Thursday, May 17, 2007
Ok so i haven blogged in a long long while. truthfully speaking. i've been quite tired. n with my bro at home more often i cant just use the com as and when i like it. when i wanna use he's using it. when i don't wanna use no one using. or maybe its just me haha.
Anyway yesterday was exactly the 365th day of me being a councillor. exactly year ago i was invested. n exactly 1 day ago i stepped down. as yiming puts it andi quite agree. words cant express how i feel. words can only do so much. to say i feel lost in the mornings without morning assembly would be a lie. for morning assembly was a routine. one which allowed me to be around the councillors. With most of us now taking the latest of buses the sense of belonging is still there since alot of us come just on time. No idea how long it'll last though.
Standing with the class in the morning is weird. the feeling is just somewhat different. yet i'll have to get used to it. gone are the days of where i could stand by the sides in comfort, away from the crowd. There is not a hole in a heart for they say once a councillor always a councillor( or as eugene pointed out they can stil serve us damn warning letters). But body and mind will just have to get used to waking up later n reaching home earlier. Shorter time table in a sense. rejoice? maybe, maybe not. its what they call bittersweet. I really wish to go on about how i feel. but if u knew me well enough, u would understand what im trying to say. If not..its okay.
Blood sweat and what not sacrificed in return? Bountiful experience and memories to be cherished. Council, can't live with it, cant live without it. for now. I'll just have to learn how to live without. Haizzz
josh: ???
abby: haha evil sia u
willis: point noted =)
taky: ok lah..know it all =)
josh: eh go watch ur ballet performance lah haha..
aircon: oei what girlfriend..anyhow say..
;cause I missed you again at 11:07 pm
Ok so i haven blogged in a long long while. truthfully speaking. i've been quite tired. n with my bro at home more often i cant just use the com as and when i like it. when i wanna use he's using it. when i don't wanna use no one using. or maybe its just me haha.
Anyway yesterday was exactly the 365th day of me being a councillor. exactly year ago i was invested. n exactly 1 day ago i stepped down. as yiming puts it andi quite agree. words cant express how i feel. words can only do so much. to say i feel lost in the mornings without morning assembly would be a lie. for morning assembly was a routine. one which allowed me to be around the councillors. With most of us now taking the latest of buses the sense of belonging is still there since alot of us come just on time. No idea how long it'll last though.
Standing with the class in the morning is weird. the feeling is just somewhat different. yet i'll have to get used to it. gone are the days of where i could stand by the sides in comfort, away from the crowd. There is not a hole in a heart for they say once a councillor always a councillor( or as eugene pointed out they can stil serve us damn warning letters). But body and mind will just have to get used to waking up later n reaching home earlier. Shorter time table in a sense. rejoice? maybe, maybe not. its what they call bittersweet. I really wish to go on about how i feel. but if u knew me well enough, u would understand what im trying to say. If not..its okay.
Blood sweat and what not sacrificed in return? Bountiful experience and memories to be cherished. Council, can't live with it, cant live without it. for now. I'll just have to learn how to live without. Haizzz
josh: ???
abby: haha evil sia u
willis: point noted =)
taky: ok lah..know it all =)
josh: eh go watch ur ballet performance lah haha..
aircon: oei what girlfriend..anyhow say..
;cause I missed you again at 11:07 pm
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Ok so it has been awhile since i've blogged..;ll just like breee through? last tuesday went to watch spiderman 3 with the guys. nothing unusual but definitely special. It always feels great to go out with the guys n gys alone. its slow for me to say this like what 1 week latre but i had fun.
The days that followed were hectic with me n zul(more him than me) rushin through ctc proposal. And on friday the day finally came. they tell me i have the potential to be the next pap. the no.4s will know what i'm talking about. Then came saturday where we woke up freaking early. like 5.00 am. o around there lah. i think their camp was definitely more memorable for the right reasons. Then again what i heard about wha happened in the days to come was not too pleasing on the ear. hopefully they'll resolve it. But anyway thank you zul, thank you ctc comm thank you no. 4's for making it (i wouldnt call it a success) run as smoothly as possible.
Talked to kakak on the phone on sunday. no idea what the new insight igave was but yah. miss talking to her. n to my bros online. quite sad i wasn't there to talk to her when she needed someone to talk too. cos she thought i was busy. but hey im never too busy yah. yes bros more so for u people =)
oh on a more random basis one feels quite a sense of accomplishment when he learns how to do a rticular set of moves akaka dancing..yaay
abby: you dunneed to say boo to scare me =)
aircon: i kena bullied lah
chris: haha the world is already a very hurtful one i just choose to ignore that part
naim: haha cos u do?
josh: thou shall try
khyrul: thats for being emo lah naim
jus: eh i can complete it under minutes ok. no 4...
willis: seems lah.. i just lazy update
naim: erm yah??
timo: im yan dao, handosme is chris..just a little bit only lah
benji: dun insult barney k =(
;cause I missed you again at 11:49 pm
