Was pretty much in a foul mood the whole day. I don't think i feel too good. Must be cos i was caught in the rain yesterday. To all my dearest friends who put up with my ranting and whining the whole day i thank you. This especially go out to my dearest classmates(the girls) for parting with ur most sacred of papers - the tissue paper - so that i might undergo the torture of the cold less painfully. a little act of kindness goes a long way so my most hearfelt gratitude. =D

To the not so dear friends who weren't so understanding =(....i don't blame u. To the not so lucky friends who chose to agitate me and had to face my countless cursing and swearing and rude hand gestures my most sincere apologies. Man is never as forgiving as he ought to be and i am but man.

it'll take me awhile to get out of this foul mood cos as they say a sick man is not to be trifled with. Or is it a hungry man. nvm anyway...for those who truly care and send ur deepest regards(i hope such people exist) i thank u beforehand. For those who sympathise with me. Keep it and i'll thank u as much.

having said all these...perhaps its time to consider the feelings of others. im not the only person feeling moody and i might just have made another person's day worse...im so so sorry

Sunday. the sacred family day and family day it is. Today was PSA's annual family day. This year it was held at donwtown east. Dad got me some tix so i got some peeps along. Those that were free from church duties..oops i mean those that didnt have to go church.

Met up with justin at 9.15(was supposed to meet at 9.00) and had mac for breakfast(its been awhile) while we waited for chris. Chris turned out to be at downtown east already so justin and i took 354 to downtown east. Spent a little time finding chris but not cos we can't see him but cos we all have a poor sense of direction.

We decided to collect our goodie bags first which are lyk crumpler imitations? Reminds me of those vertikal bags(yes the kind josh holds) with the horrid colours but better off than the vertikal bags lah. Headed to escape theme park and took ONLY 2 rides before it started raining.
and so we spent quite abit of time and money at the arcade. 2 rounds of daytona and countless times of basketball. I seriously cant drive manual i lost to 2 little girls. And basketball got owned by this blond haired auntie. What is the world coming to? Maybe the world became flat for a day??

After arcade was lunch and by the time we finished our lunch cum ice cream blah blah. it was barely past 12.00 pm. WTH?? time passed damn slowly lah. okae im not complaining cos its a good thing. The thing i've been short of lately is time and money. i'll tok more about the money aspect later on.

Anywayz we went to tm to catch a movie but found the queue freaking long most lykly cos people were watching x3. but then we weren't x3 so we found it quite dumb to line up so long for a different movie. No we didnt watch x3 in the end. we went to century square to catch another movie. the timing for MI3 was off so we chose to watch da vinci code instead. Stupid guys went to shop and save and then ntuc to look for hip hop jelly making us about 10 minutes late for the movie. 1 lesson learnt. century square cinema doesnt show much advertisements. i hate missing start of movies but what's done cannot be undone. We pretty much had a picnic. We finished 1 regular kfc mash potato, 1 small kfc burger(i dunno the name), 1 piece of kfc chicken, 4 packets of jack and jill potato chips, 2 packets of seaweed and 3 packets of hello panda. I was on hide tide for about half the movie? Guess u could say i didnt enjoy the movie as much as i ought to have. the movie was great though. they say the book's better so once i get time i will read it.

Okae so that was the end of the the first movie. yes first that means we went to catch a second 1. Timing for MI3 was again off at tm and at century square. over the hedge was sold out at tm so it was over the hedge at century square. decided on the most budgeted meal we could find in the vicinity. long john silver combo 1 upsize. 90% of our drink was poured into the free water bottle(from the goodie bag) so we could smuggle it into the movie later on. And 10% of this 90% which means 9% was lost cos the bottle sucked and leaked like free. We got seated just on time. Movie lasted about 80 minutes. Short but funny. Yes i know im turning 17 but that doesnt mean i cant find an animated movie funny.

Before i forget, walking around the whole day with 2 other people holding the exact same bag is quite gay. But hey isn't that what i am? gay = happy. K after the movie we FINALLY left for home. My dad gave me $14 in the morning. i expected him to give me my remaining $16 when i came home but he gave me another $30 so im not as broke as i thought i would be. Its been a long long time since i was in a financial crisis. How am i going to survive for the holidays? Maybe i shold do as chris says and put my kakaks to good use. make them my atm. wowz i have 3 atms. Hmmz now they'll know why im so nice to them. OOPS. haha lets just ignore the last few sentences. I'll rely on my closest brothers then. Right brothers?? yay they agreed. i hope.......

okae long day it has been. I left for school at around 11 to go for pa meeting. Saw my dearest mum with...nvm i saw her at simei mrt. after meeting i went to have lunch at whitesands foodcourt, which i must say i haven done in a darn long time. Money got bloody cheated lah. Bowl of plain noodles with 2 prawns cost $4. Chicken rice there is nice though(i took a little from chris) shall try it next time round. went back school for soccer debreif at 2.45(was postponed from 2.30) it ended at about 4.30. i palyed soccer(on psp and real) got blisters on my foot, dilly dally about and then went home.

Reached simei mrt at about 6.48. went to bedok market to buy flower with andrew(he bought i didnt) and reached vj at about 7.20. i freaking summarise alot of things lah but thats y my blog posts always so short. its more filled with irrelevant crap lyk what im doing now then actual things that happen. wahaha. ok lets move on. move on? move on ur si lang tao arh move on.

Okae met hakim,naim,chris raj, justin at vj. timo came slightly later while nickolas pang sehed.
Band concert was blah blah. the day i appreciate fine music is the abby can speak chinese properly the day shrek reads me a bedtime story. Went to 7 eleven to buy drink during the intermission cos i was freaking thirsty. And thank goodness we didnt leave during the intermisson. the last song was totally worth it. I wasn't allowed to sing it yesterday for obvious reasons. yupz im toking about the 1 song i'll nv forget. the Victorian anthem.

chris wanted to catch a movie after that lah. but then i was broke. or i thought i was. i initially though my assets was negative $17 but found out it was actually a postive $3. but thats before i go out tomorrow and on sunday and on monday and next wednesday. 1 word. YAY!!

Oh how my heart aches. I don't think i've ever blogged about soccer results before because i felt it was redundant to do so. But today. today is the special day i feel different. that i must give credit to the soccer team for their superb performance. Yet the irony is. we didnt win. neither did we lose(no its not a draw) but deep down we never really lost. The match was 4-2 to vj. with 6 minutes of horror and 1 ridiculous sending off. reminds people of both last year and this year's champion's peague final

Today i truly for the first time felt the school spirit. The meridian spirit. All this while i've been oblivious to it. but it has always been there. Y then. Y did i miss it out. Because i was too accustomed to another spirit - the more obvious one which stands out- the victorian spirit. But now i truly understand the significance of the meridan spirit

Every single one of us posess the meridian spirit. no matter how loud or quiet we are its in us all. I nearly teared when we lost yet i felt so proud of the team. What appeared more touching to me was that i could see the look of disappointment and despair in everbody's eyes many of which were watery.

What i found more heartwarming to me today was my class 06s101. I am so ashamed at how i tell people u all were a super unenthu bunch and i apologise for making that assumption because you guys really did great today. You all were screaming ur lungs out, initiating cheerswaving the vangard thingy around. Some even forgoed other important things to come and supportwords alone cannot describe how proud i am of you all.

Today i also finally felt the pride in being a councillor. It was like when i was drying the chairs with the cloth. or removing the excessive water(the chair was still moist). I lost count of the amount of people who thanked me for it. And i was just doing something simple. they were all j2's n i shall just generalize n say the j1's are just as good. I just felt...so touched. The feeling of being recognised is..unexplainable

All this...all this with as i've been reminded that i couldnt wait to get out of mj in pae. and i seriously wonder y. however we shall not dwell upon the past and look towards the brighter future that awaits us.

MJC YOU ROCK MY WORLD!!

heyoz im back after a 1 day break? Wouldnt call it a break but 1 day lah. Went school slightly later toay7.40. but since its a wednesday it means i was early lah. Its a miracle that im even in school. Jasmine n diana were so schokced to see me in school.
Anyway i did some chem and attempted to do something else and i can't remember what. All i know was that there was some rumuor that there was going to be a econs test and so abby was chioing econs(thank goodness for the rumuor if not she stone there hahahaha. ). Bloody josh went library to watch anime. Zhihan and mak's 2 pw group were doing their gpp. table next to us taekwando having some meeting. quite selit i must say. but they out number us so we more selit.

Physics we started on a new chapter(circular motion) which has freaking lots of terms and formula. we finished monoply for econs(i tink). There wasn't a test consolidation exercise afterall. Chinese lesson was fun?? cos we had to act out some play lah. and i didnt have to say much so yupz.

After school had a freaking long meeting. from 2.30 to 7.00? there was alot alot of info to absorb. But what an interesting session it was. Tomorrow its MJ vs VJ. MJ will win. i dun care how good people say vj is but i've nv seen them play. I know alot of other irrelevant stuff about the team though.

oh yah im damn worried for my group gpp. damn worried but doing anything. i hope i have enough spirit to do something about it soon.

my points all getting mroe and more summarised towards the end. i know i missed out alot of stuff but oh wellz.

okae im freaking tired liao. off to bed.

K.O.

In my previous post i said that people tend to overlook their own flaws. I thought about it or am thinking about it. Sometimes people dont have a choice. they are who they are n we'll be doing a favor by not pointing out to them their own flaws. imagine how impactful it is. Its like when a person keeps telling u something u already know. it gets irritating. Sometimes i'm like that too i say the wrong thing at the wrong times and more often than not im totally oblivious untill someone points it out to me.and then i feel all bad about it cos whats said cannot be taken back. i've always been tactless and at times like these i tell myself to change but once i wake up i'll probably forget about it tomorrow. But then i must start to be more sensitive to my surroundings. the whole world aint just about me.

Anywayz on my day. josh is back in school. glad to cyu brother. little time to spend with people in the morning lah. but i still see josh zhi han clarence dennis abby at the usual table. i saw dennis again later standing outside the class with a couple of his classmates. Didnt do his work apparently. kena sent out by my aaron tan. Zhihan and i found this stunning.

Oh there was pe afterall which i spent playing a little bit of soccer. fell down n scratched my knee. walked around abit with one side of my pants pulled up above the knee cos i didnt wanna dirty my pants but in the end even my shirt got dirtied(both n pe n uniform). troublesome also cos teacher all ask y i do it. My ct even asked me to go put medication when she saw it. so sweet of her. so mr hon aint only the ct that rocks josh/abby. oh yes abby said i look lyk ah beng with one side of my pants pulled up...i ah lian's adik what.haha.*cough* The econs lecturer(mr aaron tan) caught her patoing with her classmate. Haiyo you should be listening n not da qing ma qiaoing in the LT...tsk tsk...SHAME!! Maine bought me chocolate. actually she planned to give it to me on friday but i didnt come and yesterday she didnt come so its postponed to today. Oh its either be scientifically proven or a housewives tale that says u shouldnt eat chocolate with an open wound. or is that seafood? haha oh well i'll eat it when i need it the most.

lessons are going damn fast now. almost every subject rushing for time. must really revise during the june holidays man. just now had first official meeting with miss lai. the whole council. haha i can just say i totally screwed it up for myself points to start of blog entry. n they say first i mpressions count. lots of things to reflect upon. about the meeting about myself about school work. but relfect...after u've finished all ur work. which i believe we all dun have much time for. This post sounds so much more like the real/old me. just thinking about it brings a smile to my face. Eh im the best at bringing a smile to another person's face too kae. dun play play arh. feel so proud of myself. yikes getting cocky n longwinded again.

1 last thing. im getting broke and im glad. i say that even though i have about $50 in my wallet.You may call me crazy for being happy. but it means im going out so im spending more money. you could also say that $50 doesnt mean broke. but take away the cost of the concert tickets i'm about to spend on it'll set me back by about $30. this sunday going out also. and next monday is learning journey confirm must spend money too. oh yes from this $50 $11 goes to chem tys.

K do a little accounts. add next week's allowance. i'll have $84.80. - $30 for concert tix $11 for chem tys. that leaves me with $43.80 to spend for 4 outings and the whole of next week. defnitely not enough lah. yikes..happy to be broke

Okae most of the day i was bright n cheery..haha 1 step at a time so i'll look at being bright n cheery as an incentive rather than being normal. Anywayz most of the time. at night...haiyo go down again. maybe if sleep earlier arh then wun happen??.

Which reminds me i have something i probably can do and have not done.Gp compre. but i wun do it lah. lazy. As for math n physics is totally dunno how to do can. Im like damn FUCKING frustrated. With homework yes. its a miracle homework can stress me out. but it happens.

i wish i can heck care lah but its just wrong to heck care. the more u heck care the more u dun understand. Yet again overestimating my own capabilities. So shall go to school n tell the darn bloody teacher i dunno how to do. pray n hope they believe me.

People always choose to believe me at the wrong moments hahahah. Like when im complimenting people n im obviously lying(sucking up) they choose to believe. I tell the truth and tell them they're ugly they either dun believe or can't hear me. talk about selective hearing. Humans have this thing of overlooking they're own flaws and limitations. But such is how humans have evolved.

I WANT TO GO OUT. im abit short of time. but when i do have the time, YOU ALL BETTER MAKE SURE YOU FREE OR I"LL STRANGLE U ALL. nahz just kidding. im lyk going out this friday liao. and next wednesday. BUT STILL NO ENOUGH. so guys n girls keep urselves free. haha im talking like im some bigshot but hey..so be it...wahahahha..better being cocky then moody. i tink...lalala..just remembered i have chem to do. seeing that tml pe is for retests n seeing that i no need to retest anything i shall take that period to copy refer to my dearest classmate's answers.

Okae i better stop or this post will go on foreva. Blogging is actualyl like toking to urself. and toking to urself too much is bad for health. my health hasn't been very good lately. nor has anybody elses. First abby fell ill then me and zhihanthen there was mak n today there was maine n josh. and thats just the people i know and can remember who fell ill. you should see the demand for the sick bay man. way over supply. won't create a black market though. not possible. oops too much econs. oh yah so much for ending this post. shall really stop here...if u've read to this point...heez thanks for the time spent. i appreciate it.

Hmmz...been doing a bit of thinking last night. Positive thinking not the nonsense that my blog has been showing the past few weeks. And yes i was saying. Those are pure nonsense. N then i tink to myself. Despite telling yself i'll remain true to myself n not change the person i am. But sometimes the more u try to do something the more u fail at it. And so now i shall change my direction totally. You won't see a brand new me. You'll see a me that u all have to grown to like and hang out with(i hope) the old me. Consider it a step taken backwards but all for the better of mankind.

When a person gets too much privelges, soon after he begins to treat it as a right. And thats not healthy cos then he'll have too high an expectation of himself and people around him and all hell breaks loose. I shall now stop moaning about y things dun happen to me but make things happen to me and others. To inflict a positive influence on other peoples lives. Life of a councillor?? NO. Life of a friend. Your friend.

And at this point something pops up in my head which i seem to have neglected and not made part of my life as i vowed. Nil Sine Labore. Nothing without labour. And labour i shall.

Thursday - The tutorial day
The longest day in the week. Today was exceptionally long cos i had to stay back for chinese test which i missed due to invest yesterday. Anywayz MJ soccer into the finals. i don't normally blog about it but i just wanna make my post abit longer for the fun of it. Won jurong 1-0. well that's that. im freaking tired but freaking lazy to go to sleep. weird huh..lazy to go to sleep. i just wanna stay awake n do nothing..but physically that proves impossible.

JC is very demanding psychologically and i believe we're all going through that stage man. Everyone is stressed out for one reason or the other. We definitely have much higher expectations of ourselves thats for sure. Perhaps that y we're stressed. Like i always say, too much of a good thing is bad

My smile has been wiped off my face. Yes that unforgetably irritatin one. It is at the moment non existant. The one you see nowadays is like some mask.(reminds me of v for vendetta) I dunno the real me anymore. split personality? depression? thinking too much? too little sleep? probably just the last 3.

Sleep is like the essence of everyone's life. We definitely dun have enough of it at the moment. okae totally random can.

Miss going out with friends(i still tok cock in just about every tutorial?) no fun in life at the moment so make fun in school lah.But yah going out. haven gone out since...the book of answers day? thats like how long ago lah. Okae i stand corrected. i haven gone out and have fun for a long time. COME BACK my sweet little fun

Will mission^2 be successful? it remains to be seen. We shall find out in about a weeks time. It may not even last that long wahaha.

Council invest. Not ni the mood to be all mushy wushy n tok about it lah. It was a success. naturally i mean i was in it no? haha getting cocky?

hmmz im damn sensitive to my surroundings. Not so much what a persons says to me or about me but more so what a person feels. Its like. Im so helpless and all and i only seem to make things worse. three words man. what the fuck?

haha even my mum can tell theres something wrong with me. tok about psychic. Actually its cos she says my face damn down and all. I tink it affects me more that if someone else is upset rather than if im upset regardless of whether i have anything to do with it. You understand what the person feels like. You understand that you can't do anything. but yet theres just 1 part of you hating yourself for not being able to do anything?

N i just realised im quite a no-lifer. As in seriously. My life is boring. The activities at least. It's my friends that make it fun and thank goodness for them. I'f u've played a role in my life in some way or another. i salute you. And deep down from my heart. I thank you. ALL OF YOU. especially you, you, you , you and you. You know who you are. Oh yes it is true. too much of a good thing is bad. Too much of a real good thing is real bad too.

Damn tired now but just came to blog about a few things.

Firstly it has been a damn long and tiring day. But in life you have your ups and downs.
Ups of the day. I topped level in physics. wootz. scaled down test but nonetheless. They haven't officially released results but hey surely a FULL MARKS gets u a top in level position. Hopefully when paper come back is nv mark wrongly. Cos im DAMN ICE and will go tell the cher hahaha.

Okaez downs. Got loads of work. And im darn tired. Not much work due tomorrow but thursday arh.Plus tml invest after that confirm no mood do anything. hmmz thursday got soccer match so hopefully i'll be excused from school early?? then friday go rj invest. thats lyk missing alot of lessons. hope some kind soul lends me his/her notes.

Neither up nor down. HAHA the council both 3rd and 4th got locked IN school. like how cool is that. so we lied on the floor looking at the limited stars singing the indian rendition of twinkle twinkle little stars. then tio meh cos make too much noise wahahah.

i seriously need a good nights rest and here i am. blogging.

And yes josh i do love my kakaks more. thats cos they're the people who give prizes when i get FULL MARKS for a test. Oh and cos they're sweet and nice???!!!

notice how arrogant i am today. Could be the leathrgy kicking in. makes one go high. or perhaps u noticed its not just today. LOLZ

Mother's day

Probably one of the most significant days to commemorate. If i had the time i'd have searched the origins and paste it here for all to see..if i had the time which obviously i didnt. Many a times we think to ourselves, with hatred in our hearts, what on earth did i do to get this mum of mine. BUT!!! Think back again. Think of the same question. And think just how many good deeds u did in ur previous life to get that mum of yours. Despite the clashes and conflicts from time to time(which shouldn't even exist) is she not the one person u'll love the most in your life. You only have 1 mum.heck care about dad lah he's replaceable Just think about all the things your mum has done both good and bad and you'll come to realise that every decision made was made with your interests at heart. For that i salute all the mum's in the world. Reminds me of that chinese song where it says all the mothers in the world are alike. They are. They all LOVE their children. :')

Pardon my poor grammar today though i daresay the grammar on my blog has always been crap.

So my fam went out to eat. Been awhile since we've done that. Went to this place at east point called the canton kitchen. Had to wait for seats cos we didn't make any reservations. Bros went to popular while dad mum and i waited outside. I felt ultra bright i tell u. Then mum left poor dad to wait himself(in actual fact he doesnt like to walk about much) while she dragged me along to do some shopping. Shopping in east point what a joke. Anywayz looking forward to all the new shops opening up. Eastpoint is in the midst of some major revamp. And some stall are seriously badly situated which is good for people like me cos badly situated shops sell stuff cheaply and people like me who live closer can spare the time to explore.

Food we ordered wasn't bad. Most memorable was still the sharks fin which came in whole pieces. Not big pieces but hey a few small whole pieces are good enough for me. I tink the price there is quite reasonable. Parents bought this small box of chilli shrimps for $8.00. Now thats exorbitant. on the way home dad was rapidly defending himself on why he never bought anything. Stupid right. i mean..as long as dun buy is wrong liao wad haha dun bother explaining lah.

Oh yah there's a father's dat there's a mother's day. there's even a grandparent's day. but there's no brother's day,sister's day or sibling's day. Perhaps as kakak said its cos not everyone has siblings. But dang i have no legitimate reason to ask all my kakaks out at once. i seriously doubt i need one though. HAHA. never mind we can make sibling's day on 25 NOVEMBER. And the first time it was celebrated was 25 NOVEMBER 2006.hmmz that means i have to give stuff away on my bday.

I love my mum(both biological and..the other one) and my kakaks more than anything. Sorry brothers anything refers to u all. OopS. Off to bed with a smile on my face and love in my heart. =D

slept for about 4 hours last night but definitely worth it =D. had to go school earliear today.. in the end didnt even need to cos just about everyone else was late haha.

first 2 periods of lessons was the gp project work thingy...thsi weeked seriously alot of stuff to do..hope i dun slacken off. anyway for pe today had to do my 2.4 run. split timing for the laps were 1.54, 4.00, 6.10, 8.18, 1157(i walked abit(, 12.31(chioing lyk dog). and so i miss the c grade by 1 second. meaning i only get a silver with 26 points..pathetic. must train my pull ups..not satisfied with a b.

by the wy 12.31 is like my record 2.4 timing haha...seeing that i always slacked back in secondary school. In case either of my kakaks read this post..im demanding a prize. LOL

oh yah after that i didnt feel too welll..so went oeat n stuff than after recess went to get early leave form. wasn't allowed to leave so went sick bay which was full so zhihan n i just slept on the sofa in the general office main hall. rested for 2 periods. then went back to lessons..still didnt feel well.

end of day didnt go invest rehearsal cos well duh i dun feel well. but feeling much much better now. must be the get well smses i get doing their magic haha. or maybe its the chilli at work. i ate 2.5 chilli for fun just now. actually not for fun. got tv show challenge people. me, being a smart ass thought it was easy so i went to try. nearly died i swear my tongue could have fallen off.
just about 3 months left..must start planning lolz...

Sianz...so much work to do..so little time. So much to think about...so little to talk tok about.

You apparently haven't left and u've been coming to visit me more often recently. Is it me or is it you?? i really wanna know. Sometimes the things u say are totally ridiculous. Yet i would be lying if i said u didnt have me convinced at times. Do i trust you? or do i trust myself? And who's to say whats a lie and whats the truth. nothing is absolutely a truth or a lie. its just how u perceive it. its all in the mind they say

A blog is not that free for speech afterall. Perhaps cos the real world isn't either. There are just some things u can't say. And u only have urself to deal with it. Yes its time lyk these which make u mature because it gets you thinking and u have to think and think like you've nv b4. then u have to make a choice(sounds lyk econs huh) incurring an oppurtunity cost. Perhaps the real world is that cruel afterall. You only have urself to rely and you can only trust youself. So much for innocence of youth. Haha this has totally nothing to do with me being upset i think but yah i just like to think a little more deeply than i used to.

And then something new comes to mind. Is maturity related to innocence? Does becoming more mature mean we are less innocent. Somehow theres no link yet theres a link. make no sense huh. Thought provoking question. to me at least.

I noticed my recent posts have just been rambling on and on on such issues. maybe thats y nobody tags my board. I used to be able to look forward to reaching home to read my tag board and no matter how tiring the day was it just made my day worthwhile it's like talking to friends something of which i haven't been doing much for 1 reason or the other. Used to. i guess im overly dependent on it bahz.

Maybe its just me but people seem to have even less time to talk to me than i have to talk to them. And everyday i idle my time away online in search of fellow loners to talk to even if it meant sacrificing time for my work for what is grades when u don't have friends. What is life when u have no one to share your joy with. A joy shared is a joy doubled.

I miss the band of brothers who made life in school worthwhile each and everyday. Of cos thats all in the past.

oh yes ever notice how no matter what u always seem to be there for others but others dun seem to be there for you. After much self reflection i declare his statement false. Its all perspective. maybe its just ur own refusal to open up for 1 reason or the other. maybe u haven't been trusting those around you as much as you ought to. Maybe, its just you..maybe.

Long day it has been. it's supposed to be the shortest day but with econs tutorial make up, movie screening, pi consultation and invest rehearsal(which is quite strenous on ur voice) how short can ur day be.

Friday is a rest day. but its only rest day cos ur mind is so exhausted already and all u wanna do is go sleep but here i am blogging. Sometimes we just do the most contradictory things. So much for human rationale. More often than not we're highly irrationale and sadly to say it is consequently due to over indulgence in one's pleasure and welfare. In other words being selfish. I don't think im making much sense. I doubt im using the proper tenglish terms and i also seriously im making much sense philosophically. I am perhaps doing what i preach, doing something highly irrationale(making absolutely no sense and going totally no where with this post). Maybe i just need to tok crap lah. wahahha. i am afterall the world's greatest

im basically too lazy to blog liao lah..i dun have the energy or maybe i dun bother to try n recall what happened in the day. nothing has been so impactful that makes me remeber it..its like im just living each day as it is. theres nothing to look forward to. the earlier craze of doing homework when i had nothing else to do craze has faded quite a bit. a rather significant bit i must say.

im lazing off n i dun want that to happen. haha mugger me disappearing liao arh..thats if it appeared in the first place. last time is no homework do ahead..now is got homework..wait lah...victorian spirit setting in again?? is the meridian spirit not able to overcome this little flaw. Oh well look on the bright side and as my gp cher tells me, there are always people worse off than u in the world. kudos to them and wish them luck.
I feel so lonely...or rather I feel so seorang. haiz

*edit*forgot to mention...when they came to my house to bathe..hakim pushed johnnie into the pool. johnnie tried to get out around 10 times. with one time him trying to pull me along but failed to hold on to my leg..but its ppretty hilarious to c someone try to get out of the pool n fall back in...10TIMES!!

After such a long time 4h finally organized a soccer outing again. Although some people couldn't make it there was still a remarkable 13 people who came ; a record yet. The good thing about the meeting is that u get to catch up with ur friends you don't get to see often and at the same time get a good workout.

Bad thing is that as it suggests a workout requires u to work out. It drains quite abit of your energy. It also doesnt help when u have tons of homework to do. If you slack the whole day away you could probably survive the day but if you have things to dp then good luck to you. It's at times like these that you really have to depend on yourself, your perseverance,endurance and whatever that is required that i missed out.

how i wish they would just give a 1 week holiday now..it qould have greatly...perhaps i just need another long weekend but 1 where im not at camp. it'll happen the weekend after hte next..tok about fast..haha cant wait for it...

junyu
25/11/89
when I stared up at the sky,
do you know what I saw?
I saw your name,
carved among the stars


friends & family
VS brothers
watching television
chatting online
sleeping
cooking

Unreasonable people
petty people
backstabbers
losing friends
saying/doing the wrong thing







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4H
Bing Quan
Christopher
Hakeem
Hong Zhou
Johnnie
Joshua
Justin
Khyrul
Naim
Rajan
Sanjay
Timothy
Willis
Yong Sheng


[~Vs~Others~]
Clarence
Dennis
Izhar
Zhao


[~Tns~]
Abigail
De Xin
Eleanor
Francesca
Hui Ping
Jessica
jesslyn
Jia Wen
Natalie
Sochenda
Zu Kai


[~MJC~]
Angela
Benjamin
Charlene
Cheryl
Ching Ying
Cindy
Eugene
Fazall
Hsin Mei
Jasmine
Joyce
Kimberly
Kristin
Meilinda
Michelle
Mingle
Rachel
Rebecca
Shiqi
Si Ying
Siau Ling
Tak Wai


[~Everyone~Else~]
Carissa
Eileen
Hui Wen
Jacqueline
Xiao Ping



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