Tuesday, July 31, 2007
i shall just be replying tags today.
angela: yeah i am thanks.
taky: 1 i could have been refering to my mum. 2 not afraid doesnt mean doing it often
chris: we'll see how lah
jasmine: dun wuryr only hsin mei or kai hua can do that. thats not to say they're not nice(in case hsin mei reads this)
willis: if im go online maybe; if i have the mood lor =)
josh: i know life isn't fair..im past that haha
khyrul: thanks you for swearing along with me
abby: later the ants look for u arh. be careful. you cant take too much explicitives haha. my blog can
willis: haha i nv rant to anyone..dun wurry hahahaha
;cause I missed you again at 9:38 pm
Sunday, July 29, 2007
*warning bombardment of explicitives ahead*
( i've tried to cut down but u'll see it more than necessary)
i had no idea what i wanted to blog about when i came about. And when i told my fucking brother (albeit unkindly as usual). it just kind of flowed. im just going to fucking rant again. blog rants has always helped to calm me down. so long as no cheebye comes along later on to tell me how awfully unecessary my post was then i get ticked off all over again at the asshole expecially.
Anyway our conver went like this.
him: can u go to your room please. i just need to use for another 5 minutes."
me:wtf u need me to goaway for.
him: please
me:wtf are u doing that i cannot be around.
him: im writing a letter
me: thats all i need to know aint it *walks away*
him: *looks behind*
me: i cant see anything damn thing from here so hurry up.
he was either sending some love letter to his girl(probably the one who called this afternoon) or something about the coffe table losing its top. And very nicely my tagboard is inaccesible half the time i try too. so fucking nice of it.
poor friends of mine. they have to deal with a very short fused me nowadays. mr hon already got the wtf sign. mum says im moody 3/5 of days. haha its actually everyday just that theres a 60% chance u'll catch me in one. so there u go simple stats 60%, 3/5 days.
I don't like throwing tantrums. I'm somewhat given the right to do so to a certain extent bcause i have nice friends but i don't like it. Its just like pented up all inside. some poor old soul already got some of it but not all of it is gone and its damn hard to get rid of. And it continues building up. btw this is a thinking to myself kind of post where i think the whole world is against me even though i know it isn't but just let me be yah. you don't want to become the cheebye/asshole.
i think i need to kill someone before i can be appeased. who will it be? genocide? thats interesting. no i cant, i'd lose a good friend though he wouldn't exactly mind so long as i leave his rich god dad and family alone =) ok maybe i'll like give them immunity. phew im still able to smile. see how some people have such a strong positive influence over me. its called brother hood man.
U know the worse that can happen now is some dickhead reads this post thinks im mentally unstable and im of to a few session fo counselling. LOL i rmb radhiah said i needed some for supporting piracy. but come on we all do we just don't say it. Oh wait or maybe my fucking ceiling fan will fall on me.
I apologise to the next few people whos heads i bite off. But if i do so cos of something you said or did it meant that normally i might have but there was a lower and small possibility i would have since i'd probably have laughed it off but since theres a 60% chance of meeting me in a bad mood(according to my mum) then i do apologise. then again there are things that will never piss me off. like erm people(im not specifying this time for worry of my life) say things that make them appear(but they may not actually be) blur worse i'd do is vommit blood and commit suicide but not bite their heads of. those people are quite safe actually since almost everything they say is blur hahaha.
Worry not im not at the suicidal point yet be it cos im not that stupid or have enough balls. i will kindly inform u when i do. All the above is and probably will always be part of me until somebody powDerful enough to change my personality/character. Which means that if from this point on you wish to talk less to me or treat me less like a friend or what not feel free to do so. i'd appreciate it if im' told but its not a compulsory. And no i do not wish for any such thing to occur and i can only hope that nothing does*points to right "hates: losing friends"*
Oh n to end it all of i fucking hate it when icant see my fucking cbox. its fucking irritating. especially so when u know there something there to read(which is not often). Fucking computer.
Tag replies:
naive person: yes that refers to you who believed there would actually be tag replies. i just fucking said i cant see the damn cbox didnt i. you're forgiven. and i hope you forgive me who for having said all that i have though i might not have meant even half of it(i wouldnt know im not thinking straight). you and every else who actually read.
p.s. no i wasn't serious about not talking to me about this fucking post. but u better hope u know what ur saying. if its nice good. if its not nice, better be sure ur the one who can get me out of this mess or u'll be part of it too.
p.p.s. i apologize f over the next few days i swear more often then i should. it helps release tension. yes saying fuck helps. to me anyway. cheerio.
;cause I missed you again at 12:43 am
Friday, July 27, 2007
Having being tagged twice whatever i write is multipled by 2 and so i only have to write 3 weird things about me
1. I don't hate taking medication but i don't believe in western medication. I think they're all just pain killers or sleep inducers. And i probably take them only when desperate or when i skip school n try to make it more believable.
2. despite being the male species i do get my mood swings. And worse its more irregular than pms and can come out of a blue. A small trigger can set me off. then again so far only mum has gotten the worse of it seems she cant stop talking about things i don't wanna hear so she has the highest probabilty of having to deal with it. Sad but too bad lor. speaking of which where is chris now? haven seen him online in awhile. i need a laugh.
3. I dunno if you call it my positively good luck or my very misfortune that i have the blurrest bunch of people around me. In order of decreasing blurness. Hsin mei, kai hua and abby(no im not going take ur name off so forget it =D). Those around these people are being affectd daily. jasmine's getting influenced to a point where we see hints of it but theres no soul daring enough to say it.
Weird thing no. 4. that means i did 8, more than enough. im not going to tag anyone in specific. so all those somewhat more interested just do lor. if not..dun do lor =).
khyrul: mike typo right..tsk indians.
willis: acting? act blur arh. thats not acting what.
-lhiner-
;cause I missed you again at 7:10 pm
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
ok im like blogging in school cos im in the com lab and besides studying for my math test i don't really have alot of things to do. besides my blog is in need of an update.
Went to watch die hard 4 yesterday. for a movie that loses out in hype to movies like transformer and harry potter it sure is good. It might have seemed oddly similar to the other die hard movies but i wouldnt know that since don't recall watching the first 3. lots of action and butt kicking. i wouldnt exact;y classify maggie q under hot babe but i guess she'll have to do. anyway the movie is about bruce willis and not about her. It kinda reminds me of the harry potter book where everyone dies. cept for the few main characters and oh yes the triumph of good over evil.
Thats the last movie i'll be watching in a while. i really want to watch the simpsons movie even if critics don't like it. I had a dream last night. its not a nightmare since it could have happened in real life. I can't remember very well what exactly happened but i know i woke up when someone was about to smack me with a file. must have been my mouth or something. haiz so much to do so little time. so much to think so little rest. so much to know so little know how.
chris: when i have the mood then change bah
mei: ello!
can: sure....
naim: yeah im suitable weight =)
taky: i neither agree nor disagree
carissa: yeah its a one off thing. i don't blog on alot of things/days
josh: eh?
angela: aircon rocks too!
taky: huh?
can: my tagboards aint really for conversations but enjoy urselves
taky: arh horny refered to hon..i was wondering who it was
chris: lazy to go collect myself. rather have it delivered
wei jie: i wasn't in a very good mood that day. or hardly any days nowadays. but its quite impossible to tell
soh: =)
khrul: y do u want to curse?
willis: mike i think we should be telling u the same time. u know what i mean haha
-wobuzhidao-
;cause I missed you again at 9:50 am
Saturday, July 21, 2007
i fucking hate singpost..cheebye say deliver by 6pm...knnb ccb lah. i've fel more cheated in my life. n here i was looking forward to it while dunno how many others out there have finished it..and to think they did well the las time round.smart of them somemore. staurday 6pm. if i wait till 6pm customer service no one answer..n sunday i doubt got anyone..smart arh. arh damn im pissed off. shall reply tags the next time i blog.
arh fucking cheebye singpost delivered it by fucking cheebye brother of mine didnt even tell me he got it..wah knnb ccb lah..n there i was swearing at singpost..and now i have to wait even longer for him to finish. wah im damn damn pissed...aall the explicitives coming out of me now...arh fuck lah..im like not sleeping until he goes to sleep so i can take the book right out of his hands when he sleeps man...arh FUCKING HELL...
;cause I missed you again at 6:27 pm
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Your Birth Month is November
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Just some quizzes i did
Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years.
You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian.
Your soul reflects: Compassion, friendship, and secret love
Your gemstone: Citrine
Your flower: Chrysanthemum
Your colors: Dark blue, red, and yellow
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| Your Love Life Secrets Are |
 Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.
You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?
It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off.
In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it.
A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well. |
Your Life is Rated PG-13
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Your life isn't totally scandalous, but you definitely don't shy away from adult themes!
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You Are Dave Matthews Band Magic Brownies Ice Cream
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Not *those* magic brownies!
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You Are 60% Feminine, 40% Masculine
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You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides.
You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you.
You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders.
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maybe im gay..just maybe
You Are 81% Peaceful
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You are the epitome of inner peace and total calm.
You are grounded, emotionally mature, and very wise.
While no one's life is perfect, you have a great amount of perspective on the world - and you place in it.
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Peace out dudes!
You Are Fairly Skeptical
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You're not the type of person who will fall for anything...
But you do keep your mind open to all sorts of possibilities.
You figure that anything could be true. After all, the world is a strange place.
However, you're going to need some convincing before you can believe in aliens or reincarnation!
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i wonder how hsin mei or kai hua will fair for this test.
You Are 61% Grown Up, 39% Kid
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Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.
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thats not bad right?
Your Dating Purity Score: 92%
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You are an innocent dater.
You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.
Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!
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i've always said im an innocent boy
What Your Sleeping Position Says
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You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
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thats alot of inference from just the way i sleep. and what happens if i change my sleeping position?
You Are a Centaur
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In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person.
However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways.
You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order.
You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily.
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i guess im just lucky
tagboard down on my com...again!!..haiz
-lalala-
;cause I missed you again at 10:16 pm
Saturday, July 14, 2007
ok i was in a real irritatable mood(th one iget from time to time) but i've been cure of that.
went to the elective today, rock climbing and abseiling. now my forearms aching. celebrated ben's bday at mac and gave him his present. randy's a monster a tell u..he eats alot. if only i had more money to eat more.
Took a detour to kovan. Walked around kovan mall with her. she finished a book at popular. i finished the book too 5 mins faster but probably with half the content. Then i walked her home. heng no need see her lao bu though she jokingly suggested it. next time lah. even angel's taked time. And finally i went home to lepak.
can: no not yet haha but u are the evil best friend what
abby: haha i agree. when i learn how to then say bah
charlene: huh WHY?
tyco: yeah probably soon. n u can use ur real name too dear
can: i agree
;cause I missed you again at 9:47 pm
Thursday, July 12, 2007
i replied tags on my board cos i tot i wouldnt blog for awhile but apparently im here so yeah. i think i'll start alternating between the 2.
Thursday my rest day because tomorrow only has math tutorial of which i already finished sometime ago. hopefully. The student perception survey was insightful. like how different the answers would be if i was bak in vs. cant help but say i miss the good ol times..but still must look forward lah. oh well..
-haiz-
;cause I missed you again at 7:50 pm
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Went to watch fantastic 4 with her yesterday. as they say its not the movie, its the company best if both are great and it was this time..since fantastic 4 was quite a good movie. Eh erm like quite abit of people know liao so if u dunno n read this. u'll probably still not know.
Had dinner at pastamania. i had alfredo with combo c. she had bomodoro with combo d. yes theres a combo d. bread and soup with no drink. dinner was fair. company was great. When i went home i still had crab to eat. so much for eating less?
Lessons today were like erm draggy as usual? lets not talk about them then. only point worth noting is how hsin mei has gone up another level in blurness..fight between hsin mei and kai hua.
Finally cut my hair cos i was caught by lai. i heard the teachers got lectured for not catching students for their hair..oops. guys out there prepare ofr an attire check soon? i cut my hair at the saloon near my house. cost just $8 cos my mum has membership. Waited for my bro to come out with the membership card(i too lazy to walk home first) and for the waffle at the same time. then just stoned outside the shop. bought deodourant too. just $3. standard mama shop price or something.
candice: yupz ur good. guai..i never disallowed you from using ur real name
khyrul: no im bad
.::: Hi tyco.
;cause I missed you again at 7:55 pm
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Alot of people ask me y i count. i dunno but i just do and its currently at 25 with hong zhou give the honourary 25th position. One day man should invent paper that is flame resistant but then again fate decrees that to be impossible in the near future(in my knowledge that is) so like erm whats the 2 words they use? DREAM ON. haha now that was random wasn't it? not if u understand.
i went to study at the airport with shiqi,eugene, miao ying and chia mei mei.
Anyway i did math and finished up my correlation and regression and complex numbers. 1 assignment question to go though. started on chem today. going to start or started not much difference lah hor. well anyway i've done the most amount of work in a weekend in a long while lah. okay so i dunno what to blog liao..till next time..
taky: its not that difficult, my blogging time frame can lasts for hours sometimes
huiwen: i don't read it i wouldnt know =)
jasmine: aiyah typo lah
willis: haha patience comes in many forms. there are timess we ought to not have patience and act
evil best friend: nopez not so lucky this time
ys: i've always been very inspiring
"To Act Kindly Without Any Incentive" now thats what i call beautiful!
;cause I missed you again at 8:37 pm
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
I was on my way home where i saw this man approaching another. First thing that came to mind, hmmz must be friends or something...until i heard their conversation. They were fighting over the queue in the taxi(by the roadside) 1 guy was fierce n the other while on one hand said he had waited equaly long he added its okay that he gave way in a very sarcastic manner. he added there were lots of taxis along the road. thoroughly amused i continued walking to see 2 unoccupied taxi's drive past me towards the crowd waiting for the taxi.
So what does this tell us? singapore has a long way to go before it can call itself a civilised society. petty fights between neighbours over nothing, people not knowing left from right on escalators, people not moving in on buses and blocking people alighting from MRTs all not unheard of and all very common. heck im guilty too. So whats the way to go then? education and campaigns. HAHA education. i haven heard anyone who said the love the system. Theres a real fine line between elitism and meritocracy, its all how you look at it. Campaigns = posters and advertisements that people don't read, read when they're waiting for people, or read cause it looks more colourful and exciting than the one next to it, while still waiting for someone. We have such a bright future ahead of us.
That is not to say there's no hope. There are day to day incidents which we just ignore or take for granted. Then again its highly irrational to go celebrating and shouting in joy "WOOHOO he held the lift door open for me. thats so nice of him" thats just 1 example im quoting yah.
Now a question comes to mind. Why the helldid jun yu post this? Jun yu doesnt know, but amazing how 1 incident alone can spark such "inspirational insights" to our everyday life.
evil best friend: congrats on managing to tag within the time i was blogging so i have someone to reply to
;cause I missed you again at 9:53 pm
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Time for a proper update about my youth day. Time flies, one moment you're a young boy celebrating youth day and the holiday that came along with it, the next moment you're doing what im doing, wondering where all the time went. of cos whats truly importnat is not how much time has past. what matters what you did during this time or who you met. About 3 and half years ago i met a bunch of people. yesterday i met a great bunch of people. The 2 are the same. same goodness, same greatness in taste but 4 times as much vitamin C..oops thats ribena. We don't all go to the same school or even meet up as often as we should. but the spirit lives on in us. you know what im talking about. Oh cos the brothers were not alone due to me. Being around them was yet another incredible experience where i truly am carefree. Of cos the experience was value added not to undermine the contribution by my bros. We have got to do this again soon yah. with the same high rate of turn out. we reported 3 unplanned meetings with former classmates. shows how fate plays us. Thanks for the experience guys. And you too =)
Love you all man.
Arh now on the movie transformers. Critics gave it poor ratings of no more than 3 stars. some being that the essence of the corny transformers was lost including how megatron is now a plane. Also mentioned was the corny sounds but that was evident and perhaps the contributor didnt pay close attention enough. There was on going about lack of storyline and how blur the robots are when they're fighting. But come one the essence of transformers is to not have a storyline deeper than the 2 sides fighting each other with 1 killing all in the way and the other protecting all in the way. There are times the little voice in your head goes "thank goodness for optimus prime" especially when ironhide(i think its him) wanted to kill the dog and sam's parents. Give me a choice and i might say kill them both? i think im more of a decepticon huh.
Fight scene was superb towards the end. Who cares how undefined it is as long as you know they're fighting be excited already! Funny how newspaper critics always give such movie bad reviews while every blog you i read (or at least i read) gives it the thumbs up. Then again a they say its not the movie, its the company. Which is y just about every movie is great to me. The critics have no one to watch with and so are more critical - poor things.
Anyway good movie watch it. im no fan but it helped bring back the child in me albeit a sllightly more matured one. How i miss the good ol' times but how i love the future ahead. blearghz!! =)
the evil best friend: haha luck or no luck same results
mich: yes you've been missed too..i hope
timo: you know the vs webbi. took me a day to upload
friend of tebf: nah proper update don't complain liao lah
chris: taking a break from studying i presume?
taky: hasn't anyone taught you anything about originality
abby: =D
willis: brother patience is a virtue.
;cause I missed you again at 3:38 pm
