Thursday, August 31, 2006

Okay as most would have noticed my blog is full of rantings so those who bother reading it just bear with it.

Anyway today was teachers day celebration. i tonned the night at muhaimin's house together with raymond playing wining eleven 10 . lost all the matches i played.shows how out of touch i am with fun. yah so anyway i woke up at around 5 and reached school about 6.00 am. helped out with some setting up and decorations. celebrations were supposed to be held at pasir ris park but due to the weather forcast predicting heavy showers it was brought back to school. =( but thank goodness. if we had gone there n it rained arh..die.

Anyway the concert was good generally. With a little hiccups here and there. The jedi master(mr luke lau) could have done with a beter hairstylist but i doubt that really matters. of cos being a teacher he received the most cheers and applause from the audience. Being rather bhb i rank myself 2nd with the most amount of cheering. audible ones that is. And im just a stage hand(sai kang warrior). Must give credit to mak and zhihan and anyone else who cheered along haha.

There a few classes that came with creative wear. The award for most well dressed however goes to miss yeo theng hong who sportingly put on the tj uniform we bought her. we forgot about the collar badge though. she even tied her hair in a pony tails. we took a couple of photos and so i missed the photo taking session with the councillors. but wth class over council.

When i went back to hall to "clean up" i took photo's with zao and maine. i'll post all the photos when i get them =D. after "cleaning up" and a short debrief i rushed to white sand to meet zhihan, mak and derrick to go back vsvj. Apparently all the teachers were at vj having some buffet so yah. Met some chers took more photos and went to classic to pool.

been awhile since i pooled(i seem to always say this when i pool) but still managed to get the hits in. played longer than expected as we wanted to play soccer but it was raining. when raned subsided a little we went to the usual place to play. if u dunno where the usual place is. shame on u. just kidding its somewhere near my house. i itnk im gonna need to get a soccer ball soon. the current one going to die soon.

And again as usual after every soccer session im physically exhausted. i will be guranteed dreamless sleep later on. Oh i really admire those who can study on a day lyk this..more so the j1's if u did. congrats and its abit crude but screw u LOL. *random screwing in process*

Josh:Haha i sitll know ur biased
Chris: yupz learn n do it properly the next time. if it exists...
Abby: yes ranting again. be a kind soul and bear with it. i only have 1 blog.
Joycie: Haha i know..though might i add where u should be is in front of a table mugging ur ass of for ur a levels haha
Xinnn: i've been told im a master or the art of boot licking.
Josh: wow u read posts..im impressed

;cause I missed you again at 8:28 pm

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Some people say I think too much. But then perhaps thinking too much allows u to understand e urself better. A few days ago i was wondering - randomly as usual - whether I liked winning or hate losing. I tink I hate losing. Call me a sore loser. But then perhaps its just applies to people I feel I should win. Arrogant? Maybe…so be it…

Maybe its also becos of that trait that If someone thinks or does things a certain way that I find totally irrational and regardless of what I say the “crisis” persists I get rather displeased. More so when I’m given that idea that my opinion matters more that most others. That I guess is a result of the arrogance that is supposedly there. Then again it could also mean I’m a stubborn bull who is unable to accept something I don’t understand. But is that stubborn or just being rationale

How do u truly know that u care about someone. Maybe when its u feel that that a person’s happiness is all that matters even if u disagree with what he or she does. So when this doesn’t happen. What does it mean? Does it just prove the point that all humans are selfish? Well they are to a certain extent. Would u ever do anything that doesn’t benefit u at all. Then again it’s all subjective isn’t it. Anyway…maybe u just dun care as much as u think u do. And yet again, why? But then who knows. Like I always say some things are not meant to be explained and the quest to find an answer to such solutions to unsolvable question will only result what some call “thinking too much”. In my terms it’ll be wasting time solving a unsolvable question. Irrational huh. Ironic aint it. How I hate irrational things and do them at the same time. Yet another flaw of the human mind.

Many times in life we have to make choices. Some point in ur life u will make a wrong move and sometimes, u’re given a choice to right that wrong. But then maybe(I seem to use this word quite a lot) what may seem right at 1 point particularly that point of time may not seem right at another.

Then again perhaps blogging today and particularly publishing this post might yet be another wrong move(though blogger is totally discouraging me cos its abit screwed). And if its not abstract enough, which I hope and think it is, then what kind of a choice will I make. I really wonder..i really do. I'm becoming what i despise. And i hate that.irony yet again. Biggest irony is that i find it quite irritating at times reading emo posts...and yet...what can i say man...
p.s. i just made the text same colour as the background for fun joy peace and laughter. something i sorely miss.
Josh:Whatever..
Chris: he's biased duh. dun u wonder y??
Josh:lyk i said ur biased..u n ur princess abby. at least mine is more organised...or perhpas that cos not enough people tag on my board..hahaha

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Sunday, August 27, 2006

k i dunno how to get my mood to study..but somehow i must lah. can't torture my body by staying up late. im dieing as it is without doing work properly hahaha..lyk theres alot of last minute things as usual. anyway dun really have much to blog about. Oh from now on i shall reply to tags per post if im blogging. if im not blogging i'll reply through the tag board if there aint too much to reply to. i'll c how it goes lah

Khyrul: Pls lah..i not so disgusting as to have a malay girlfriend can.
Abby: My kakak's the best too =D
Josh: haha u should have planned
Carissa: i was focusing more on the maid thingy actually haha

;cause I missed you again at 11:56 pm

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Went to school today for some council stuff...stayed until lyk 5 plus..from 9 am in the morning.
I can't really rmb anything significant that happened in the last few days.

I can rmb 1 thing though. I was in the bus and this guy kept looking out of the window at this girl(his fren who just got off). he even attempted to call her but apparently she didnt pick up. Feeling dejected the boy turns away while off in the distance the girl turned around to look at the bus at the exact same instant. I though such things only happened in movies. maybe life is more mysterious then we though it to be. And perhaps really nothing is impossible.

Oh im lyk totally broke again..thankfully im not so much of a fix as josh is in. Though i have my own share of problems. just about 5 weeks to promos and 2 and a half weeks laters.. hmmz..must really start saving. Have to clear my debts first though. I should start a strict saving regime. For my own good.

next year everyone is turning 18 what a headache. I like to think about things far away to numb the awareness of the imminent arrival of more scary things(promos).

Anyway having read a post about bdays i start thinking back about my own. sec 1 sec 2 parties at my house. sec 3 melise johnathan and ah beng sent a card to my hosue personaly. they went through a labourus process of getting my address though. sec 4. miraculous year. bday spent at home alone and only celebrated it a few days later. im not a whiner but what a poor ending to an otherwise spectecular year. lol just kidding im not petty to that extent. hmmz this year..wonder what will happen....

;cause I missed you again at 8:25 pm

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Hmmz my blogger now abit weird arh...so no colours =(. im not so much of a colour lover anyway. but yah next week its jam packed full of activities. hope its a success.

chemistry practical. xinnn--green.blogspot.com. says:
is kakak a real person's name?
chemistry practical. xinnn--green.blogspot.com. says:
or is she your maid?

lol..erm well...i didn't exactly know how to answer. cos its lyk neither wrong nor correct. I think im destined to be a beggar. Forever begging for trouble. but anyway it'll take awhile for it to set in so im safe for a period of about 1 or 2 days haha.

anyway i really suck at getting myself out of bed..and as mcuh as i hate to say it but promo's are coming. actually they're forever coming. lyk how a level's are coming too. perhaps the feeling of doom is just greater as it draws nearer. i miss having fun...

;cause I missed you again at 9:19 pm

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

This is the umpteenth time im saying this but i get in a real foul mood when im super tired. so if im lyk throwing tantrum and pissed over something i won't usually be pissed over, it means im super tired and that things i say will probably be more mean than usual. I also get super petty and sometimes end up saying things i don't mean. Not that i actually have(i hope) but im just self reflecting. Just in case, should anyone have been erm affected in one way or another by something i said my most sincere apologies haha. though if ur close enough for me to say mean stuff ur probably close enough to know i don't mean it and just pretend i didnt say anything..nice friends i have. Anyway this is the so called thinking too much period of mine..just rant and rant and rant haha.. stupid camp(it was fun though) made me ultra lethargic for the week so far. and theres a darn bloody test tomorrow. shall sleep early to study tml morning. school starts late so yah normal time is early. n my tagboard very erm...haiz..ohwell

;cause I missed you again at 10:23 pm

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Thursday
Stayed back after to school to play volleyball for interhouse games. haha lost to triton 25-17. lost to phbos 25-17. lost to miranda 25- 7. haha its supposed to be mixed but there was 1 girl n the first match n she just disappeared later. so basically it was the 101 guys playing. its team 101 and not team atlas anymore.

Friday
Stayed back to play netball interhouse games.draw 3-3 with phobos and lost to triton(forgot the score) also forgot whether i won callisto or miranda but won 1 draw 1 lah. Yupz i played alternate matches with mak. When i wasn't playing i was playing squash with Zao or mak or somebody else. Yah a nasty incident occurred too. There goes my reputation. basically it goes along the lines of "eh the councillor in black(me duh) swore" well yah u get the gist of it.

Saturday
Had to go for the pre camp at tao nan. Woke up at 6.20 and started packing my bag for camp. didnt have any packing list but after so many camps..puhlease. Left house at 6.45 and reached tanah merah at 7.00 am. Took a ride in abby's dad's car. Her dad poor thing lah. saturday must wake up so early just to send her. but i got a ride so what a nice dad he is huh.

Anyway i was sorted in to alexandria(reminds me of harry potter) together with crystal, sarly,linda, shok hui, tsi shan, yi chen, gui jia, syafiq, junwei(jay chou lookalike). We played some ice breakers and then station games. the ice breakers were really really..erm..interesting. Anywayz after that was dragon boating. haha each time i dragon boat it get more fun. firstly cos u can slack off when they reaching people how to row. secondly theres always new stuff to try. we tried rocking the boat while seating on the side. did it at ltc but at ltc not so much water came in. Then we also rocked with our feet facing outwards. its really cooling on the legs. And then there was the usual tug of war. half the boat row one way the other half row the other way. Oh i also jumped into the sea. They said i could lah so being a sucker for doing crazy things i did. Gui jia jumped in soon away. Its damn fun lah.

Oh u know for such activities its better to wear shoes that can throw away or something. well yah i do. but i never do throw the shoes away cos i'll need another such pair at the next camp haha. anyway we had a mini race as usual. it wasn't as tiring this time cos we just had 1 mini race as compared to last time. anyway went back tao nan to bathe. the heater i used ws spoilt. the heat of the water could'nt be adjusted so it was either freaking hot water or freaking cold water. i chose freaking hot. After that it was bonding session with house queen as they are referred to. we ordered canadian pizza. and crystal became the only girl i know that can finish off four slices of pizza hahaha. k after dinner we learnt how to tie a bandage from mrs abidin. heard she's retiring. learnt some camp fire songs to. after going through like 5 campfires there are still things to learn, disregarding the various versions of flea fly.

Ok then we went on a night hike. its basically a walk in the night cos everywhere is darn bloody lighted up. Certain individuals(kakak) also contributed to the light polution by wearing a BRIGHT ORANGE shirt. She was what i called the beacon of light and should be looked for if ever lost. yah it was darn tiring lah the walk. we had to walk to big splash. supposedly the actual camp we're suppose to walk even furthur but when we're so shack i dun think the litle kids can take it. Got back earlier than the other houses so the guys played some cards while the girls went to bathe. Then we assembled again for super. went back to play somemore cards while some other people were mugging. yes mugging. scary people. Mereith, nina, gui jia, samantha, kakak and me then went for a night walk of our own. we walked around block B which was the darkest. The Beacon of light ensured that my sleeves will never be the same length again. Her hand never lef my sleeve. her eyes never left the floor. totally defits the purpose of a nightwalk.
haha after our night adventure we tried doing some puzzle thingy. being really shacked we failed miserably. We eventually went back at about 2.00am. the guys fell asleep mmediately. heard the girls toked till lyk 3 am. i tink they're crazy.

Sunday
Supposedly we're supposed to assemble at 7.50. we evntually did at 8.20. nobody said anything. what a slack camp indeed. breakfast was some budget bread from giant and milo. We went trough an obstacle course which involved finding some stuff in school, going through some course blindfolded so on and so forth. some alexandrians were transferred to nile cos of shortage of manpower. broke camp at about 12.30. went yoshiyona with some people from other groups. after finishing everybody said their goodbyes only to end up at the same bus stop. freaking lame.

I reached home and just slept without bathing. on the sofa of cos. im not about to dirty my own bed but sofa...who cares. yah woke up to take dinner and watch princess diaries 2. quite a nice movie. ok then i took a bath. and then i came to blog. haiz theres an econs test tomorrow. living up to my true blue victorian instincts, i shall study for it tml during recess. my case study test i got 14. which brings me hope cos i didnt study at all for it. mircale? perhaps. and now perhaps its time for me to turn in. i need more sleep. *yawn*

;cause I missed you again at 11:06 pm

Friday, August 18, 2006

Erm no mood to blog now..will update about whats happned so far soon..=D

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

arh i got a darn splitting headache now cos i induced fainting. the thing we used to do in vs lah.

It has been a rather busy week. lots of stuff due here n there. not really coping cos i've been really really tired..not getting much work done at all. and my weekend is taken away by the pre camp breifing thingy. argh i just wish i has 1 free day to take a good rest or to finish off all my work. k i'll bring work to the stupid camp. got math summary and test somemore this friday somemore. i'll just consider doing the summary as studying for the test bahz.

had to stay back for some lame talk today which nobody listened. Reached home n took a 2 hour nap. but my head stil aches very badly. k i tink i shall have an early night today. hopefully my headache clears tomorrow.

;cause I missed you again at 9:11 pm

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

math lesson

cher: "jun yu u didnt hand in ur EOM"
me: "HUH!!"
cher"oh no no u handed in"
me"mam dun scare me can"

few periods later...

cher"eh u really didn't submit ur EOM"
me:"i did...haiz.."

So anyway i have to reprint..no biggy just wanna get it over n done with thats all

Had to stay back for interhouse games(bridge). paired up with lennard. played first with josh and abby first. haha even had to swap seat. later we or at least i realised there wasn't a need to cos we would play with everyone sooner or later. yah was on a 7 game winning streak..then lost to fellow atlas people. overall i tink me n lennard did okae. hope results are out soon.

went home with abby and joy. Was being bimbo with joy along the way. abby totally cannot make it as a bimbo. haha even i make a better bimbo. dunno if thats a good thing. anyway im uber touched cos there was lyk 3 people waiting for abby(tok about popular sia) but she went home with me instead. toked abit on how life sucked...but lyk i always say..life sucks..deal with it.

k i intend to sleep at 11.00 today and wake up early tml to do work. n i mean it this time round. hope i do as i say. the last preson i seem to obe is not my parents or teachers but myself..haha to a certain extent..oh i finally passed a freaking gp essay. too much of a narrative person i am. but yah laugh all u want. i finally passed. ok off to bed...

;cause I missed you again at 10:29 pm



ok im back after i rmbed i received this interesting email.

Intellectual Games(Bridge)
CAPT: Yeo Jun Yu(06S101) ? xxxxxxxx
Dates: 15 Aug(Tues)
Venue: 2 Classrooms
No. of participants: Mixed (2 pairs), Teams (2), Total (8)
NAME G CLASS HP NO.
Lim Wen Rong Ryan M 06S209 xxxxxxxx
Derrick Sim Kian Swee M 06S201 xxxxxxxx
Lee Charlene Judith F 06S201 xxxxxxxx
Lew Chi Lin Mabell F 06S201 xxxxxxxx
Luo Pei Yu Freda F 06S201 xxxxxxxx
Lee Shok Mei F 06S201 xxxxxxxx
Lennard Goh Chi Yang M 06S201 xxxxxxxx
Sean Markus M 06S201 xxxxxxxx

okae i censocred the hp no.s but anyway the point is...y is it a ? under my gender...or is it suppose to mean something else haha..anyway off to bed..up early tml to do work..i hope

;cause I missed you again at 12:20 am

Monday, August 14, 2006

errh just blogging for the sake of it..as usual got shit loads of homework due and overdue...expected sia. yah so i got home at 9.00 plus..just finished dinner...my chem kinetics test only got B..freaking sad cos it was a simple test.argh...shall work hard for the next test..which is this friday..its gonna be busy week sia...arhh k shan't stay here for long..off to do other stuff...*sings* "I'll be missing you" yah you you..dun look away...=D

;cause I missed you again at 10:54 pm

Saturday, August 12, 2006

K yesterday my group met up to do written report. the girls namely Pei Jun and Yan Jia came at 1.35. After distributing the work. they left at 2.00 pm. Some meeting. I dun really mind since i dun have to do any travelling to do but better planning next time girls? Ben decided to go home to study. Yin chi stayed to study cos he told he's parent he would be home at 5 and didnt wanna go back too early and get screwed. he ended up playing the com soon after and left at abut 6.30. may still have gotten screwed but for a totally different reason. So while studying with him i did TWO math questions woohoo. so proud of myself.

Oh the girls said my hair looked weird so i restyled it after i took my bathe. it looks somewhat more like what the barber did to my hair yet it still seems different..haha but i tink now its better. i just left my fringe alone actually. but after 1 night of sleep and all that tumbling around its now..i dunno how to desribe it. shall try again later. i hope my hair doesnt get damaged from the intense waxing. My hair is oh so lovely. oh no wait I am ever so lovely. an adaption form chris Guys jun yu is great. every body should get 1. don't worry theres enough of me to go around. okae i was just being ultra bhb for no whatsoever reason. moving on..

My mum, dad and little bro went to my aunt's house for dry swimming(mahjong). of cos my little bro just spectator. I dun tink his hand can streth across the table yet. yupz so anyway that means im left alone at home for quite a period of time. no i have not been mugging..i dunno how i passed it actually..it just seemed to zoom by. Oh i had to call my mum twice to ask how to cook porridge. After much experimenting. it turned out too bland. But i'm still healthy enough to be blogging so its not dangerous to eat. Shall experiment again next time. anybody wanna try?? i promise ur safe and that if u die i'll cry over ur death. blatant irony that was haha. well anyway im off to be alone again...*sings* - i'll be missing you =D

;cause I missed you again at 9:10 pm

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Forced myself to wake up at 9.30am cos hong zhou was coming at 10.00. at 10.00am hong zhou called me. tld me he would be leaving his huse in 5-10 minutes. so i stayed at home to wake. ate some breakfast. left for roxy square to cut hair with wen yuan and hongzhou at about 10.30?

upon arriving at roxy square, we walked around abit to look for that shop. supposedly its some malay barber shop. i think we walked around for at least half an hour? at roxy square at 11.30 in the morning? haha alot of sallons there i realised. There was 2 malay barber shops and we eventually decided on the one with a longer queue. go figure. Yah there was this old uncle who was in front of us..make that 2. i dunno y old uncles with so little hair wanna cut. and y the barber took so long to cut it haha. i'll probably find out in 6 years? anyway we all let the young fella cut. haha seemed to trust him more. before each hair cut he'll like give us some lecture on our hair texture and shape. Then he'll explain y he cuts our hair the way he did. i just said okay throughout. anyway didnt turn out too bad but i can't exactly how he did what he did with my hair..haha nvm i'll play around with it.

Each of us took about 20 mins so we were in that shop for over an hour. tiring sia. okae so most of u will get to c it on monday. ermmz lyk i said i dunno how it'll turn out. yah went to parkway to eat bk. haven ate fast food since...yesterday. but haven eaten bk for damn long lah. Saw this vs meridian whom i never knew was from vs. i only knew cos he was wearing the victorian challenge shirt. anyway we went to look for slippers with hong zhou. royal sporting house didnt have his size for that particular design slipper.

So anyway i had to leave earlier cos i had to rush home for soccer. only hakim was on time.
Our class is weird. when alot of people are expected to come no one comes. when everybody say maybe maybe alot of people come. the full list of people is hakim, willis, josh, johnnie, timo, chris, darren, naim. then there was also mak, pierre and andrew.

i played like crap today. barely got a shot on target. anyway after soccer we sat at the void deck to tok crap. its fun having time like these. then we went back to shower. chris and i enjoyed the suana. haha miss spending time with the 4h peeps. nothing beats spending time with them. and its hard to get tso many of them together also. chalet at end of year k.

ok thats about it. chao =D

;cause I missed you again at 8:27 pm

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Interesting national day it has been. actually no. i woke up at 8.30 and left my house at about 9.am to meet charlene. or rather i take bus then she took it at her bus stop.

okae we went to airport to study. yah on national day. dropped off at terminal 1 and took the sky train to terminal 2(cos we didn't know where to drop so just drop at first stop). we walked around a little, went to the viewing mall under the request of the goddess. thankfully i still know where that is. anyway after that we went to mac. zhihan joined us like 2.00 pm. studied until lyk 4.00 b4 we kinda got chased away. btw there seemed to be alot of meridians there. saw some of abigail's classmates(dun really know their names), afiq, so and so forth.

Yah so being hardcore muggers we went to the budget terminal to study at han's. saw j-wei farrell and rong hua mugging there too. whatever happened to the victorian spirit haha. anyway mugged till lyk 6.00. it dun tink i've ever mugged so much before or at least concenrate as much before even though it wavered towards the end.

Anyway went hoem with charlene..zhihan stayed to continue mugging. i reach home. watch a little of ndp and fell right asleep. only woke up at 9.45. so yah today i have only studied and slept. life of a mugger.

Hmmz something someone told me today got me thinking..interesting. nv really did look at it this way. lots of things to think about all the time. call it my pass time lah.

;cause I missed you again at 11:04 pm

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

national day celebration. we're allowed to go in national colours and so i did. went in my white and red addidas shirt...n i only planned to wear that this morning. actually intended to wear something else. but anyway. i reached school a few minutes late. helped zhihan keep his cue stick in the council room. soon after the parade started..aiyah boring hor..fast forward.

The program for the day wasn't that boring. the perfomances though not fantastic weren't bad either. quiz was the most boring part lah. then got dance and performance by a supposed rock band..they can play but vocalist cmi lah. Their body language doesnt exactly belong to rockers either. but then they are afterall just 16/7 year olds.

So anyway there was an econs case study test which i totally did study for of which i totally screwed up too. What a waste of 1 hour 10 minutes. Okae anyway i cabbed down to parkway with mak and zhihan. syafiq had to go report..dog sia =D. went to eat the prawn mee at the hawker centre. i must say it really is good. chilli is superb too. and i dun enjoy eating chilli.

Went to classic to pool. stayed there until 5.30 which means we speant about 5 hours there? came out feeling damn lethargic. ben terence and randy joined us halfway through. haha its been quite awhile since i played pool. was playing lyk shit at the start then got some form back. towards the end tired off a little so became lyk crap again.

Took 31 home with zhihan, mak and kim. doing lame stuff along the way. It was such a coincidence cos i called zhihan and only after toking to each other about the hot guy that was sitting beside each of us did we realise we were sitting beside each other. how cool is that. oops i meant how HOT is that.

i tink i really need a good rest. last 2 nights tok on phone tok until after midnight. but darn worth it. Oh i finally have plans for tml. im going to mug...LOL mugger i have become. Going to cut hair and play soccer on thursday..i haven actually spread the word but oh well. friday doing first draft of wr.

kk thats all i have to blog..chao

;cause I missed you again at 9:25 pm

Monday, August 07, 2006

well its been quite an interesting day. i started real bad. i couldnt find my wallet. i only left my house at 6.50 after getting some cash from mum and ezlink. it took me exactly 10 minutes to get a taxi which meant i had to pay the darn bloody surcharge.

Anyway has a chem test which i realised i drew 1 graph wrongly..2/25 marks down the drain. lessons today was rather slack. gp its the monthly current affairs quiz which i find interesting. Physics we did this experiment where we must spin this marble in this funnel. but we didnt actually have to do it so just need to fake results. math lecture..blah..nothing special. chem prac which we spent going through the spa test. i got 73% screwed up my skill b. and so that leaves me with a grade D for delightful. haha mr wong is chao funny can. or chao lame lah. syfiq zhihan and i were tempted at many times to take off our shoe and hurl it at him. but then that'll make us a lose a funny teacher so nahz..

So chem prac ended at 5.05 but we have math make up lesson. we were all super hyper. miss yeo seemed to be in a pretty good mood cos she didnt scold us..even when dunno how many people didnt hand in eom. But that means i'll have to hand that in tml..along with physics..chunk load of work huh. but it can be done. and its been 2 weeks so i changed my blog song. in the process at least.

yaay tml we're allowed to wear jeans. best decision the school made so far haha. which means i must go look for shirts in the national colour later. think tml going to play pool with the guys..but that still leaves me with nothing to do on wednesday.

oh heres a conver btw my mum and i

mum"wanna hear a joke"
me"go ahead"
mum"there are clothes in a dryer"
me "uhhuh and so?"
mum "which means they;ve been there for months"
me"mum thats no funny thats disgusting"
mum"not funny meh?"
me"no"

ermz well thats tells us alot about the sense of humour the older generation has lah...haha..okae im off to do some work...i hope

;cause I missed you again at 8:16 pm

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Okay change my skin liao..do give comments on my cbox.

Down side of this skin is if u scroll down already and u click on let say links its automatically scroll up but most people dun click on those links so yah.
My cbox is also on the front page now so for those who hate to navigate and wanna tag u have no excuse now. Theres also a section im dedicating to song lyrics. its under etc. i'll think about what else i can put there. maybe a picture of myself or something LOL. yupz the entry area is also wider which means it wun be so difficult to read my posts from now on.
Also im trying to c what all the colours look lyk on my blog which explains this colourful post

;cause I missed you again at 6:44 pm



As i like to say theres something to blog about everyday. yet of cos u dun actually c me blogging everyday. nvm anyway...i went to school to study yesterday. supposed to meet at 8.00 am but charlene reached at what 8.30? tsk half an hour late sia. i reached at 9.05 HAHAHA. anyway i managed to do chem..so proud of myself i am. then i realise that theres more than chem to do this weekend which is lyk...screw it? tml got chem test than tuesday is celebrations. but theres still gonna be a econs case study test. like what the hell can.

Oh and i haven got plans for the 2 day holiday. wednesday might need to go tao nan for some breifing. wonder who so free have briefing on national day. some thanks lah. might have soccer with the 4h peeps on one of the days. yah even though its supposed to be protected study time but still. Anybody who wishes to take me out may take a queue no. its currently at negative 53. chances of it reaching a postive no. are ermmm one in a million?

Oh yeh im lyk totally behind u again bro. even if ur lyk 1 in 12 13. but thats just a total and not at the moment figure yah. Doubt theres much i could do or u would have succeeded already but nonetheless all the way dude. My apologies for having disappeared abit halfway. And well ur no longer in the dark anymore right. u apparently manage to get a free one way ticket out of mumbai and brought me along with ya. =D

Btw my cousin has this cool theory. Girls forgive but don't forget. guys forget but don't forgive. which probably means that if they're reminded of something they forgot than..u die lah. Theres also a loophole in this arh. If u can't forget what u urself did which is quite understandable u'll find it rather difficult to forgive urself too...i tink..

i tink im getting back my blogging style...random posts about random nothingness. something along those lines. shall start looking for a blog skin even though i got work to do. wish me luck

;cause I missed you again at 1:21 pm

Friday, August 04, 2006

okae its only about 10 pm but my eylids are super heavy. they become lighter as time goes by..funny how my body works. Anyway yesterday i changed keyboard. mum just felt lyk changing. the stupid enter key keeps getting stuck. frigging irritating. the left shift key also chao stiff.

Anyway im going to school to study with goddess tml. =D haha im happy im studying...or i hope i will. i tink i'll go school and sleep lah. no i will study. erhh next week quite busy...hmmzzz...argh my mind is blank.. =D

;cause I missed you again at 10:10 pm

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Wootz i got a shit load of work(as usual) but im in a rather pleasant mood. not because of the work lah duh. I realise whats important in life is not what u do. but who u do it with. Anything done with someone uber special is a happy moment. And the more the happy moments the better.

If i really do look better(i look good all the time) with a sling bag my bday is on 25 november =D. the rest of u will just have to make do with something else haha. okae its lyk about 13 weeks more. And everbody is turning 18 next year so must start planning for that too.

Oh yah mak is now our class' 2nd school award winner(saw). he wins the best actor award hahaha.

anyway off to face hell...do work that is..after i finish doing a couple of other things.

;cause I missed you again at 9:36 pm

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

He thinks back to himself and wonders if he had been too pessimistic.
Yet how optimistic could he have been?
He knew things would never be the same again.
They never are
And he hoped that it meant things only got better than before.
Oh how he hoped.

;cause I missed you again at 11:18 pm



Okae life as usual today. lessons council meeting blah blah. the routine is as usual. but the feeling is not. I feel...empty? im no longer filled with what was there before. not at the moment. not for awhile perhaps. its impossible to go back to square 1. but impossible is nothing. im still confused but im not so concerned about it. somethings were never meant to be understood.

today during chinese i did a compo. ironic how 1 of the questions is something about regrets. Like a total slap in a face it is. It seems fated such a question would appear. Basically i wrote an adaptation and so im not really bothered with the score i get. In fact i never do.

Anyway just here to blog. off to do my piled up work. Its never ending.
What kind of hole can't be filled? 1 that doesn't exist in the absence of the omnipresent.

;cause I missed you again at 8:25 pm

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

The power of words has its limitations but it is not to be underestimated. Words can bring a smile to ur face, a tear to ur eye be it for joy or sorrow and much much more. Bombastic words are no more powerful than simple ones and in my opinion simple words are powerful. Is " I love you" not the most powerful and meaningful words that existed that it seems to bring u up to heaven. Similarly the exact opposite brings u down to hell and furthur down.

Never before have i felt this pain or anguish and i only have myself to blame. If it helps, im sorry. but i know there is where the limits of words are exposed. I do not fear using the word but i find it...useless in doing anything. i always had qualms about bidding farewell. But now i know that i never will for it was never meant to be. But perhaps the choice lies not in me. one truly only feels the pain when he has lost what he once possesed and when he knows that he will never get it back again. Time will heal what reason cannot. but what will heal what time cannot?and now i realise something. life yesterday didnt suck. today it sucks. and for a period of time to come it shall perhaps...4eva. I finally know what can make me shut up for a day. I don't want to shut up

My feelings can really be summarised into 3 words "I hate me"

;cause I missed you again at 6:47 pm

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