a break. So we just stoned through the first 2 speakers. filling in blanks as we went. What i didnt understand was y people had so much to write. with the exception of the few weirdos i doubt anyone would actually go home and read those things. some people could fill half a page. But anyway Q&A was occupied mostly by people ho couldnt speak properly and a hc guy. then it was tea break. YAAY! maybe its cos i didnt eat breakfast but the food was considerably good. especiall the curry puff. stupid ntu catered so little i couldnt even go for a 2nd round. met some people there like joyce,huiping, saw teo hong(he's still weird as ever or at least the way he walks).

So back into the lt we went. didnt stone as much this time cos i was gossiping the whole way with jasmine. hey im quite a gossiper. With half the council being so gossipy what can i do. Basically we had enough time to touch on just about everything from ling meng mei to the insistor.
Q&A was filled with the same people so boring lah. The comes the most important time of the day - lunch! the guys + jasmine and the arts class people ponned the rest of the seminar to go boon lay eat(no idea what that darn shopping centre is called). Had lunch and kfc and gossiped somemore.

Then accompanied angela to parkway so she could change money for her geog trip to malaysia. chris had to go orchard, jasmine went home. We changed at a chinese money changer so i stay true to my roots =). I rather get cheated by a chinese. Bu anyway we took a detour to the beach and just sat on the breakwater listening to waves and stoning. time passes faster when stoning at the beach than stoning in the lt. Then we started playing shoot shag and marry which resulted in some reall sick reults of which i shall no elborate.

After that the things kind of went downhill. macdonalds ice cream machine was spoilt, i chose a bubblet ea flavor which sucked. and the bus we took broke down half way which resulted me in walking quite a distance. but as they say its the company that matters so whos complaining =D.

changed blog song again. i think ele used this as her blog song again but hey a good song deserves to be featured again. yesterday was considered a "holiday" for me. went to the airport at around 12.30. had lunch with eugene and zhihan. then met up with siauling to study for awhile. eugene left at around 3. shiqi came around 3.30. studied till about 9.30. did math the whole day at a relatively slow speed. 3 of us took a total of 18 singapore maps for mmm. later goin to take somemore.

When i went into the airport it was bright outside. when i left it was dark already. haiz. block tests coming. no matter no point harping on the inevitable.

Went to play badminton with some of the councillors and council interns this morning. considerably the highest turnout for a council outing other than the sentosa one. which was considered compulsory. played like crap. like real crap. so all my partners poor thing. best match of the day was when i paired mei and thrashed eugene and chris 15-0. i didnt even get to serve at all. After badminton we had lunch at pastamania. as usual each lunch session is a gossip session. haha i love the council for its level of gossip.

gonna take a nap now(i hope) then going to airport to study later. hope today it'll be productive.

Carissa:miss talking to you too!
josh: meet up soon k =)
khyrul: sad i caught u with some girl?
chris: he would be guilty, u'd probably be bragging if caught
aircon: heater spoil liao lor
willis: someone unlike me cos i claim to be and am hot

Colin raye - love me

I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were
Supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

I read those words just hours before
My grandma passed away I
n the doorway of the church
When me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry
All my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

Between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

junyu
25/11/89
when I stared up at the sky,
do you know what I saw?
I saw your name,
carved among the stars


friends & family
VS brothers
watching television
chatting online
sleeping
cooking

Unreasonable people
petty people
backstabbers
losing friends
saying/doing the wrong thing







[~VS~4H~'05~]
4H
Bing Quan
Christopher
Hakeem
Hong Zhou
Johnnie
Joshua
Justin
Khyrul
Naim
Rajan
Sanjay
Timothy
Willis
Yong Sheng


[~Vs~Others~]
Clarence
Dennis
Izhar
Zhao


[~Tns~]
Abigail
De Xin
Eleanor
Francesca
Hui Ping
Jessica
jesslyn
Jia Wen
Natalie
Sochenda
Zu Kai


[~MJC~]
Angela
Benjamin
Charlene
Cheryl
Ching Ying
Cindy
Eugene
Fazall
Hsin Mei
Jasmine
Joyce
Kimberly
Kristin
Meilinda
Michelle
Mingle
Rachel
Rebecca
Shiqi
Si Ying
Siau Ling
Tak Wai


[~Everyone~Else~]
Carissa
Eileen
Hui Wen
Jacqueline
Xiao Ping



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