Wednesday, June 30, 2010

It's been a a busy and tiring few days. But busy mentally and tired physically. What with all that's going on and world cup matches there hasn't been much of times like this where I'm free enough and in the mood enough to blog a little. You know how I always say while a blog is a public domain, I've always managed to find a balance between blogging about what i really wanna say and keeping it public friendly. I'll admit at this point of time now I'm having a little difficulty. Whatever I say could potentially ignite a time bomb prematurely. So perhaps for the first time in my life, I shan't post what I wanna say. Perhaps its a convenient excuse to not think about it too. Numb is the word of the day. Except when it's about the good oll' creaky back. Blearghz.

;cause I missed you again at 2:15 pm

Sunday, June 27, 2010

I guess at the end of the day there's only 1 way to be certain. Sometimes people take leap of faiths before they're certain. Ironically I'm now certain, but only because i landed in a sea of knives and it hurts. It really does

;cause I missed you again at 10:51 am

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Another couple of milestones today. Today was the first time I watched a 3d movie. However, toy story 3 didn't really have alot of really 3d scenes so what a let down for my first experience. Which, ironically isn't the first time. Its the first time in awhile i used a lighter, together with a kiwi brush and wet cloth that is. Have more faith in me won't ya? Today's also gonna be the first time in a week I'm gonna slp before 3 and not watching the late night match. *yawnz* actually have something i want to blog about but im too darn tired. another time then.

;cause I missed you again at 2:06 am

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

While I was browsing at cold storage to make up stuff coming up to $40 I considered the breathe spray. Then I realised I had no need for it anymore or at least I'm not supposed to. Then i just laughed to myself and started looking at other stuff. Heh going out to maintain my late night scheule later and watching Toy Story 3 with the councilors tomorrow. If its because of my schedule that i have almost no savings, it's worth it.

;cause I missed you again at 12:32 am

Monday, June 21, 2010

Wow how times flies. In the past I was so free I could do near daily posts or at least once every few days even if it was a brief update but now its been like 5 days. What time is it? its 5.30am in the morning. Why am i awake? because I was watching the brazil match just now and took such good naps in btw im actually feeling a little refreshed right now so i shall take this chance to blog.

Working everyday means I've lost concept of date and day. I can now only vaguely remember what happened on wednesday after checking the fixtures of the world cup. Including today i've watched the 2.30 am match everyday since wednesday most of time when I have work the next morning. Friday was by far the most disappointing performance by england and what a waste of my precious sleep it was. But as they say all things in life are fair. I got to see england play like ultimate crap but i also got to see Gin in what i'd like to call the ultimate auntie mode. Watching soccer with her was more entertaining than the match itself. Drew and I both barely survived. So on Friday I slept at 5 and woke up at 9.30. That's 4.5 hours.
Saturday: started work at 10.30 ended work at 9.30. Went timbre with Hammie,Gin and Drew. Left at say about 2? Then Hammie wanted to watch a late night movie and manage to convince The Mother-In-Law(hahaha I hope you're reading this) to let her go. Movie started at 2.30 end at about 4.30. When i got home at 5.15 the crows were already kbkbing. Normally when they do I'm already falling asleep.
Sunday: Had to work the morning shift again so I woke up at 9.45 thats about another 4.25 hours only. Thankfully it's only half a day of work or I would have just died. Shopped for Johnnie's present with Terry then went home. Barely had time to do anything before it was time to leave again. After the bday party I went to watch soccer with Jay at Chris' house. Heh he sent me home despite being at home. So here I am blogging when the buses have already started operating. What time do i have to wake up later? 2pm? Thats a good 8 hours or sleep. And you'll probably realise sleep deprived me writes posts severely lacking in wit. I'm kinda bored by my own post really...okay now sleep

;cause I missed you again at 5:21 am

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Well today's the day. Everyday is a special day. Some days are just more special than others. Haha like might as well don't say right. For some its seeing how you have to mug while the people around you have fun. For some its the end of something dreadful like NS. Dreadful is an understatement really. So CONGRATULATIONS SANJAY!! You've managed to suffer through it bro. For me today was the beginning of something new, a job(more about that later). Today is also the day my lies to the world almost cease to exist. No this is not my way of coming out of the closet and I'd be worried if you thought of me that way. Like really really worried. I say almost because there I don't believe in extremes but i guess also because The Mum can never find out. The Dad maybe, one day, but never The Mum, just as how The Dad never told The Grandma. Now i've let the cat out of the bag to the 2nd last person I would ever tell because I don't like keeping such secrets, not at all. If you're wondering what the hell I'm talking about, you most probably already know lah. The counter restarts at 1 today and I hope I never have to reset it again.

New job is fine except for the many loopholes that people exploited. Lead to some unhappiness with the customers which the management managed to settle. Sucks to be the middle man hahaha. Thankfully they were mostly understanding. Standing for 9 hours straight is no joke. Perhaps if it was me 2 years ago it would be fine but now..haiz When I'm standing it's fine but it's when I'm back home resting that my back is really tested. I hate my health and it sucks more because I'll never know how it happened. Pain pain go away never come back to me again!!!

;cause I missed you again at 10:01 pm

Monday, June 14, 2010

hmmz i think i've gone out so often this few days blogging about going out will just be darn monotonous. But that's what its gonna be this time too. Okay okay i'll try not to.

So let's see, after a tiring saturday, I mange to sleep in till like 1pm. YAY right. NOT!! at about 1700hours I opened my bag for I can't remember what and then JANG JANG JANG JANG!! I pull out of my bag a paper bag with clothes and a book that didn't belong to me. So you must be wondering which wonderfully intelligent being put it in there and forgot to claim it back from me? Formally introducing to you Meridian Junior College Wu Da blur queen zhi yi, Han Bao Ying xiao jie, *applause* Forgetting to take it back is fine. But having ME realise after 5pm that it was still with me is another thing altogether. So naturally I had to pass it back to her. It ended with near aimless shopping(yes again) in marina and popping by suntec to see her sister and accidentally bumping into her parents. Her dad said something that totally made my day. i quote and translate "Why is it your hair is short now when it was long in the morning?" Thank you uncle for making my day that much better with that epic statement. I'm proud of the things my gender says and does at times.
So after dinner at Astons and her failure to get me drunk(thankfully quite unlike The Dad who fell into The Mum's evil clutches or so he claims) but yet successfully allowing me to become high like I've never been before we waited for NR7, which i thought operated everyday. Half an hour later I learnt it doesn't operate it everyday and she learnt Fridays, Saturdays and eve of public holidays does not include sunday. So lan lan suck thumb take cab teng chu.

Monday my unofficial off day. oh god I'm so tired im lazy to go into detail. Watched karate kid with hammie and Drew at illuma and got ram for my com from sim lim. Jaden smith has a good future ahead of him. I can't say the same for the director bcos the film was too draggy. Maybe Will wanted more screen time for his kid. Then had dinner at popeyes. And now imma gonna hava go to bed because i'll be on my feet for 9 hours straight tomorrow. Good night people

;cause I missed you again at 11:46 pm

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Reading my previous post is the exact reason y i blog. I thought today was the 3rd time i met up with hammie and gin but I realise today is the 4th time. Omg tuesday felt damn long ago. Tuesday I slept at 4 woke up at 8. Wednesday nv go out so slept around 2 but thankfully I woke up around 1. Thursday I slept at 3 woke up at 8. friday i slept at 4.45 woke up at 10.00 but I went out a total of 3 times all 3 times to central area(TM i miss you). later got England match, so gonna sleep late again. I don't chao lao is fake lor, so little sleep. Tml and Monday are gonna be spent sleeping, confirm guarantee plus chop sumpa babi ke mama.

okay so last post was about Tuesday. Wednesday nothing happened therefore no post and I've only gotten time to post about thu, fri, and today now.
Thursday I met up with The Sky Is Blue! minus zhihan. I can't remember which part of the phrase he was. I'm sky btw. We had ramen at ippudo ramen where mak managed to get into an argument with the japanese manager who isn't that proficient at english. Way to go bro. The 5 of us then shared a mud pie at coffee club before I went to meet up with hammie. Met up with gin at esplanade where we talked a little about nature vs nurture(blog post for the future).

Friday andrew came along too and we went grandlink to sing k. I manage to belt out my newly learnt hokkien song but I think the next "new" song i sing ought not to be a hokkien song liao. Had fei fei wanton mee after it all and talked a little to chris before I went to bed at 4.45. Qn of the day. "do you think you'll ever be satisfied with what you have". I swear gin's on a streak of asking thought provoking questions. Again a blog post for the future.

Today was by far the most exhausting day. I woke up at 10 after a mere 5 hours of sleep to go somerset to meet my new boss for half an hour. Yes half an hour. They couldn't have asked me to go a little earlier on tuesday. So having nowhere to go I went home. Soon after I saw wei jie post on facebook that he wanted to go to the pc fair. I needed to go sim lim so I thought of going there then go sim lim. In the end I went the pc fair. Made 1 round around the toshiba booth on the 4th floor and then the toshiba booth on the 6th floor. Mission accomplished =DDD
Then hammie asked if I wanted to go shopping for a present. Since england match was at 2.30 i said okay. In the end we shopped around for her clothes to wear in thailand and watched argentina match outside taka. took a short nap after i got home from town and now after the match which england screwed up im kinda brain dead. Off to bed i am.

;cause I missed you again at 1:26 am

Wednesday, June 09, 2010

So here i am in the middle of the night when i still have work tomorrow. First an update on my work status. Im gonna end my current job this friday, the 2nd time i'm gonna do this because the first time they called me back but then realised they don't need me as much as they thought they did. Today was payday but i didnt get an email telling me how much i earned but checking it out through ibanking i realised i got paid so either i accidentally deleted the mail or i didnt get one at all. But hey the pays in with no cpf deduction so wth eh. Starting next tuesday im gonna be a work mule for a month. That is to say i work 10 hours everyday weekends included. Thats it for meeting up for dinner with friends but supper is still open people. My work starts at 11, which is perfect for someone like me because i like to sleep in, and ends at 9. Its gonna be one long month but i get 1.5 months of rest after that so im gonna pia. If i don't miss work im gonna earn 2.25 k which is gonna be enough to finance me for a long long time. No cash, will work. Did i mention how the timings mean i can almost always get a seat on the train since its majorly off peak.

Met up with hammie, gin and grumpy at simpang tonight. It was supposed to celebrate grumpy's bday 3 months late but because there's no present and no cake it became a normal meet up. Simpang is really become more and more expensive. I wonder how the yalams can still afford to eat there. The idea of going to teo heng hovered in the air but we decided against it(cos i think singing for 1.5 hours is dumb) so we went east coast beach to chillax. I drank another kind of beer which i will never touch again. This time though i didn't drink a hoegarden at home to wash away the taste. Going to the beach with slightly emo people is a rather interesting experience i must say, The combination of alcohol and the scene just brings some things out of em. Of cos being a noob in the context of the discussion meant i had nothing much to say but i hope providing a listening ear is good enough. Thankfully the full extent of my medication hadn't worn off so i was able to listen without thinking too much myself.

The last hiatus lasted 2 weeks. This time 1. It really doesn't look too good but i'm trying. Time to reset the timer.

;cause I missed you again at 3:38 am

Monday, June 07, 2010

Only siginificant thing that happened this weekend was zao's bday. rest was same old same old. Oh just a note to my dearest friends. If i sent a message at sunday morning 2 am, don't reply till at least 11 am sunday or you'll wake me up, mess up my weekend slp cycle and leave me where i am now. Where am i now? Im in bed at 8.30 with a sore throat on its way and i'm actually about to go to bed. Yes at 8.30! I just hope its the lack of sleep and not..you know. Today makes a week anyway. Back's aching like hell after today's manual labour at work. Can you believe it. I actually had to work. Who does that at work? Heh kiam pa right. But oh well. off to bed i am

;cause I missed you again at 8:16 pm

Saturday, June 05, 2010

Previously on zepheriol.blogspot.com(imagine it's said the way they do it on heroes) I mentioned how my day could only get worse. I was wrong, I got saved by hammie. She asked if I was ard town and that msg was a msg that saved me from the turmoil i was in. I was at seoul garden(which is begining to be my least fav place to be), paid $32 for a 1 hour meal that was not fulfilling physically or mentally. But thankfully i left to meet hammie at the esplanade to watch some play. I have to say City link's signs are not very accurate since its faster to walk to esplanade from marina sq rather then suntec or wherever they were pointing to. Gin was there too. Hammie started bitching immediately after the play about stuff too unfriendly for public blogs. Then we went to watch another performance outside the esplanade. I quite enjoy these performances so if you're reading this jio me on this kinda things more often. I also realised i have friends who go through the same turmoil i do..

So we walked aimlessly all the way to boat quay and then on to clark quay where we had drinks at The Clinic. Apparently the stethoscope they use can actually be used. We also found out cocktails cost more than beer theere. I can't rmb the names of the beer i had but the first tasted a little like salt water and the 2nd tasted like stale water. Thank goodness for the hoegarden i just had at home. My face is so numb from the alcohol i think if you slap it i wouldn't feel a thing. I drank almost a litre of beer? Then again if im at timbre with the bros its more than that.

Singing random songs at the singapore river makdeme realise how much i miss teo heng. Arrhhh i so wanna go. Train hokkien gua only to not have an outlet for it..haiz. Burned a big big hole in pocket tonight. 32 for dinner 30 for beer and 30 for cab. 32 was wasted really. Beer a little cos i have lotsa beer at home but for the company its still worth it. #0 for cab is inevitable so really its just 32 wasted. blearghz

If its for the same reasons it happened then its for the same reasons it won't.

;cause I missed you again at 2:42 am

Friday, June 04, 2010

Shortly after i posted the previous post i rmb what it was i wanted to blog about. It wasn't something The Mum said but rather how NTUC(i govt linked org) can fail at its signs. There was a sign saying buy 1 get 1 free(which is poor english already actually) for a range of dettol shower gel. Thinking it applied across the range i chose the one that didnt sound like it would sound weird but lo and behold, at the check out counter it didnt work. The cashier then informed us how the offer only applied to the other kind, which i didn't choose because it said it has ginseng extract and like hell i wanna smell like a chinese herb. She said we took the wrong while. While i was about to answer sarcastically(yes to an old lady im mean alright) i got cut off. I was about to say "Sorry hor auntie shi ni men de sign xie de bu qing bu chu." I got cut off at sorry hor and was technically forced to make an apology i didnt intend to give. But she's just an old auntie so i nothing to say.

Today i had to make 2 phone calls. 1st call i made to ntu finincial assiatance asking about the terms and conditions of ntu's bursary and how i was gonna get informed of the buddhist lodge bursary if i wasn't even in school yet. She gave me some vague answer that i didnt really get. I then asked her what happens if i accept ntu's bursary can i accept another one and return ntu's. Aka i was asking specifically about ntu's bursary. Somehow she didnt get it and kept asking me to read the terms and conditions carefully. Xiao jie I'm asking you about NTU's terms and conditions cos what you provide online is appaling. Talk about pek cek. Had to ensure she wasn't offended by my tone in the end cos she had my ic no. and name. Suck thumb. Thats 2 apologies i didnt wanna give.

Normally im very nice to customer service officers but singtel's rules pissed me off. This was the 2nd call i had to make. First time i called it was cut off cos i entered the tunnel going towards lavender. Nvm go tunnel not their fault. 2nd time i called i made it all the way to "what's your NRIC and name for verification". I asked me or the subscriber they say subsriber. So i gave my dad's name and NRIC no. or my memory. They then said only the subsriber himself can cancel. I said that's lame because by right an sms should suffice but cos the service sucks i couldn't. As if when i sms its the subscriber sending it. So nvm i said i'll call back. I just called back straight n pretended i was my dad and wala done. Take that stupid singtel. Need actual subscriber to reduce my bill. Stupid rule. I bet if i wanted to sign up for something it doesn't need to be the actual subscriber. This time no need suck thumb.

Thankfully all these couldn't spoil my day cos i got my threadless shirts today. Kena gan by The Mum again for buying 5 but she scolds me whenever i buy anything so after so many years i've chosen to ignore her. Sadly my day's not gonna end so well. Today is one day i wish i really couldn't walk(temporarily of cos) haizzz..

;cause I missed you again at 2:24 pm

Thursday, June 03, 2010

Bitching about a colleague with another colleague makes me wonder, does she bitch about me?
If she does its my just deserts. Of course not that i really care what they think because neither are worth it, just the whole what goes around comes around thing.

Seeing the ugly side to humans in the office makes me wonder, am i that ugly too? And will my friends tell me when im ugly or will they just turn a blind eye to it? If you're reading this and consider yourself my friend, i choose to know the truth. Haha though of course preferably not on my cbox.

No dinner/supper tonight with hammie(i decided to shorten it), Gin and Grumpy. But hey i get to have dinner with The Mum. That's supposed to be a incentive right? right? I woke up today thinking about blogging about something funny The Mum said yesterday but i can't seem to recall it now. I really am getting old. Yesterday was the first *****free day in awhile. Today it stayed that way. How long it lasts i don't know. But at least i'm trying. Found 2 websites to follow today besides MLIA. If you wanna feel a little better read GivesMeHope. Their sister site SixBillionSecrets is down right saddening though.

;cause I missed you again at 3:29 pm



wow no posts since june 1 its been quite awhile huh. i said june first cos i can't rmb which day it is hahaha. Well don't really have a post today either just like blogging to keep it somewhat alive. heh failed at making a 5 day week this week so i'll try again next week. Going out with Hamburger, Gin and grumpy(if you call him when he's asleep) tml for dinner. or at least i hope. Friday im kinda forced to go eat xiao long bao buffet. Have to go celebrate a bday for a colleague. If you ever read this post good cos i don't really wanna go cos its mother far and i didnt even celebrate grumpy's bday y should i celebrate yours?? haiz..oh well off to bed or i'll miss another day of work.

;cause I missed you again at 2:02 am

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