Friday, March 31, 2006

stayed back today for parents orientation thingy..got the most slack job of all. e-registration. didnt spend much time or energy doing it. Saw loads of my friends parents..including kakak's mum(only saw her dad before).

weekend got dang loads of thigns to be doing..loads of hmwk..thankfully im not that far behind on chem. econs is still going damn slow n wun be till next thursday. physics im 1 assingment ahead. math also got. need i mention PI....1st draph by monday. im totally mentally n physically exhausted. wun make me sleep any earlier though.

Anywayz heard from daryl today they got quite abit of ogls to go for council interview
so in terms of vote its quite dangerous cos well if u dunno anyone u vote for ur ogl's...normal human behaviour bahz...oh yah got 1 minute speech to think of also..wah sianz..

hope all turns out welll..pray for me guys..more importantly...vote more me..wahahhaz

anywayz next sat got this unofficial class outing when quite abit of the class is going to watch some movie together...with mr nathan apparently

actually 4 people go..then after such persuasion from mr nathan..and me going to ask them 1 to 1 there was about 17 people going..tok about influential..and this is influential..not the lowe down psychoing that josh does..haha i just had to bring him in the picture.

anywayz whilst chatting with some people online and with the recent council hoohaa. 1 question really intruiges me. what is a leader? what makes a leader? what kinds of leaders are there and why and how are they different?

Some questions can be answered with specific reference to 2 distinct groups of leaders..i mean lyk gang leader n prime minister..both leaders but obviously different. and so i've heard from someone that leadership is but the amount of influence u have. does that mean that the more people u know the more influence u have. or that if u have "control" over larger group of people u have a larger influence??
looking at it mathematically a little influence over a large group of people is better than having a larger influence over a few people. then again a large influence would is somewhat more self satisfactory. Its like parenthood. the influence u have over ur child is great and perhaps the largest. difficult it might be but is it not satisfatory? its something lyk satisfaction out of accomplishing something difficult...the same feeling u get when u solve a particularly difficult hmwk question. Of cos im just fererring to postive influence. i shall not dweel in to the dark realms of negative influence. haha head all jumbled around these thought right now..dunno y...

;cause I missed you again at 8:56 pm

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Pw was damn funny today. they played 1 video clip n 1 "song". video clip was some maysian idol thing. got this sikh sining a revamped version of ymca. ymca was replaced by visitor pass...chao lame

Had a dryrun for the parents orientation today..10 mins after my lessons ended at 5.05. basically i was brought to the hall to know where i would be working. taught how to use the system also though it was quite basic. oh yah they told us that we'll be wearing uniform. so much for buying that long sleeved white shirt. had to leave at lyk 6.20 for council interview..

which actually didnt start until around 6.40? haha of the 5 interviewers i only nv heard of 1 of their names before. The teacher. dun tink i'll want to elaborate here...will be qutie sianz...just hope for the best.

As each day passes im getting to know mroe and more people in mj which is like cool lah....heez..

;cause I missed you again at 11:40 pm

Monday, March 27, 2006

Sometimes in life we try our best...but even then thats not good enough. What do we do then??

It's easy to create a problem or conflict but difficult to solve it. Moral of the story: keep ur mouth shut.

It always pains u to c someone u truly care for all down n out. And even more so when u know u were partly at fault.

Disappointment, hate, regret, remorse are just a few things that are running through my mind. diassppoinment and hatred at myself. regret n remorse for what i did or did not do.

There are just somethings in life that u regret doing right after doing it. And this is but 1 of the few isolated cases.

I will neither be explaining nor defending myself for i know it is futile.What i have done has no doubt left a deep scar in that person's heart. A scar which can never be removed for it is a psychologiacl n mental scar rather than a physical one and such scars are the type which remain with u through internity. No amount of consoling or apologies can undo wad has been done. And the only rationale thing to do now is to remorse/regret,reflect and rectify.

Perhaps one day i'll forgive myself for what i did. or i find it more difficult o forgive myself than others forgiving me.
Perhaps the world would be a better place if it lacked the existence of 1 man.
Perhaps....

;cause I missed you again at 10:53 pm

Sunday, March 26, 2006

im freaknig high now..edwards party is like the best i've been to...i tell u damn good lah the party...haha lots of drinking n cool people...as compared to mj muggers..im not say muggin isn't good but i just dun expect them to get as high as the vj people did...drank lyk bacard,i red wine and whisky...didnt really get to know them but yah...hope theres more oppurtunities...i was quite shy lah...im not that much of an out going guy after all...

oh yah today i also lyk bought 4d...but only cos my mum wanted to try n c if it'll work n cos i didnt mind trying...yupz so the person didnt even look at me lah...

anywayz should have more parties at such...people in vj i hope ur bday comes soon...yah then get to know more people...heez...yah..should co lcubbing soon..if its within my financial standards...face up to reality..im in mj...not that thats a bad thing...haha could be better if the gals in my class were cooler...the guys are cool

;cause I missed you again at 12:55 am

Friday, March 24, 2006

lets c lessons ended at 12.05 but there was a cg chair meeting at 5-6.

when lessons ended i went to submit some form..supposedly due 12.00 but lyk no one take away so oh well. after that went canteen with jerome. then off to the library to study. yes study.
some of my cg's girlswere there so getured for them to come sit with us...though it wouldn't have made much of a difference.

so after awhile jerome left to play soccer...i kind of seorang lah so went to sit with my kakak(maine) the cg girls left soon after too. yupz so did chem tutorial 2(something which my i haven even been given) yupz so do until we were kicked off the top level of the library. then go study area n started slacking...haha cheated the drink machine twice.

yupz so the meeting was quite fierce lah...got some cher come in tell us what to expect what to do.
need to get a white long sleeved shirt...im borrowing from my uncle cos the one my bro has is too small.

volunteered for e-registration with maine dayrl and some other guy whons name i've yet to find out.

after briefing chatted abit with charlene,hui ling and andrew at different times lah. then there was maine n lihan too. left school at around 7.00...reach tamp interchange about 7.45. then went home...reach home like 8.20 liao.

was kinda tired on the bus trip home but yah now im feeling much more energetic...funny how my body works...its tired at specific times..more or less..maybe i get tired if i stop using my mouth or something...oh yah my public speaking skills suck..noticed since cohort 6 camp...couldn't adresss the cohort properly...cg also...hmmz...oh well practice makes perfect

;cause I missed you again at 9:28 pm

Thursday, March 23, 2006

arrh i can't blog everyday...ormore lyk i forgot to yesterday cos there wasnt really much to blog about..quite evident when the only thing josh blogged about yesterday was a poem...wootz.. im not in to poetry n stuff so im not about to try..
then there are people(abby) who blog but apparently have no time to reply on her tag board

i dun have as much time as i used to to surf blogs n stuff... school end pretty late for me practicly everyday. monday, tuesday, thursday end 5.05. wednesday 1.45 (latest cos its cca day) and friday end at 12.05 1 period short of maximum.

school ended at 5.05 today. im elected temporary cg chairperson again...yay! maine also got elected chairperson though she chairperson b4 so no big deal. but hey so was i..of a 5 man class for 2 mth.

from 5.05 till 6.30 i was doing chem with abby(wysen n josh left halfway)

after that went to eat dinner with abby and maine(and 2 people who were seliting) haha.
abby blagah me drink...and everyone else too.. so sweet right.

Anywayz upadted list of chers

GP- mr nathan
Phy - mr lim yew wei
chem - miss choo hy(actualy tutor pregnant)
math - miss yeo then hong
econs - mdm rohayati (cool manx)
chinese miss han xiao fang
pw - miss yeo n mr conrad

oh yah...my council form is totally kiam chai lah
haha so i went to iron it
it actually works quite well =D...go try..

;cause I missed you again at 10:59 pm

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Haha i got bac my first chem test today...which i took long ago..it seems i didnt get 6.5...i got 8...which is still a f...but seeing that i could hardly think n was not uop to my standard(which is not very good but not an f) then i look forward to the next test.

b4 i forget today we did...counting??lol lyk some radiation cout rate.. the cout rates of the various radiations were 338,116,13,1

radiation 1: no. of times lecturer said okay
radiation 2: no. of times lecturer said right
radiation 3: no. of times lecturer said shhhhhh
radiation 4: no. of times lecturer said WHY!! in a damn "spooky" in an attempt to "freak" people out

We laughed our ass of allright...

1 more thing...should this lecturer get his hand on a marvel vs capcom game he confirm win..cos he got lots of combos btw okay right and shhhh...rock on dudez

;cause I missed you again at 8:15 pm

Monday, March 20, 2006

Almost forgot to blog today..

kz erms just a short post..
lets c theres a lecture for every subject everyday...
got closer to a few of my classmates today..most of them are my og mates...its just new people added to my og.
Tomorrow having cg outing...dunno how many going but yah hope most turn up...
erhhz quite tired today haha...n im turning into a mugger liao lah...doing hmwk nt assigned yet..

chem cher-miss chew (no idea whos that)
physics - mr lim yew wei (cool man i totally love this cher)
math- Miss yeo theng hong, who is also my ct AGAIN..(nicer cher too)
econs-unknown
the rest also unknown lah hope i get more cool chers...

oh almost forgot..i got a lollipop from my kakak(maine) heez...haha got scolded cos i brought it into the library to eat lolz

;cause I missed you again at 10:44 pm

Sunday, March 19, 2006

19 march 2006, Sunday

A very non-significant day in my holiday. The 4th non-siginificant in my holiday. So non-significant i actualy counted the no. of non-significant days. Can't be helped. It is a short holiday after all. As compared to many people out there who go out practically everyday my day is indeed non-significant. Thankfully my prescence in this world is not non-significant. I hope.

Enough of the sad stuff haha...thats like the saddest i can go before i slap myself in the face for sounding stupid. Anywayz spent today stoning again. I found out how i prevent myself from stoning too much liao. haha i wake up at like 1.00 pm
Woke up to watch ginga. didnt get to watch it on youtube. Seriously damn nice. Heard theres a second rusell peters show going around..must get my hands on it..

Oh yah the only significance today has uis that its chris' birthday so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS

;cause I missed you again at 8:59 pm

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Today could have been another day full of fun and excitement...could have been...with only naim in my house at around 9.45 and only 2 more coming it was redundant to have soccer lah..yah so i went back to sleep and woke up at like 1.30 for lunch.

from then on its pretty much a boring day lah...blooging is the last thing im gonna do on the com today...cos my bro will come n take over it soon...hes lyk a dog when he wants to use the com...oh wellz his only friend are online...i tink i'll go watch some tv or sms some people...

which reminds me...i dun even know my phone plan...haha dunno how many sms free or how many minutes free...but i dun pay not even for xtra so who cares..

yupz yesterday was lyk a break btw 2 2 sianzational dys in a row...thank goodness for the break...i'm predicting tml will be a sian day lah...as i always say(especially when it comes to pool)...1 step at a time..but maybe i should plan for the next step no.?? hmmzzz

;cause I missed you again at 9:42 pm

Friday, March 17, 2006

Finally a post not about how boring my day was. after 2 days of seoranging at home i went out with 4h peeps today..actually jsut 4 of them. chris, justin, weijie,willis. i must add weijie has gone totally bonkers. effects of being in vj science. willis in arts n he seems perfectly fine.

Anywayz we played pool at the tm arcade...preventing the balls from dropping in...until justing let 1 ball in...stupid boy...then we had to pay $2..anywayz tm adverds damn long...lasted 20 min...thankfully we only saw 10 mins..n we got to c the indian girl one...benefits of watching movies....u get to c the cute little indian girl..yikes...wad has mj done to me lolz

oh yah back to the movie...we watched v for vendetta. apparently josh n kakak watched the same thing but in gv marina...yupz movie storyline quite interesting lah..and the thing is its a long movie so thats good..n i didnt need to go to the loo halfway through..perfect..

movie got lots of words starting with v(at the start at least) and lots of blood. also shows how stupid govt forces(those guys with guns) can be...either that or they freaking slow in reloading. only fella wo managed to reload died anyway..as did the guy who killed those dumb freaks(Vee)

after movie it was ppol again...but at pavillion...haha didnt even play 2 hours lah...nearly but not there yet..haha played lyk crap...got 1 game i didnt hit in a sinle shot...willis did it all...angles totally off today...anywayz tmr hopefully got enough people coming for soccer..till then chao...

;cause I missed you again at 10:58 pm

Thursday, March 16, 2006

When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
Was standing here all along

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Til' the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes (close your eyes) each loving day (each loving day)
And know this feeling won't go away (no)
Til' the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

Over and over I thought
When I hear you call
Without you in my life, baby
I just wouldn't be living at all

And I will take you in my arms (I will take you in my arms)
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Til' the day my life is through
This I promise you, babe

Just close your eyes each loving day (each loving day)
And know this feeling won't go away (no)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you

;cause I missed you again at 6:00 pm

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Today was a a perfectly normal and boring day. just 1 of those days when u wake up at around 1.40pm and play games all day long..surfing blogs and listening to your limited music. blog surfing quite limited also cos im the only idiot who's updating daily even when theres nothing to blog about.

Well actually now theres something to blog about. courtesy of charlene. anywayz it seems my picture is in the school canteen. and if im not wrong it'l stay there for about a year?? wowz like totally cool man. she says its abit gay lah. but i've never looked great in phtos so hope it isn't some screwed up one lah.

yupz so thats about all for today. haha i just have to tell the whole world my pic is in the canteen..scarly not there sia then i malu to the max...oh wellz.

1 more reason to look forward to school - for me and for everyone else =D

;cause I missed you again at 11:15 pm

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Wootz alarm set at 9.00 am woke up at around 10.15..half asleep throughout as usual.
anywayz woke up had a bite took a shower than left the house at about 11.00. passed maine the econs notes at simei mrt n left for city hall.

reach about 11.40 20 mins early(lyk wowz isn't jun yu normally damn late) went to a few shops along city link with zao to take a look at watches and shoes. the people came 1 by 1 willis, ele, joshua, abby.

Had lunch at carl's junior. A first in my life. Dunno what i ate but its damn big. ele and abby shared 1 while i ate 1 myself.
we actually wanted to watch a movie but decided on the arcade. me and zao like some addicted to the basketball game. highest score 160. played alot of photo hunt also. play until eyes pain.

after arcade went gelare to eat. another first in my life. waffle with cookies and cream ice cream and chocolate sauce. oh yah ele and abby shared 1 while i ate 1 again. haha like the whole day i ate twice of what they ate. went to whitesands with zao, ele and abby. ele left us(no shes not dead). walk around then abby couldnt find anything to buy so we left. zao went tm. abby came my house.

watched big daddy. though i watched it a few days ago but no matter. watched it while eating dinner. yes eating again i can't stop eating can i. after movie abby went to kfc to eat where i learnt to fold a heart with straws...better late than nv=D

haha sent abby home...n was like scaring her along the way...bad adik i am...but i still rock..

reached home just in time to watch epl highlights. this week the goals damn nice sia. lots of chip and lobs and splendid volleys...

anyawy off to fold more hearts...haha i think

;cause I missed you again at 11:35 pm

Monday, March 13, 2006

Well supposed to blog everday...

Woke up around 8.30 layed half awake till 9.15. when naim called me and asked me to go down.
i didnt even know what timebut should be the standardised time of 9am.. The pleasant day was marred by a devastating occurence. Which involves a freaking indian. Shall not elaborate more and increase my hatred for indians. but yah chris should have come today..i was on form...until the later parts where i started slacking..yes he has that uncanny habit of making sure i remember every miss lolz.

After that was pool at pavillion. didnt play too bad today. though i didnt make any progress..wasn't really paying much attention to improving myself..have fun can liao lah.
yah that abouts sums up the day..not a very long day..haha tml going out also...

;cause I missed you again at 8:37 pm

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Nothing much to blog about today but then im trying to blog everyday so i'll probably tok some crap.

Anywayz only me and my little bro in house now..mum and dad went to play mahjong at aunt's house..older bro back in army camp..yah been playing com for quite awhile liaoz...cept for the break i took to watch the league of extraordinary gentlemen just now.

Ermmz anywayz...onto the supposed main topic..the bloody pae system

Pros
We get to have 2 orientations but then in some jc's the 2nd oreinataion can hardly be considered as one at all.
U wake up when u screw up ur prelims. i did..in a sense..but then if no pae means no moderation meaning i would have gotten 18. then maybe i would have woken up more..maybe..

Cons
when people leave they are kind of heartbroken...some of them anyway..be it to a better or lousier jc, choice or no choice..this can like totally screw up a person's life. worse case scenario would be getting into ur dream jc for first 3 months..n then not being able to go back..thats chao sian. in fact it doesnt even have to be ur dream jc. haha u may be leavingthe jc to ur supposed jc but still ur psychologically n emotionally affected.
Subjects must be retaught to a certain extent. which is a waste of time.

Most of these opinions are very emotionally based...but then isn't a students psychological n emotional welfare more important than his/her academic excellence..better to be a social fella with fairly good results than a no lifer with freaking good results. Then again thats from a students point of view and not the government's.
The only people that will like a person cos of their results will probably be a teacher...n even then teachers don't like students with good results n bad attitudes either.

Now a question comes to the mind. What kind of a student are you?

;cause I missed you again at 10:41 pm

Saturday, March 11, 2006

For some reason i'm feeling freaking pissed and sad at the moment..
Everything just seems to be going wrong
Can't have a darn bloody 4h soccer outing cos people are freaking hell not free(a whole bunch of them)

i hear people who have started to study like what the hell? expected but i didnt have to ehar about it...im not blaming the person though...just that studies are stressful n i rather not think/tok about it

My bro like freaking turned off by the fact that i get more allowance than he did. Like its my fault i spend more. like i have a freaking choice. am i supposed to not go out with my friends n be a freakin anti-social like him. or am i supposed to go out and not spend any money. he may have issues of his own but if he doesnt sharre them with anyone then he can't blame me for not understanding what he's feeling.

Feeling more and more distanced from certain friends..im making new friends but hardly...so i dun c y i distance from my old ones...there isn't even a need for me to balance...not yet anyway..yah so well people are out there balancing old and new...im not even inthe choice to be balanced bahz...it just sucks to feel left out and all alone..

Hardly talk to anyone nowadays...seeing that their kinda occupied liao lah...and cos people i was close with all splitting up. even those in mj. i c them for at most 30 min in the morning before assembly. Yah and as they had things like cg outing..my cg..with only 5 people had no need for it lah. Hopefully the bio and phy 4h2 class merge lah than class will be bigger. I prefer a 24 person class to a 15 person class.

To be a little more optimistic at least im at mj. I can't imagine myself being someone else...yes just after a mere 2 months...but seriously besides that...life quite sianz..so besides school theres nothing much to look forward to lah. i say school n not 4h soccer outing cos i dun even know if it'll materialise...

life sucks...but i'll make it better...i'll try at least

;cause I missed you again at 11:56 pm



Wasn't able to blog yesterday cos i reached home freaking late...like 12.00 plus?
Was too damn tired to blog n my bro was hogging it anyway.
Got really high during wet and wild and camp fire yesterday.
Once again regulus had to do some skit. Main idea is titanic thingy.
Regulus 1 merged with regulus 2 to take charge of the part where rose(clara) is "flying"
But then normally sterns of ships are restricted areas so we came up with the idea that they had to cross a yellow line(3 people(zhihan, randy, lennard) in yellow shirts lieing down). Then as we know thats not allowed so i had to say "stand behind the yellow line" in 3 languages. before jack(jerome) asks the announcer to shut up and accidentally pushing rose in the water. Rose is kidnapped by a pontinak(jenevieve). Jack than goes in search for rose cos shes wering his $5000 engagement ring.

after campfire they wanted to do vs cheer...crazy people nv give up. Don't plan to study but plan how to avoid getting caught despite all the warning given. Anyway we had to move the tables and benches back into the canteen. They were taken out as a wet weather plan. After that went to mac with benjamin, zhihan, jerome, randy, hsin mei, christella, hui ting, pei jun, yan jia, kimberly. gary, timothy and jenevieve had to go home. Yupz after awhile the ogls - kong baby came only for us to leave within 5 mins. 12 no more service. Mrt also. So i took 17 to changi general hospital and walked home.

Woke up 11 plus today n found out i totally zao sia liao..worse than yesterday. hopefully it comes back soon. Oh yah today's my kakak's bday...my tag board will tell u which one lah. supposed to celebrate on tuesday but someone(sochenda) going back to her motherland(cambodia) so oh wellz...dunno whats the plan liao.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAKAK

;cause I missed you again at 3:07 pm

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Orientation day 4. Damn friggin tired...today was damn fun lah. haha running around sentosa is damn tiring...but than when u bastard people arh its damn fun. we were quite slow in mmm lah but who cares...had fun doing all the stupid crap...lyk how many meh mehs jump over the wall. Haven done a single thing for campfire though lolz. yah had lots of fun suaning the new ogm. I'm sorry gladys u've been ousted.

After mmm wass telematch...suppose to spin 10 times than run towards tray with tothpicks in seawater...then must use mouth to remove cover of plate to reveal polo sweets buried in flour...haha i first one so must remove the cover. take damn long..darn bloody thing just wouldnt come off...first to get tooth pikc but almost last to eat polo sweet. either way we were second in the end. Other people who took part were neeraj, benjamin, maine, ashraff.

I feeling kind of dizzy now lah..dunno if cos im ultra tired...or cos im my head still dizzy lah..high intensity day today..lots of seoranging n running..no link btw the 2 things but wth lah.

Tml wet and wild...no energy to prepare stuff..think i wake up earlier tml to do it. Luckily i didnt stay up to watch real arsenal match. 0-0. phewz...if not now i confirm die.
Aiyah off to bed...maybe will get some inspiration for campfire from a good nights rest...
1 last day...

;cause I missed you again at 11:02 pm

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Orientation is sibei sibei boring...even though there now like 8 victorians in my og?? but then put too many of them together n they have fun among themselves...talk about anti social. or maybe its cos we haven been given much time to bond with the rest?? O1 breaks og always together...at most 1 or 2 stray...now all disperse. I just know their names lah...thats about it.

We're just doing stuff we've done before so it isn't really much of an orientation. And when most people are not new to the school and don't have the mood the second intakers will find it boring lah.

The ogl's also less fun. maybe cos we dun respect them as much cos we're the same level. I won't blame them though..i believe they're trying their best. Like i've said maybe its just cos we're not in the mood. And as we all know mood determines just about everything u do. When ur in a good mood doing homework is a breeze. When ur in a bad mood even sleeping becomes a difficult chore.

Then again when josh tell me he sees us having lots of fun. its lyk mabe it is fun but psychologically we refuse to accept it. or maybe cos hes not involved lah. haiz josh n justin unlykly to be coming back. sobs...there goes my gang. haiz.....
What a sad world we live in..

;cause I missed you again at 6:34 pm

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Orientation day 2.
No more admned choir auditions..phew. Had alot of breaks today...its like mj trying to make us fat
Due to hot weather my group didnt get to play the telematch...not that it matters...
learnt the mass dance again...i'll probably forget in 2 days...n i need to look at people to know wad to do sometimes.
oh yah took height n weight too...nv grow taller...if i rmb correctly i think im lighter now...by about 1 or 2 kg...

I like trying to blog everyday nowadays haha but i blog so late i forgot most of the things that happened liao lah. todays post especially short...summary of summary. not that theres much detail to add...

Anywayz lots of sad people out there in the world. Esp around this time...those who's appeals failed. includes me but im not so sad lah. Hope my og is on. It would be in a certain sense with me...but i dun want be some enthufuck kia. Must be enthu moderately. Though its still down to personality. nice people(me) enthu is called fun loving.lame people enthu is called seorang.

Oh yah interesting point of the day. regulus ogls use seorang quite alot...cool. They even got a cheer that is quite lame. but all for the fun of it. time to introduce the rest of the range of words starting with "s". haha.

watching chelsea-barcelona match later.. expect to c a zombie tomorrow fellow meridians.

;cause I missed you again at 11:02 pm

Monday, March 06, 2006

Mj orientation 2.

Today all the admin stuff lah. Vs pop in mj increasing cos now got some vj rejects haha.
today was also the release the results of my appeal.
Before i got it however..i decided to stay at mj no matter what..i've subconsciously fallen in love with with mjc...its just where i belong.
And im not saying it out of spite.
today like last time we were split in to a to e 1-8
dun tink we'll be getting our og tml also..sianz..

Anywayz after school today(which ended at 10am) went to airport to eat mac and i saw the most seorang person man...he wore some striking red shoes n sat on a bench crossing his leg like some towkay. he smiled like some insolent clown as if showing off his permed red hair. His name: RONALD MCDONALD...

k lah enough crap lah...just went to mac n tok cock...then drank corona bought from cold storage..then went home...didnt do anything to do with orientation...tml maybe learn dance...n ice breaker...if we have our og by tml...till tml...chaoz

;cause I missed you again at 10:55 pm

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Woke up at lyk 12.45 today...which means i slept for 11 hours 15 minutes...1 hour 45 mins shorter than the day b4. But yah woke up to eat lunch again. Little wonder y im not used to eating breakfast. Got a call from ele at 1.00pm. Yah i supposed to meet her at tm lah which gave me about 45 minutes to get there...it eventually took me 50 mins.. 2 mins of which was spent gulping down 3 scoops of porridge(my second bowl). like some record breaking sia 2 minutes..

Anywayz i went there to buy stuff for each of my kakaks..ele didnt want lollipop so she bought some chocolate thingy lah..bought the big big lolli for the other 2 kaks..think its called whirl pop or something lyk that lah. bought chuppa chupps lolli for ele later also so fair fair lah. oh yah abby doesnt know i bought i yet lah. haha didnt tell her. hope no one went to tell her lolz

bought another pen at popular..in recent weeks i bought over 6 pens liao..soon after eileen came then i watched her n ele eat at long johns...while watching i koped lah..duh how can stand not koping while they're munching away in front of u.

After that went to play pool..table damn small i think wad 7 feet? cue stick also screwed. Played lyk crap for first game. Second n third abit better but i lost the third despite coming back from 4 balls down..

After pool i went my grans house..nothing much happened there lah so no point blogging about it..haha...yah i trying to blog as much as possible lah..tomorrow will be a sian days...i can tell...the subject talks all over again. n choosing of subject combi..total waste of time.criteria to take 4h2 at mj now is increased...raw score must be at most 10. hope my class will be bigger...at least i know zhihan will be same class so something to look forward to...stay tuned for brokeback 101 out in cinemas march 13...

till the next post..chao

;cause I missed you again at 10:58 pm

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Haiz..woke up at 1pm today...slept for 13 hours. As usual when i sleep for too long my brain becomes a little groggy...sitting on the couch to watch tv would probably only aggravate my grogginess.

So decided to come online...but there isn't a single bloody soul to talk to. This is the kind of times in you life when u feel the most sianz. haha to comment on it more seriouslyHopefully someone comes online soon or i'll die of loneliness...

Going my gran's house tomorrow...been awhile since i've been there...since new year's??
Don't go there much since dad sold his car. It just means i spend more sundays at home lah. But it also means i don't get to c my gran much. sad

Anywayz im going out tomorrow. Going tm to buy stuff...i have bad feeling i'll be alone...hmmz maybe i can drag someone along. But then sunday is family day so like who will be free sia...poor jun yu is left all alone again..oh wellz just have to face up to reality.

Maybe i'll go back to sleep. Most Only exciting thing i've done all day.

;cause I missed you again at 4:55 pm

Friday, March 03, 2006

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you

;cause I missed you again at 9:14 pm



Been a long while since i blogged..no mood bahz...only went to sch on tuesday n wednesday wednesday being a damn short day...posting results out today...as expected i got into
MJC SCIENCE
yupz my supposed worse case scenario
haha imagine if i went to mj general office today...crying...telling them i got into my 3rd choice...MJC...i dun think i'll make it home
went to watch i not stupid 2 today. movie would be more touching if it didnt have a comedic scene at every touching scene.

its been awhile since i've watched a movie lah so quite refreshing. all i've been doing is soccer n pool so yah...should watch more movies haha.

haha i know i've no chance to get into vj...but then since i printed all the stuff liao so try lor.
Good luck to all those appealing...haha i give my luck to u all lah i duneed it...

haiz quite lethargic now...didnt sleep much...off to slack

;cause I missed you again at 8:37 pm

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