Missing You

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

These few days have been really hectic man...like really really..i leave school everyday at like after 8 pm? only today was out of choice. last 2 days was to make the heart for friendship day. haven taken a photo of it but i will try to do that tomorrow. hardly have time to do work at all and im really really tired. tahan is the word. its been days since i blogged so i just chose to blog to prove im still alive.. i'll reply tags in he next post...too tired now =(..

blearghz

;cause I missed you again at 10:19 pm

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Saturday

Went to school for the meridian leaders training thingy. met ra mund on the bus and moo in school and we wandered around trying to figure out where we were suppose to be. Then we met arrifin and miss ee so we just followed them. Entered the library through the 2nd floor using the door that is normally locked. As usual the sai kang warriors had to rearrange the tables for teh rest.

Anyway the training if u could call it a training were like guidelines to how a leader might encourage others. something liek that. quite an interesting session. i was sitting with moo,boos,gene,adam,alex. Quite funny group. There was serious talk and also alot of nonsensical stuff discussed. We started drawing benzene rings and stuff. i drew a turtle starting with a benzene ring. Then we drew this face on the paper and the eyes were holes. moo went to draw on his fingers, put them into the holes and we had a figure with moving eyes. damn funny lah.

During the thing we sang arrifin a birthday song. After the training we sang again. After that 8 of us(siauling,her julian, michelle,arrifin,zul,adam,kaihua went to downtown east to eat. Julain spent like $10 on his lunch. big eater lah he. All 8 of us had deserts and i started taking photos again. so here they are.

Adam's ice kacang

Michelle's dunno what plus her fingers

What julian and me ate, sea cocunut plus jelly.

Arrifin's tao suan

Actually i just wanted the pic of the desert but they insisted they be in the photo also hahaha

After 6 of us were done

The olympic bowls.

The exco went to downtown later on but by that time only julian was left.

I went home and took a long nap. watched the soccer match between singapore and malaysia. WOOHOO we won 5-4 on penalties. now we just have to win thailand.

at night went to study with moo,boss,gene and shiqi at airport. moo left earlier to go fishing or something. Then the rest of us stayed till 6.30. gene shiqi and i left earlier. boss was still sleeping when we left. It wasn't a very productive night. Found out the vs bros were studying at tamp. i think i shall go join them next week =)

woke up today at 3 pm. Haven done any work since. Die. Life is back to normal. Cos im not doing work hahahaha. i am still a true blue victorian after all

taky:yupz i win! =)

chris: cam whoring HOO!!

josh: haha i will bro

siying: hello

carissa: studying is tiring lah

timo: u getting more hot, jealous what? :)

;cause I missed you again at 7:33 pm

Friday, January 26, 2007

The past few days have been filled with controversy. but im quite lazy to post about those stuff. Today stayed back to help out with friendship day thingy. we went popular buy stuff. then went back to school to make the heart. it turned out quite ok. will take a pic with it after er'tr done with it tomorrow =).

anyway ill just post some photos which i took haha.

The guai j1's lining up to go into lt

The F3-5 ogl interview team( i look weirder than usual)

In gp class i think

Arrifin caught unaware

Messing around with my hp cam effects.

Yiming's nose and hair can still be seen on the left.

From the physics lab

From ntuc

Haha my recent posts seem to be more pictures than words but oh well

carissa: yeah okay =)

taky: it was a typo lah..fusspot. haha

willis: i cant stop talking remember

;cause I missed you again at 10:20 pm

Thursday, January 25, 2007

I hate being tired man. being tired sucks. no mood to do anything. if only i can like sleep 4 hous a day only and be energetic for the rest of the 20 hours. better yet if only i didnt need to sleep. macham L. but anyway i think i think i finally have an official hobby especially so when im not so energetic. talking. I guess i was born to keep my mouth open. But talk also must find correct person to talk to and being the antisocial and untalkative me, i dont talk to people. just a small group. LOL freaking ironic. Blah blah blah.

i don't have any songs in my com so like the only song i listen to is my blog song...arh im about to die of boredom. i think im geting more short tempered. just so much more things that happened recently that can make me like..let it out..i guess those events are just oppurtunities presented to me to help vent my anger lah. i need to scream and shout at someone soon lol. must plan properly who to do it on wahaha.

somethings never change but somethings do. And sometimes, change isn't necessarily a good thing. True friends are those who tag even when they have nothing to say. And thats y i love them so =)

taky:aiyah my typing sucks lah happy?
josh:continue trying
willis:welcome
chris: my screen confirm smaller lah
josh:*burp*

;cause I missed you again at 11:14 pm

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Wah the chinese bastard who refereed the match between singapore and malaysia should just die. Last few minutes just cos he pressure then anyhow give yellow card. en corner flag come off he don't know whether to continue the match or not. just let it be lah u dumb freak. arh nevermind. at least it was a draw. school was okay today. interview was carried out much more smoothly. kudos to daryl and farhan. anyway 1 more day of interview tomorrow. finally it ends.

anyway heres the lyrics to the song on my blog. like a rose by A1

And as I look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
Sent from God above
For me to love
To hold and idolise

And as I hold your body near
I'll see this month through to a year
And then forever on
'Til life is gone
I'll keep your loving near

And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And when I feel like hope is gone
You give me strength to carry on
Each time I look at you
There's something new
To keep our loving strong

I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words I long to hear
Of how you'll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears

And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And though the seasons change
Our love remains the same
You face the thunder
When the sunshine turns to rain
Just like a rose

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose..

;cause I missed you again at 10:19 pm

Monday, January 22, 2007

I was supposed to meet taky at 2pm yesterday but i overslept till like 3 and ended up meeting her at 3.45. so sorry gal. We walked to suntec and bought the tickets then met ben who was dancing. yes dancing. in the end we ended up late for the movie. Basically the movie was about a white african trying to escape the clutches of the his bitrh continent. a vicious place which forces him to smuggle diamonds for a living. In the end the white man dies and the black man becomes a representative of the 3rd world countries in africa or something like that

After dinner we went to eat at macs cos we all budget. We talked cock until a point where she couldn't breathe. aphyxicated in other words. after that we went home. i took 1 train the 3 of them took another( they live around the same area). Reached home and slept quite late as usual. Ok obviously im not in the mood to blog but i feel obligated to blog a little. anywa here are some photos

The supposedly stylo pic

After we gave up working

The lock i mentioned.(the one we failed to cut for obvious reasons)

What we had to resort to doing but still failed

Bear i made for chingay(just the clothes)

another bear i made

A collections of some of the bears we made

I made the specs. cool right

Random photo taken by taky

All looking away

Im not that short(meaning i lowered my self)

made from mac mayo

My 19 inch screen. (cd is there so u can compare)

So thats about all the photos lah =) will post more when i take more..like duh..

tag replies:

naim:some things are inborn dude.

josh:don't give him false hope lah

willis:A would not be happy to hear that

chris: haha tell u secret liao

abby: kakak! hahahahahahahahahah(i had no idea how else to reply)

khyrul: macham zorro and batman

carissa: paiseh lah

josh: go buy one of ur own

carissa: yupz tty soon too

chris: eh but i still not lcd tv in my room like someone i know

;cause I missed you again at 9:03 pm

Sunday, January 21, 2007

ok i haven been online since thursday cos my com spoilt. doubt anyone realised but anyway im blogging now so that means i have a new com which has this freaking wide screen. 19 inches. you might say after such a long lay off i'd wanna post 1 really erally long post but due to several reasons some details cannot be revealed so quite difficult to post about a day that has lots of missing pices of information in it.

Tp talk about my dy briefly, i started by decorating bears from morning till 4pm(chingay stuff) went orchard to shop. went home rest and went airport chioing work until now. which is about 7am. i need to use the com now or my older bro will use it later and i won't have a chance to blog.
I lost all my phtos but i'll try to recover them soon. Will transfer photos from my phone to my com soon. Arh freaking tired. think i shall go bathe and sleep..reply tags in next post

;cause I missed you again at 6:57 am

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Really felt like blogging for the fun of it so I got the help of my darling to help me post so many thanks darling.

Wowz within the short spanned of a few days quite a lot has happened. Stuff that I shouldn’t have said but did and I apologise to the victims. Stuff that I shouldn’t have said and will not say. Stuff that I should have said but didn’t(I think) and naturally stuff that I should have said and did say. And some people say this year no scandal.

Anyway I finally changed my blog music. I took the old one off awhile ago. I got this song from dunno who awhile back. Its in my received file folder. Hope no one used it before or something. But yeah a somewhat more soothing music as compared to do I make you proud so enjoy =)

Oh one conver which really makes me proud. I daresay credit doesn’t go to me at all but still. I shan’t be revealing the names.

A: You think K is cute right

C: Yeah I think he’s cute

A: But then he’s a flirt leh. He add me online then keep asking me out. Then just keep saying sweet stuff.

C: huh really arh. You just spoiled my good impression of him.

Me(thinking): wah looks can really be deceiving sia never knew K was like that

A: you belive arh, I was just kidding

C: wah lao *strangles*

Me: haha wow even I got tricked.

(above conversation is just a adaption of what was really said)

Btw H1 overhead people telling M. Eh he’s just next door. H1 asks P who they’re talking about. P tells H1 they’re talking about H2. To let it off his/her chest H1 tells J1 about it. J1 then tells J2 and so now H1 J1 and J2 know H2 is M’s eyecandy.

Haha a lot of identities that remain hidden huh. Hopefully H1 doesn’t read this cos he/she would guess if she’s smart enough. J1 might have something to say too but oh well.

梀᥄梀᥄져ᦏĆ柨

;cause I missed you again at 12:13 am

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Ok so im posting in school. Im darn freaking irritated cos blogger loads freakign slow at home. must be my com lah. so i guess whenever im not copying homework i'll come into the school library to do my blogging. Which is not going to occur very often for obvious reasons.

been like more than a week since i blogged but its been so fast and it just zoomed by like that. catching up with homework lectures tutorials and most importantly catching up with sleep. So numerous incidents have happened. Some pleasant(i cant really remeber any) and some(or maybe just one) most unpleasant incident. Then agai each unpleasant incident is just but another learning experience. That is if we're open and not withholding anything then it will be somewhat beneficial but if not then like my post sometime ago it'll be pointless. Fortunately this time it turned out alright as usual. As much as i would like to say may such things never occur again but i know it's not going to happen so i shall just say may it happen as occasional as possible. Its a bad thing if bad thing stop happening cos it means its over, in a bad way. ironic huh.

anyway i shall just blog on what happened yesterday. Lessons just zoomed by like every other week day. after school went to clean up council room. Clean up = hide everything such that it can't be seen til we really have time to pack and compact everything neatly. That time i daresay will probably be sometime after orientation 2 aka not anytime soon.

After that went to study with abby,iris and syafiq's baik no. dunno what, canphylia. Did some chem. And i really mean some cos it was just 1 page. helped kakak with her intergration and nearly vommited blood(hope she doesnt read this) in the case that you did read that i was just joking and it was such fun studying with u...FUN indeed!! Cam whored with kakak after we gave up on our work. or was it halfway through our work. doesnt matter. so nowalmost half the photos in my cam have her in it. A blessing or a curse? haha i remain neutral =). But quite artistics lah the shots. They comprised of ying and yang cos im hot and she's cool haha.

lala sent her home reached home freaking late and freaking tired. But at least i ended the day with a smile as compared to other days.

btw since my blogger loads damn slow i'll reply tags on my board if necessary.

Oh yeah haven talked much with the 4h peeps recently. hope i can go online and see you all there soon =)

;cause I missed you again at 10:47 am

Monday, January 08, 2007

Been awhile since i blogged...again cos my com is really slow when loading blogger and as im a impatient person i can't afford to wait. Mjc Orientation 1 2007 was a success overall. Naturally it had its ups and downs. There has also been generally positive feedback. Everyone found csi fun. Accept those that can't stand being in mj yes there are such people. MMM was just deemed tiring but alot of groups finished 5 stations. Which meant that the ogls walked too slow during the camp. Wet and wild was as usual wet and wild and campfire was simply hot. not due to the fire though. The 5 houses put up great performances but then again there can only be one vincintore. As they say victory belongs to the most perservering. Since everyone perservered we're all winners. Freshies ogls councillors alike.

Well done council, now lets make 2nd O a even greater success. Put on smiles no matter how tired we are, get to know the ogl's and freshies better and of cos getting to know ourselves better. Afterall thats what a family isn't it. My third family to date(not inclusive of my family of sisters 1 mum and 1 goddess), My real family, the victorian family and the council family. It may looked screwed from certain points of view but which family doesn't have its politics. Anyway been reading qutie abit of blogs and that took up quite abit of my time. so off to do homework. Wonder if any freshie would make the effort to blog search and actually chance upon this. Do drop a tag if you do then i can find out just how many people out there are like me jas and a whole lot of councillros who search for blogs =). anyway off to study. cant wait for O2

;cause I missed you again at 8:58 pm

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Happy new year every one...ok so im 1 day late but don't be a fuss pot. met up with chris,willis and abby for tcs(talk cock session) at east coast gelare. Well basically we talked cock. Kakak left at 4.30 while the rest of us left at about 6.30. Oh she told me this astonishing news which she got from her councillor friend whos name i shall not reveal.

i went home to have dinner then went to orchard to meet up with the loverbirds. no not pierre and jasmine thats old news. i meant mak and gladys. yeah they needed coverups cos mak's parents were darn on and he was worried he would get spotted haha. Sean chook came soon after then we went to the balcony. Stayed there to chat for awhile, had some drinks. Around 11.30 we left and walked along orchard road. Stood at some ulu area where we could barely hear the countdown. Anyway all i rmb is seeing a hell lot of banglahs. if it weren't for the fresh air i'd think i teleported to bangla land.

So yay happy new year everyone. within minutes we were at orchard mrt making our way to zhao yao's house. walked around abit. went to look at khaw boon wah's house. Sean chook went for a little walk with his gf. who was staying over at a friend's house nearby. mak and gladys left earlier cos gladys had to go home. I stayed over at zhao yao's house. played xbox and finally i watched kung fu hustle which i don't think is that funny. must have been cos i was tired. after movie i slpet 4 hours and headed home. after i reac h home is the boring part so i wun talk about it.

Anyway some photos from new year's eve and other photos