Sunday, December 09, 2007
Y isit that we will only cherish things when they are gone. Is that some fundamental in life? Maybe its cos one can only fully appreciate the effects it had on us after it is gone. The extent of the joy that you feel when u have it is much less than that of when the pain/sorrow or the lost feeling when its no longer existant.In this situation theres a few ways we can look at it. 1 we should focus more on the parts where joy existed and not on the negative spillover effects. 2 We take the pain as it is. It's like yin and yang all things must be in balance. 3. i lost my train of thought. Are they not both strong emotions then y isit imbalanced. Or maybe it just shows my perspective on it all, imbalanced. Is sorrow sorrow or is sorrow the lost of joy.
Friendship, kinship, every form of love, the well being of our environment, our health, money ourselves. All that can be lost but not always found. Prevention is better than cure, zhi biao bu zhi ben. How often can u prevent something if you only know it exists after it happens. Is what we try to do to our environment(kyoto protocol what not) a prevention or furthur deteoriation or a cure to what we've already done to it. You can lose a friend but get him back. a kin and probably not cos normally it means he's dead. Our environment..damn i never saw a dodo bird and i never will. Im steadily losing my health and continue to encourage the lost(im not dying btw). Money lost can be earned back so it matters not. It might take a lifetime to find ourselves so you could say we never lost it. Love..i don't believe it can be lost yet it happens or maybe we just need to realise whether one ever got it. If it was never found it can never be lost. Some fellow(i can't remember) has his theory of conservation of energy and linear momentum and charges or whatever, i have my theory on conservation of affection or love if u prefer that word. It exists in all of us we just need to find it and towards different people it works in different ways. It exists in different forms and in some cases interchangeable but yet it is conserved. O should patent it one day if i ever phrase it properly.
I have a choice to see yet i choose to see what i should not see. I have a choice to speak yet i speak when i think i should not speak. I
don't have a choice to hear and yet i don't hear anything i wouldn't like to hear. amazing how it works.
;cause I missed you again at 1:25 am
