Friday
there was a math test which i found okae despite the limited revision. colloseum..i missed the atlas cheerleading which people said was great..anywayz after reading certain blogs it can be quite confirmed that the thing lacked spirit. This just tells me that maybe its not cos theres no spirit. everyone has a spirit that they are unwilling to show - perhaps afraid to show. What they lack is a spark. It just brings a smile to my face to see how my class girls were holding pom poms n cheering that day. Anywayz even in vs we didnt cheer much for the houses..much less for mj. Hopefully the new batch of house comm can come up with something.

Council training camp.
I won't go into details. will just discuss the lessons learnt n my feelings during the camp.
Firstly, i believe we've learnt alot of important lessons in life. Both council life and normal life.

We've learnt the value of respect greatly in depth and several other things.
At certain points you just feel like a family. NO doubt there are conflicts but which family wouldn't. furthur more its just the beginning.

I see much potential in this bunch of people. Even if sometimes i felt quite estranged(finally understanding what annabelle told me) i c the situation improving. So long as everyone else is happy im happy.

I see much positive changes in my life. But let me not forget about the positive constants. My great friends who have always been there for me. Council is great and i love it
but they can't win my kakaks because i love them more. =D

School was fine lah...only stupid thing was not copying down stuff during physics lecture cos i tot i didnt bring it only to find it later in my bag...stupid

Shall skip to after school..as 2 of my friends mentioned on their blogs...it was raining cat and dogs n god knows what today. haha..or those doing pi on imrpoving bus shelters...do it well...we(me zhihan and josh) were totally drenched. (!FS)pollutant(!FS)abby was slightly drenched since we got most of it n we kindly stood aroud her.

We took bus 3 to pasir ris then mrt to tampines. Josh left for his bowling trials. So me kakak and zhihan went tm..haha we seriously walked around lyk theres not tomorrow. kept going up and down from this store to that store

first was story telling at LJS then a short trip to popular and royal sporting house. We found the true significance of comparing hand sizes. halfway through go century square just cos kakak wanted to use the toilet there. Apparently for fun, joy, peace and laughter.

K here comes the bestest part. Times bookstore. We spent quite abit of time there. I zhihan was indulging in the cookbooks, though they arent really cook books. yupz spreading his knowledge on the origin of food. I chanced aupon this little book called "The book of answers". works like a magic 8 ball lah but has much more answers. Sometimes it just really make sense and sometimes it doesnt. Sent kakak home after that...quite lucky the bus 14 came quite fast ony my way back..too fast actually i had to run for it. Today was psychologically satisfying lah.

It ain't easy josh. It never is. I am human too. Perhaps it shouldnt even happen. But then something tells me it'll happen no matter what. Its just how fast.

Oh yah what a coincidence huh...we were thinking about the same kind of stuff yesterday. Thinking about it just teaches u that we take alot of things in our lives for granted and that fate is much nicer to us than cruel. Now aren't i darn lucky.

School was fine lah...only stupid thing was not copying down stuff during physics lecture cos i tot i didnt bring it only to find it later in my bag...stupid

Shall skip to after school..as 2 of my friends mentioned on their blogs...it was raining cat and dogs n god knows what today. haha..or those doing pi on imrpoving bus shelters...do it well...we(me zhihan and josh) were totally drenched. (!FS)pollutant(!FS)abby was slightly drenched since we got most of it n we kindly stood aroud her.

We took bus 3 to pasir ris then mrt to tampines. Josh left for his bowling trials. So me kakak and zhihan went tm..haha we seriously walked around lyk theres not tomorrow. kept going up and down from this store to that store

first was story telling at LJS then a short trip to popular and royal sporting house. We found the true significance of comparing hand sizes. halfway through go century square just cos kakak wanted to use the toilet there. Apparently for fun, joy, peace and laughter.

K here comes the bestest part. Times bookstore. We spent quite abit of time there. I zhihan was indulging in the cookbooks, though they arent really cook books. yupz spreading his knowledge on the origin of food. I chanced aupon this little book called "The book of answers". works like a magic 8 ball lah but has much more answers. Sometimes it just really make sense and sometimes it doesnt. Sent kakak home after that...quite lucky the bus 14 came quite fast ony my way back..too fast actually i had to run for it. Today was psychologically satisfying lah.

It ain't easy josh. It never is. I am human too. Perhaps it shouldnt even happen. But then something tells me it'll happen no matter what. Its just how fast.

Oh yah what a coincidence huh...we were thinking about the same kind of stuff yesterday. Thinking about it just teaches u that we take alot of things in our lives for granted and that fate is much nicer to us than cruel. Now aren't i darn lucky.

Okae today is practically a perfect day..the front part anyway...

K my fon took its first foto today..polluted beautified my fon lyk damn lots?? haha...shall not reveal who/what the foto is about.

okaez after that was lessons..besides the fact that my class got screwed in the first period...with much baseless accusations(reminds me of sdp sia). anywayz after that was pe my muscle was aching lyk hell when we finished...run 1.2 km, shuttle run and then standing broad jump

okaez on to the good part..i got top in class for physics AGAIN. haha score still 24..lolz...but at least now my class not 5 people

Oh yah i got 2nd in chem also..by 1/2 mark..but got 3 people half mark more than me so thats 4th position? saddening to know i got lyk 3-4 careless mistakes...arh well shal try harder next time.

Finally, I GOT INTO COUNCIL. Of cos from the way i was acting its seemed like a certainty huh. dun wurry my friends and dearest non friends, u shall not be neglected. remember. you're on top of the priority list. hope i didnt make the wrong choice. council would be better of with some other people in it..but then they didnt run so too bad lah.

Anywayz back to reality..i got homework to do...sianz
I love my pollutants! =D
Chao

Okaez nothing much happened today...in addition to yesterday's post...my fon spoilt...and its beyond repiar cos the lcd screen cracked in a few places...i dunno y also..it was actually fine one then it cracked..in a few places somemore...i dunno y also...anywayz a spoilt fon just means 1 thing...a new fon...A k700i...yah budget what bo bian...oh wellz at least its a new fon..

oh yah must go get alot of no.s again cos some of the fon no.s wasnt saved in my sim card...crap lah...

oh its lyk lyk 1.11 am now and there aer atill about 60 online..tok about crazy life style of kids nowadayz...haha this kid here is going to sleep anyway...chao

shortest day of the week..but i left school at 4...first was staying back to do chem...haha modiying some answers here and there...then was the moive screening at 1.45

the movie was great i tell u...haha really touching...of cos not everybody was touched but i was sure touched..especially while watching the movie u think of all the sad sad stuff...

after movie went to play a bit of bball..and watched tennis..haha laugh my ass off mor lyk it..okae not laugh ass off..get amused lah...

okaez so it was a sad day...n im not used to leaving school n going home alone...haha so like on the way i met sanva, chris, pei jun and mingle.

they were going to anglican house for some reason or the other...so i just tagged along...
found out they were going the asean thingy which i didnt sign up for thinking no one was going..

anywayz when we(the few of us + Yung + Alice + Benjamin) reached acjc(after a mistake detour to acsi)

So we likes hanged around abit then went to register...pei jun n mingle left before anyhting started..haha chris left half way through so that left us with Me Benjamin Yung and Alice.

Haha weird when people don't believe when i tell them im local..need to show IC somemore..weirder when ur a local n u feel foreign haha...oh yah someone said i looked 20..that a good thing or bad thing??

haha it was a really fun experience..not cos of the activity itself but cos of the interaction with the people around you. got to know sanva much better..n yung too haha..who voted for me despite hardly knowing me..what to do my kakak her class chair right..

On the way back(this time with the addition of Xin wei) we toked lots more..the girls were sleeping in the bus n complaining of hunger haha...went to sans room to tok also..just cool lah...

maybe what my class needs is just another school based class activity besides orientation where u hardly know each other...

kkz off to be freaking late now...

Alwayz look on the bright side of life and the end will nv be near..thx loads guys n gals for ur moral support..if there was any given =D...i appreciate it...sincerely.

Sunday
This part should be in monday...cos i did PI until 3.30 am..nv leave work till the last minute man...screws u up

Monday
okae i was late for school...found out they didnt reset the disciplinary record so im late for the 3rd time this year?? slept at like 2 am for fun??...oh yah it was

Tuesday
bad decision to sleep so late..haha go on stage make podium speech tio stun..after that tio kan by cher..bad day really bad...after school go home make election board then slept at 12.

Wednesday
the 7 hour sleep helped abit bahz...yupz..the final day..election day...election speech was not bad...though i had a severe back ache for seating straight for so long hahaha...
looking at my classmates and other friends facesjust brought a smile to my face..looking at my die hard supporter at the back of the hall just brought a smile to my heart...thx loads...
After taking down posters did some work n went home with josh..was toking about sad stuff with him..haha went home feeling really down..of cos some people know...but the rest probably wun until they read this post...not lyk it matters to anyone anyway haha...

thursday
today was okae...could really see the class opening up loads...great improvement..sure my class is nowhere near the 1 where they go out to eat together..they study in school together..i guess its cos they're all capable of studying at home on their own..pw groups was finally released...i really pity some of my classmates for certain reasons...haha no one involved would read though =D

i hate having no one to tok to..cos then i only have myself to tok to
thats a sad prospect..it just makes me think of all the negatives in life
Behind that smiley and joyful me you see in school who am i really deep down..even i dunno...i really dunno...
perhaps im just lacking in emotional support...and its not just a 1 day thing...im lyk in some form of depression mode? Arhh screw it..screw life...haiz...dunno how long b4 anyone ocomes along n read this portion...then again what difference will it make to anyone...a laughable thought...

okae im freaking tired now..haven been sleeping much recently n looking at the time i now i doubt i will get much today either..shall blog about the past few days..hopefully tml..yah till then adios

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Try as they may they can never define
What's being said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all .....

Forgot to mention yesterday...or the day before..haha my econs test i got 6/20 which means i owe alot of people a drink. yah anyway 3 marks came from a 4 marks question..so thats lyk 3 marks 3/4 + 3/16 lolz..eh but thats not the worse statisctics one can c. Haha there is someone(zhi han) who got 2/2 + 2/18. Shall not go on any furthur lest i get whopped in school

anywayz today had pe..was quite slack...yupz..n donkeys can fly. freakin made to do different kinds of push up. as usual thursday is tutorial day lah..but compass and pw periods today were pretty slack. and so was chinese and physics...haha...i should go finish assignment 3 soon..its due next thursday..oh wait thats assignment 2....

oh yah thursday is my saddest day of the week..cos lyk i said its tutorial day meaning i dun get to c my kakaks. *sobs*(i hope they're reading this)

anywayz i finally have an idea for pi..more or less..dunno whether its feasible yet or not..hope it turns out fine...

anywayz i ate 3 mealworms today...haha for wad?? fun lah lolz...im crazy i think..as crazy as my fellow classmates mak n zhihan who went around school singing "lean on me" with me. haha sang so much chinese cher made us sing while some peoplewent toilet..lolz..wootz its lyk 101 superstar hahaz...must find a new song to sing on monday...

Haha first things first...Last friday was debate...the longer u live the greater the burden. My house the opposition, lost because we were abit off focus. n me being the last speaker didnt manage to bring the focus back. seeing that i didnt prepare b4 hand n my team mates all chapalan...but still cos i nv prepare lah. anywayz verdict was out yesterday n i'm blogging about it now. However i was awarded the BEST SPEAKER award so its lyk josh lah. best speaker but lost hahaha.

To you. You know who you are. you know how i feel about you. As much as i dislike hate you i cannot make u disappear. you're like part n parcel of my life..to haunt me from time to time n i hate that. Its a fact that u exist. You surface from time to time and when you do, i don't like it. You know i don't like it. Theres nothing i can do and you know it. Thankfully you don't get a choice as to when u come n haunt me. Bad thing is i dun have a choice either. Thats what i am..helpless. perhaps i can just hope that u nv show up in my life again. NEVER. And the world will be a better place. I appreciate your effort. Or my effort in any case.

Interesting character you are. It just makes everyone else wonder who you are. Maybe just maybe..they'll know in due time. maybe.....

kkz went 2 of my kakaks and abang ipar in the morning till around 2...we went shopping for kakak's tennis shoes and abang ipar's slippers. kakak wanted to eatat ikea but it was full so we ate at bk instead. heez kakak damn sweet she blangahed me =D..love u loads kakak.

oh yah after that we took a cab down to where i was suppose to go cos i was running late. haha which means the class waited for me for nothing at raffles place..paiseh arh. okae so we watched singapore gaga. its more of an art film about singapore bahz. interesting but still quite boring.
then we went to marina to eat at carl's junior. haha alot of crapping there with the guys. haha laugh until stomach pain.

The class is getting smaller n smaller. I'm sad to announce the departures of jerome n liying.
haha u've both been breat friends depsite the short period we got to know each other. The moments shared no matter how limited will be treasured. Now i know what people felt like when they changed jc or got a different class of people. Its just freaking sad lah. This also shows i dun have a lack of emotions. Its just that the original 101 wasn't much to miss. oh yah kenneth also leaving for poly but i dun c or tok to him enough lah.

Sad....1 less victorian in the class. 10 times less fun than before.

eyes are the windows to our emotions. words are the key to unlock this window. Words are powerful things which should be used with caution. On the dangerous side, words can really hurt someone and bring misery to your life be it intentional or not. Yet on the other hand words can be comforting and touching and really make you c the light at the end of the tunnel.

Some people are said to be good with words..well it really still depends on what kind of words his good with. sad to say im more affluent with the former. Im not so good at cheering people up. But sometimes the circumstances are such that it can't be done. i can't do it anyway. disappointing lah. it just makes me feel that i can only be there for someone when everything's fine but when that person needs comfort i can't give it.

just dun tink about it okae anna. thinking about bad stuff is well..bad.'

Ah boy arh...time to grow up...as in seriously..you know who you are. you feel proud huh. Words were never meant to be used that way. nobody deserves such treatment. not even you yourself even though ur a outright fucker.

let us not get to what would possibly happen to you if somehow or rather i find out who u are. i seriously hope that i would be kind enough to leave u with half an arm. Okaez violence should not be encouraged. in MOST cases. u have crosses the line went around the world n crossed it the 2nd time. Good luck to you. FOr your sake i hope u never c me.

"Remember the number 53" the line i've said the most these past few days..no. 53..haha its a prime no. and erh..it takes u to the airport? hehx...utter bull..but interesting no?...Anywayz Vote for me if u can haha..

erm been reaching home darn late the past few days..but more or less still up to date with homework so thats good...yah..haha winner of the design a name tag for jun yu competition has been officilayy won by abigail lam...the judges...everyone online tonight haha...so i didnt choose...

everyone gets a prize though =D..

nth much to blog about..just find that few days nv update not nice lah...haha 3 days liao...
hopefully i get more oppurtunities to update more often...
to all my friends out there...especially my name tag designers (abby,maine,soch)
I love u all =D

Oh yes to all the 4h'ians.. i freaking hell seriously miss the fun..the spirit...the brotherhood...
Cheers to BROTHERHOOD and may our spirit never die!!

Saturday there was soccer with some of the 4h peepz..its just fun to meet up with them for a game of soccer. And much was accomplished with only 6 people turning up. Sometimes its just more fun when ur given more space.The same logic applies to real life. All we need sometimes is some personal space. And we thrive with that personal space but more often than not -especially due to the competitive nature of today's society - we aren't given much of a choice over anything so we just have to DEAL WITH IT.

anyways maybe i can organize a sports outing for my cg..if not soccer than maybe some other sport. i dunno how sporty they are cos all we've been doing during pe is physical training and that aint much of a sport isit

spent quite abit of time today on pi..though u could say i wasn't really concentratin lah..though its just a draft i try to make it s good as possible with the limited effort i put in. quite contradictory but its the way i've been working for quite awhile liao.put in minimal effort n just hope for the best. must really change this way of thinking. really sianzed out now..it took me damn long to finish this post cos i wasn't paying much attention to it either..arghz..off to finish my darned pi which is lyk becoming more crappy as i go along

junyu
25/11/89
when I stared up at the sky,
do you know what I saw?
I saw your name,
carved among the stars


friends & family
VS brothers
watching television
chatting online
sleeping
cooking

Unreasonable people
petty people
backstabbers
losing friends
saying/doing the wrong thing







[~VS~4H~'05~]
4H
Bing Quan
Christopher
Hakeem
Hong Zhou
Johnnie
Joshua
Justin
Khyrul
Naim
Rajan
Sanjay
Timothy
Willis
Yong Sheng


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Clarence
Dennis
Izhar
Zhao


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Abigail
De Xin
Eleanor
Francesca
Hui Ping
Jessica
jesslyn
Jia Wen
Natalie
Sochenda
Zu Kai


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Benjamin
Charlene
Cheryl
Ching Ying
Cindy
Eugene
Fazall
Hsin Mei
Jasmine
Joyce
Kimberly
Kristin
Meilinda
Michelle
Mingle
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Rebecca
Shiqi
Si Ying
Siau Ling
Tak Wai


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Carissa
Eileen
Hui Wen
Jacqueline
Xiao Ping



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