Had to be in school by 7. helped by wrapping some stuff in toilet paper. Then around lunch time i walked about 20 lorongs to find durain and collect the stinky tofu. 3 pm i left to joiny group for op rehearsal. actualy scheduled timeslot is 4.30 but it was delayed so it started around 5.30 then it drag drag till about 6.30 b4 we were done. changed n spiked my hair in about 5 minutes? tok about fast

There was about a turn up of 200 people. quite a comfortable group actually. zhihan dressed up as this geek. i was totally opposite from him i dresses as ah beng. tight shirt sunglass bling bling. shall upload fotos when i get them. took alot alot of them. cam whoring is fun. overall the event was qutie a success although the cleaning up was a nightmare i tell u. yeah my whole class went so it was kind of like a class outing. quite fun indeed.

after cleaning up i went to airport to eat supper with zhihan. mak and gladys. fish and co was closed so we settled for bk instead. darn shack now but decided to just blog briefly. i tink i shall go bathe n sleep.

soh: haha ur the "mum" who spoils me.
timo: dun be..u have alot more things that i will ever get =)

Hmmz ok a much needed update. the last few days i went to school to help out with J1 bash decoration. Played some mahjong 3 days in a row and lost $1.50 in total. gosh i lose more in 1 round of blackjack. miracle how a few days worth of info can b esummed up in so few lines.

tomorrow's J1 bash. need to be in school by 7. and i have ogl interview and op dry run. n i haven really decided what to wear also. blearghz.

oh yah someone cheebye using my name on abby's blog. though he's quite safe as we all know its near impossible to find out who he is. oh well its a curse to be hot.

josh: *sings along*
chris: of cos...it's black =D

woohoo my parents are back from taiwan. NO MORE HOUSEWORK. ok i didnt acutally do much i just washed clothes(mostly my own). Anyway as with every overseas trip a certain amount of shopping must be done. Naturally being the most spoilt child i got quite abit of stuff.

its suppose to say juicy but yah its darn blur















tennis ball and racket at the end of the chain















the whole chain















Sany shirt, my first green shirt















From a different angle



















From the top



















Black puma shirt

From the top


























just felt like taking pictures so theres a few of the same shirts.
had first op dry run today. it was ok lah. just wanted to upload the pics so nothing much to blog about =)

hanes: haha dunneed me to tell her
HT: eh my blog of cos i win can
josh:goodbye
chris: so do i actually
khyrul: woohoo great minds think alike
timo: awww i love you too =D
soh: i had a holiday in singapore..that count?
jasmine: nahz its ok. ur not the only one who didn't turn up

Group came over to do OP today. darn pw. i hate it more than *censored*. But yeah so for a few hours my house wasn't so dead. My gran very nicely brought dinner over for me =) And she's spending the night here. I don't really feel like being any more detailed about my day.

Random thought. Whenever someone says "anyway" to me online, i get the feeling he or she is going offline. erm i dunno where this leads to so nvm haha. i said it was random didnt i.

Sometimes in life i laugh at somethings people say. and sometimes i wonder. am i laughing cos i really find it unbearable or isit cos i'm in no position to say whatever they said.

Frankie J - More Than Words

Sayin' I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know

haha i seem to have forgotten to mention something yesterday. yupz since like yesterday till like wednesday i'll be home alone. poor me. my parents went to taiwan with my little bro. so im stuck at home and like despite several erm..interesting suggestions like watching videos online..i shall attempt not to unless im really really really desperate.

ok i dun really have anything to blog about since i stoned the whole day away. lalalalalalalalalalalalalalaala. hmmz...try saying that damn fast. oh try saying fight kill cheese pie very fast too =D

oh yah most interesting thing that happened to me today was me accidentally kicking my foot agasinst the door while aiming for the soccer ball and that it still hurts..yupz..woohoo what a fun day

HT: erm we did some story telling!

Thursday
Went to school to get physics results. I got B. 2nd in class with a 66/100. so my grades are BBBCEE. then there was math and orientation meeting after school. which resulted in me knowing alot more games and with the c.s.i storyline taking another twist. Anyway that was the boring part of the day.

After school i went home to take a bath and then met up with justin,willis, and chris at city hall. It wasn't planned but they just happened to be there lah. Then we went to wheelock n.y.d.c to meet up with josh and abby for dinner. I ate 1 and 1/4 plate of pasta and at least 2/5 worth of pies. Have i ever felt more full in my life? well actually yah but i was full enough. Well after so much food naturally i needed to exercise so we walked around orchard a little. yeah it was a fun day =D. pretty sure sure the others has fun too. even if i wasn't as nice to the bday girl as i ought to have been i still love my kakak so. (i hope she's reading this)

Friday
basically the period of about 5pm to 7.30pm was the most screwed up period of my life. Chionging wr like there was no tomorrow. Well if we didnt hand it in on time there might as well be no tomorrow.

So anyway that was the screwed up part. The funny part is that 4/5 groups handed in after 7 which is the supposed deadline. Never before has our class been so united. And what came as a bigger surprise ew had a class dinner. Yes my supposed boring and unfun class went for dinner together. 16 people turned up, a better turn up then the first "class" outing which had only 10 people turning up.

We talked alot of cock in mac. I laugh until stomach pain. then we started interogating people on their love story. After victim no.1(randy) we decided it was best we continued the talk outside mac cos we were disturbing people. haha so outside mac we all grabbed a chair and made this big discussion circle of sorts and continued with the interogation. So we kind of know abit more about our fellow classmates. And then came reminiscing about vs and spreding racial harmony(jokes). Maybe my class isn't so boring when there isn't any mugging to do bahz. maybe..just maybe

chris: not any more it can't
taky: maybe, maybe not =)

Time for a little update on my grades. Chem i got and E, Econs also E. Gp C. so currect grades stand as BBCEE. Oh the last few days my class got into a pinball frenzy. all competing to get the high score. *yawns* rather tired today. dunno what time im gonna sleep..

Oh yes 1 more thing..

HAPPY BDAY ABBY!!

Charlene:hmphz!
Soh: ai ai mum =D
khyrul: u have ur own chicks that stick to u
josh: frenzy? u tink i gay arh. its just 1 song
taky: how smart of you haha

Got back 2 set of results today. Math and Chinese. I got 51/80 for math which is a B. Can't say i wasn't hoping for an A but then 51 is a not bad score when i left about 18 marks blank/anyhow do. Chinese i got 62/100 for main paper and 39/60 for compo. Thats 101/160. woohoo my class 101. 101 all the way.......MIKE!! yeah so thats a B also. will get back more papers over the next few days. i expect to see less B's and more E's. If had anything to blog about i definitely forgot what i was. Off to bed now. haven been getting much sleep recently...

redporridge: Haha we can take foto all the time dude. yeah it was okae.
charlene: haha cos ur whole room is full of them already?
hanes: darling we duneed a foto together. ur in my heart!
jay: thank you. k lah u also quite handsome lah. just quite =D
timo: What can i say? I'm a chick magnet! HAHAHA

Anybody who wants an autographed photo just ask k. So far missy has booked one hahaha.

Photo's from open house, the presentable ones lah


Siauling and I before openhouse

Me and my DBS kakak during openhouse

Xiwen and I after the open house

Theres like some chronological order haha. anyway who wants the sick foto just ask me.

I realised i haven toked about today. In the morning i turned up to meet the events company guy to talk about prom along with farhan tak wai and jasmine. Then i had lunch with tak wai before going to ntuc to buy ingredients to bake a cake.Yah she had to go eastpoint to get brown sugar from johnnie's parents stall cos ntuc didnt sell it. Pity johnnie wasn't at the store

soh: everyone is obsessed with me i know=)
taky: one hand smacking!
abby: even though u gave me miniburger away, i still love my kakak alot too!

Okae i was darn tired yesterday so didnt blog

Yesterday was mjc's open house. The event was rather monotonous and the crowd wasn't really big. But then it was fun to dance like 5 times in a day. ok 4 cos i missed 1 due to pw. Oh there was also the hard work of setting up and keeping chairs at the start and end of day. but as compared to picking up thrash im rather lucky aint i. I ate darn load of sausages, maybe just not as much as jasmine did, and drank so much sugared drinks i got sick of it.

After school i went to have dinner with jin kai, xiwen, benedict and tak wai(one leg kicking). Oh yah took quite abit of pictures too. Hope i get them back cos all not with my own cam. Anyway among those got some..erm not so..dunno how to say but once i get it i'll show it to u all. Just maybe not post it on my blog yarh.

There can only be 1 best

Today was again open house preparation. hung up some banners. learnt how to do mass dance properly(have to dance tml). basically quite a monotonous day. Hopefully openhouse tomorrow will iven things up a little. oh i was chao suay in the morning but i shant elaborate. lazy to and also tired so this post will end here. yah im real tired blearghz =D

Charlene: haha sorry lah. but u know the whole story now.
Willis: =D

Here's a little song I wrote
You might want to sing it note-for-note
Don't worry, be happy
In every life we have some trouble
But when you worry, you make it double
Don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy now

Ain't got no place to lay your head
Somebody came and took your bed
Don't worry, be happy
The landlord say your rent is late
He may have to litigate
Don't worry, (ha-ha ha-ha ha-ha) be happy (look at me, I'm happy)

(Here, I'll give you my phone number. When you'reworried, call me. I'll make you happy.)

Ain't got no cash, ain't got no style
Ain't got no gal to make you smile
But don't worry, be happy'
Cause when you're worried, your face will frown
And that will bring everybody down
So don't worry, be happy Don't worry, be happy now

Now there, is this song I wrote
I hope you learned it note-for-note, like good little children
Don't worry, be happy
A-listen to a-what I say
In your life, expect some trouble
When you worry you make it double
Don't worry, be happy, be happy now

I took out all the humming parts. first heard this song in p6. always liked it. thank you willis for sending me the song. not that easy to find. yes its currently willis' blog music.

eh i shall just choose not to tok about today. cos not eventful. to all the forelorn looking people out there(yes i saw plenty) cheer up =D

haha my mum is quite random. suddenly come tell me there are flies in the house. or as she calls them, loosely translated, those black things. What can i say? They are rather bothersome hahahaha.

Oh my most heartfelt appreciation to all those who tried to cheer me up someway or the other.
Special mention to my 4h bro's who had to endure me and kept letting me break to vent anger. haha especially willis n zao who toked to me about it. yupz and also charlene, ele and to a certain extent eileen for listening to me rant.

Willis/josh/carissa/taky: thanks people..love u all loads.

k lyk for the third time in the night im back. so much for going easy. im not coll headed as i ought to be. but i finally understand after much thinking and after reading through some stuff i've saved. haiz im off to bed..finally

Today's horoscope. tuesday's that is. but how relevant indeed.

If you feel frustrated that someone isn't saying what you want to hear, the problem could be you. Why are you putting expectations on this thing? Don't push on further with this agenda, because it is not based on anything real. It is based on a fantasy. That's not to say that some day it can't be real, because all signs point to great potential. But it has to happen in the right time frame. You have done everything you can. Right now, the ball is in their court.

Chris tells me to go easy on the blog and i shall. i shall try at least.

Life is full of up's and downs. U win some u lose some. Its all about uncertainties isn't it. Im happy that u are and im sad that i made u sad. but at the same time out of pure concern i am also worried. its just lyk a parent seeing its child taking his first steps. of cos im no parent. But then u'll have to try to find out. And since certain thing are inexplicable no point in me asking. haiz..i just hope my worse fears won't come true and even if they do let it be an experience. Wet blanket? maybe...i've always been pessimistic.

Things don't happen to me. But they do to the people around me. And while i may be in mumbai i cant really complain can i even though similar things happen to different people at around the same period..blearghz. Everything happens for a reason. And i'll just have to be satisfied with that. Ignorance is bliss, if and only if...

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly, I'm not half to man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say.
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Abit out of context but still.
WO BU ZHI DAO!!
Redpprrigde: Yes i'm sure.
Khyrul: he blur what
Soh: love u to the max mum =D
Josh: ur at my blog thats where u are..still lost? oh well
Soh: music is great ain't it, just like me.

Today pw group people came over to do pw. quite sian lah. poor ben did most of the work. yin chi is doing the next draft all alone cos he didnt come today. of cos i dunno if we'll really entrust him with that. haha actually our first draft half done by him so what the heck. me? abit here and there i guess. the average slacker's effort i guess.

Its unusual that im blogging this late but its cos i was on the phone with 2 of my kakaks just now. If u know me well enough its not difficult to guess which 2. though that aint necessarily a bad thing. oh yah i just remembered. hong zhou asked me a cheem profound question yesterday. "Do u feel that man is constantly in the search of love?" It comes across to me as some kind of KI question haha. Just something for u all to ponder upon.

hmmz life is too complicated and diverse for there be to an answer to every question. however life makes it possible for such answers to exist. even if it were to only hold true to ourselves. Perhaps it is what is more commonly known as belief. Many people often shrug off questions like "what is the purpose of life" saying that there are no answers to such questions. i on the other hand disagree. The answers do exist. but they are not universal, they are personal. so whenever u come across similar questions again. give it a thought and not be lazy lyk the average human to shrug it off.
As my msn nick has been saying recently, enlightenment is what i need. perhaps something we all need.

oh yes thank you soh for that wonderful previous post. haha ur the only other person besides me to post on this blog thought many have access to it. And yes you're quite right i don't mind. I mean i did give u acess to the blog =D love u loads too!

I don't feel like replying to tags now. perhaps tomorrow when i have the mood. a tired man is a moodless/moody man. Off to bed!

may our friendship continue to stay strong.
we will hang out again soon.. and talk the whole day away ya?
even tho it normally becomes me whining and you advicing.
but thats not the point.
thank you for always being there for me.
ure special ya know that?
LOVES(:

XXX
soh

ps. sorry i hacked in. but i figured u wldnt mind (:

Friday
Hmmz shall continue from where I left off yesterday. I went my dad's friends house. Went to his house and watched some videos. some funny. Some exciting. Oh i started drinking also. Drank absolut vanilla and some coconut thing. Went back down to the bbq pit and started drinking at the playground. Ermz my feet stayed on tehe gtround i could still walk straight, think straight. But i was darn high.

I think i drank a ittle too much though. relative to the amount of food i ate. When i reached home or rather when i got out of the taxi i vomitted liao. go home also same thing. Yupz so i just changed(yes without bathing and with my hair still standing up) and called abby. haha tahan until 1 am then ko. Oh kakak and i are like inversely related. One is tired when the other is not. I think i dream about people i think about the most. though theres always someone random. yes this meant i had another dream again last night.

Saturday
Woke up at around 9 am today. Soccer with the 4h peeps. had to convince nick and terry to come. They were worried about the haze. Well my theory is that haze is thicker when ur on a higher level. of cos i chose to ignore the fact that we would take in alot more air while exercising. Anyway we played for awhile. Nobody else came to play. Went my house bathe and went kfc for lunch. After that is was pool at e-zone. then the basketball game. Not bad my high score is now 218. zao shot 228 though. haha i didn't have as much stamina. no matter we shall challenge the machine again soon.

After pool there was only me and zao left. We talked quite alot. About sensitive issues haha. We surfed friendster looking at profiles. Chatted in my room with the aircon on. i Don't usually turn o nthe aircon but the darn haze was irritating. Highest reading wass 150. lyk wtf?? okae anyway back to zao. he left at about 8. So we spent quite abit of time together. no i am not turning gay.

Today's horoscope not really relevant. So i shant comment on it LOL.

taky: don't worry, the end is near
zhiwei: yes i agree. we shouldnt drink at that rate and that amount. we drank too little haha.

PROMOS ARE OVER!!

the end of something represents the beginning of another. sometimes its the other way around. for example the start of promos indicated the end of the world. but no more. the end has come to an end(huh??) No begins the fun and joy and toturous PW. No matter ladies and gentlemen rejoice for the worse is over. the worst is when we get the results but whos bothering.

The end of promos also meant the end of no one. It gives was to lay your hands by simon webbe.

Today's horoscope
If you have been itching for a progress report, here it is: The things you have been working on are well on their way toward success, although you might need to nudge them along today(haha bribe the teachers marking my papers?). You did a good job of lining things up and letting momentum do most of the work, but you need to get more involved(momentum..physics over liao lah). Shine up your managerial skills and coordinate your people into a more focused unit. Could it be time to trim some waste?(haha lose weight?) Make sure everyone is on board. Collaboration requires cooperation(cheem sia..)

timo: Yeah of cos free!
soh: Haha mine are over too.. and since when am i too busy for you? Yah i'll go over to ur house soon to pass it to you =D. Im damn sweet too!!
taky: huh what not coming back? u'll get promoted don't worry
joycie: haha with a WARNING like this. i damn well better pray and hope i get promoted

haiz..tiring day. Get back home only to find a screwed com. Had to do alot of shit to get it back up again. including using a keyboard i dun like. Apparently the connection has some problem. Don't wanna risk changing it again until at least im done blogging.

Today's chem paper would have been easy if i understood half the things it was trying to say. Okae maybe it wasnt that bad but i still don't understand no shit about some stuff. Maybe cos i didnt try. Yet sometimes theres no point trying. Its inborn, like stupidity =D.

Look on the brightside im going to a bbq tml. 4h peeps we're long over due for a soccer match. best if we could go out for movie and bowling cos its been even longer since i've done any. After everyone's promos k. to hell with pw. O level year seemed so much easier and so much more fun.

Today's horoscope stuff in white are my thoughts. be it rational or irrational =D

This is your day to bring about real change, so step right up and be counted!(1,2,3,4.... )Your voice is strong when in the midst of a crowd, but it will hold a special resonance on its own too(Resonance..even horoscope also remind me of tomorrow's physic exam). Now is the time to work for something important(with 1 day of promos left? better late than never i guess), to say something that can't be easily ignored(i do that all the time). You are making sense, and the people in power understand that(woohoo i make sense). Just keep talking(no problem), keep pushing and you will be heard(some say i'm heard too much). Big changes are coming, and you are part of a better future(if 1 exists that is).

taky: careless indeed
abby: The chem paper good. but not how im going to do.

Ignorance is bliss

okay im back..not for long.


The Bottom Line
Keep on keeping on -- you are closer than ever to getting what you want. Persevere!

In Detail
Keep on keeping on -- you are closer than ever to getting what you want, and if you just keep going, you will soon (very soon) see a sign that things are about to change the way you want them to. If you're on a diet, you'll notice your clothes fitting differently. If you're working on a new relationship, you will start to see this person open up. If you are just trying to stay positive, you will soon get the encouragement you need to believe deep in your heart that everything is coming up roses!

Okae this either means i'll pass my promos or i'll find my gc. i hope both. oh i just realised that 7/10 of my last blog entries started with okay..and many moer before that..LOL must be favourite word or something

Okae bad day. chinese exam wasn't a walk in the park but it wasn't darn difficult either. thats not the point. point is tomorrow is chem im hardly done n im freaking tired. whats worse is i realise i lost my gc. must have forgotten to put in in my bag on monday or something. im not even sure how its lost. Argh hope i find 1 asap. I'll take my chances =D.but still on friday i'll use miss yeo's gc. argh im darn piss with myself. blearghzz. 3 more papers. 2 more days. And then? i dunno hope for the best i guess. haiz totally bad mood now. off to bathe and then take a nap and then mug chem. I still need sleep though. come on just 2 more days..

bengx: of cos. such acts of wisdom should be featured.
huiping: thanks. same to you! =D
carissa: HELLO!!
taky: haha i'll need all the luck i can get my hands on. and losing a gc..arghzz

Okay im back. No this does not mean i couldnt resist the lure of the online world, it just means that theres nothing else to do besides studying. After today's papers it feels like promos are over already. Im mentally exhausted due to lack of sleep and last minute cramming of econs knowledge in my head.

Econs didnt turn out so bad after all. Haha the promo revision package was really really useful. study it well n u won't go wrong. I of course didn't study it perfectly and may not have written the points as precisely and mixed up some points but it was still ok. I didn't know how to elaborate 3(a). Case study was a total screw up. Didnt know what i was writing half the time and yes somehow i feel the answers were given to us b4 the test. haha but overall from the amount of effort i put in on econs, estimated to be no more than 8 hours, its quite worthwhile lah.

GP, which was before econs was half a disaster. my essay is nothing but crap. even i think it doesnt make sense. The comprehension was easy though. Didnt have to rack my brains much to answer the questions. not even the aq. haha though i spent too long writing my first paragraph in aq and so my subsequent 2 paragarphs got shorter and shorter. Besides fail gp also can get advanced(optimistic thinking)

lalala slacking away now. like i said im dead tired..eyes keep drooping. physically but not mentally tired i guess. i deserve a good rest today before chioing chem tomorrow. Theres chinese on wednesday but then if u need to study chinese. Chances are u won't do really well either way haha. There are, of course, exceptions so don't be discouraged if u belong to this group.

Oh today a special award will be given to benedict for best policy ever.
H1 econs essay 2(b): Suggest policies that can be put in place to help reduce greenhouse effect caused by airlines.
His answer: BAN airline travel =D (smiley included)

So there u go. Despite his claims that there was some form of evaluation, it doesnt really matter when ur evaluating such a policy.

Anyone else who wants to lay his claim to the best/lamest *blank*, tell me and i'll honour u on my blog.

Timo: haha i don't have anyone to test them on at the moment
Taky: You're not the only one haha
Khyrul : u wait for girls to use on you right..future tpjc prom king.

junyu
25/11/89
when I stared up at the sky,
do you know what I saw?
I saw your name,
carved among the stars


friends & family
VS brothers
watching television
chatting online
sleeping
cooking

Unreasonable people
petty people
backstabbers
losing friends
saying/doing the wrong thing







[~VS~4H~'05~]
4H
Bing Quan
Christopher
Hakeem
Hong Zhou
Johnnie
Joshua
Justin
Khyrul
Naim
Rajan
Sanjay
Timothy
Willis
Yong Sheng


[~Vs~Others~]
Clarence
Dennis
Izhar
Zhao


[~Tns~]
Abigail
De Xin
Eleanor
Francesca
Hui Ping
Jessica
jesslyn
Jia Wen
Natalie
Sochenda
Zu Kai


[~MJC~]
Angela
Benjamin
Charlene
Cheryl
Ching Ying
Cindy
Eugene
Fazall
Hsin Mei
Jasmine
Joyce
Kimberly
Kristin
Meilinda
Michelle
Mingle
Rachel
Rebecca
Shiqi
Si Ying
Siau Ling
Tak Wai


[~Everyone~Else~]
Carissa
Eileen
Hui Wen
Jacqueline
Xiao Ping



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