Monday, December 31, 2007
watched alvin and the chipmunks(finished at 3am). the chipmunks are supercute...especially theodore. " can i sleep with you tonight? i had a nightmare" too bad chipmunks cant talk in real life. i daresay a conversation with one would be interesting, even if he's as blur as dale. i found out recently(but just remembered) that my mum wouldnt mind a dog actually. if it didnt cost as much and if we knew how take care of ourselves haha. oh well. too bad. a few more years then..
Went to work today. sai kang job lah actually. carry abit of stuff, sort out brochures what not. Got to know the sales team better. they're all rather nice people. It didnt take long for the guys to start talking about *cough*. And dear siau ling really missed some important lessons on sexual education. wei long help us can. there isn't always a jasmine around who's willing to explain to her what things meant. arh well not long before 2008 comes. 2008, the year i go in ns the year EURO IS ON TV!!! heh. oh well off to watch my series. Who ever said the unbeatables were unbeatable lied.....
;cause I missed you again at 11:31 pm
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
haven been blogging much nowadays cos i haven been coming online much. borrowed ps2 from chris cos he's overseas and some games from weijie so my time has been spent offline either playing fifa street(which i completed), burnout 3(which i'm still far from finishing) or watching my bro play kingdom hearts 2(which he finished as well). Came online to send siau ling an email. The next three days i'll be off for training for my job at tiong bahru. wah lao super far sia. must reach by 9. that means i'll have to start sleeping early and worse waking up early.
Sleeping eating and bathing has become somewhat to me more like chores than anything. they're like things that serve no real purpose but take up my time. then again i only stick myself onto the ps2. When i try to sleep i feel energetic enought o stay awake. when i try to read i feel tired enough to sleep. dumb right. i think i'll go watch my shuang tian zhi zun 2 today.
Quoting a line from their theme song
Dang shi jie wu jie wo de shi hou, wo zhong shi chen mo, chen mo dui wo lai shuo qi shi shi yi zhong fan bo.
Not that it applies to me lah. god knows i cant remain chen mo for nuts. I just think that line is quite meaningful thats all.
Charlene: higher chance of lung cancer aka being near any malay cos just about all of them smoke.
josh: its the feeling of wanting to do it rather than have something to do
timo. i couldnt agree more on handosme but bodoh? u got the correct tagboard not haha
redporridge: tell me baout it man.
can: Haha i show u then show the world leh. eh ur special can(that was an unintended pun.
jay: merry christmas to you too dude =D
charlene: sheng dan jie kuai le!
;cause I missed you again at 12:58 pm
Sunday, December 16, 2007
dun really know what to blog actually...i'm in the sian sian kind of mood during the hols liao. And there aint much to do online anymore. Time to start a new series to pass the time when theres no one to talk to online. waiting for alvin and the chipmunks to come out online so i can watch it there. And my mum told me she kena scolded by dad for allowing me to buy the blazer..poor mum. But then im spending my own money so no complains yeah. once in a lifetime leh. he can be grumpy of the seven dwarves man(i think theres a grumpy right). If i were a drawf i'd be sleepy.
Charlene: i know if u were given a choice u would choose otherwise..but think of the repurcusions..u have higher chance of getitng lung cancer.
Mich:gei wo yi bei jiu rang wo yong yong qi....*sings*
Unknown: boohoo??
Willis: sometimes ur tag really makes me lost...so erm the appropriate response would be huh?
Chun Cheung: nothing to it =D
Jay: watch the rest of his videos =) i keeeel you!!!
Marcus: and i'll say what i've said before go get a blog lah...then i got one more to visit
;cause I missed you again at 10:51 pm
Friday, December 14, 2007
Editted the photo of my house using paint..its of better quality now...yah thats right i too much time to waste =D
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
koped this off ching ying's blog who koped it off jun kai's blog. click on it to see the better one. my blog black background so wherever theres no colour it becomes black
http://www.drawahouse.com/TakeTheTest/ go here n do if u want =D
p.s. the quality of the pic somehow dropped when uploaded
;cause I missed you again at 10:08 pm
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
i'll be at my class chalet till tml..back onlyo to bathe and change and go for job interview later on...kk now i gotta rush off..till then..chao people
;cause I missed you again at 1:06 pm
Sunday, December 09, 2007
Y isit that we will only cherish things when they are gone. Is that some fundamental in life? Maybe its cos one can only fully appreciate the effects it had on us after it is gone. The extent of the joy that you feel when u have it is much less than that of when the pain/sorrow or the lost feeling when its no longer existant.In this situation theres a few ways we can look at it. 1 we should focus more on the parts where joy existed and not on the negative spillover effects. 2 We take the pain as it is. It's like yin and yang all things must be in balance. 3. i lost my train of thought. Are they not both strong emotions then y isit imbalanced. Or maybe it just shows my perspective on it all, imbalanced. Is sorrow sorrow or is sorrow the lost of joy.
Friendship, kinship, every form of love, the well being of our environment, our health, money ourselves. All that can be lost but not always found. Prevention is better than cure, zhi biao bu zhi ben. How often can u prevent something if you only know it exists after it happens. Is what we try to do to our environment(kyoto protocol what not) a prevention or furthur deteoriation or a cure to what we've already done to it. You can lose a friend but get him back. a kin and probably not cos normally it means he's dead. Our environment..damn i never saw a dodo bird and i never will. Im steadily losing my health and continue to encourage the lost(im not dying btw). Money lost can be earned back so it matters not. It might take a lifetime to find ourselves so you could say we never lost it. Love..i don't believe it can be lost yet it happens or maybe we just need to realise whether one ever got it. If it was never found it can never be lost. Some fellow(i can't remember) has his theory of conservation of energy and linear momentum and charges or whatever, i have my theory on conservation of affection or love if u prefer that word. It exists in all of us we just need to find it and towards different people it works in different ways. It exists in different forms and in some cases interchangeable but yet it is conserved. O should patent it one day if i ever phrase it properly.
I have a choice to see yet i choose to see what i should not see. I have a choice to speak yet i speak when i think i should not speak. I
don't have a choice to hear and yet i don't hear anything i wouldn't like to hear. amazing how it works.
;cause I missed you again at 1:25 am
Friday, December 07, 2007
赵传:沈默的羔羊当别人误解我的时候
我总是沈默
沈默对我来说其实是一种反驳
当世界遗忘我的时候
我一个人过
幸福对我来说其实是一种传说
当敌人越来越多
朋友都离开我
当爱情变成一种负担
却无法解脱
我不是沈默的羔羊
我有话要讲
给我一点酒
让我有勇气
向你吐露我的悲伤
我不是沈默的羔羊
我也有梦想
当明天太阳升起
照在我的脸上
我一样能散发光芒
当别人误解我的时候
我总是沈默
沈默对我来说其实是一种反驳
当世界遗忘我的时候
我一个人过
幸福对我来说其实是一种传说
当敌人越来越多
朋友都离开我
当爱情变成一种负担
却无法解脱
我不是沈默的羔羊
我有话要讲
给我一点酒
让我有勇气
向你吐露我的悲伤
我不是沈默的羔羊
我也有梦想
当明天太阳升起
照在我的脸上
我一样能散发光芒
羔羊也会怒吼
沉默是一种力量
你是不是和我一样
在现实中学会坚强羔羊也会怒吼
沉默是一种力量
你是不是和我一样
在现实中学会坚强
我不是沈默的羔羊
我有话要讲
给我一点酒
让我有勇气
向你吐露我的悲伤
我不是沈默的羔羊
我也有梦想
当明天太阳升起
照在我的脸上
我一样能散发光芒
;cause I missed you again at 11:25 pm
I hate being lethargic man. i slept quite alot already but still very sian sian. maybe still getting over the high of prom. Can't watch my tv series properly cos i watch abit sian liao. so 1 episode takes ever so long. hard to go back to square 1 man. at best 1.5
Anyway as i promised the photos
http://s5.photobucket.com/albums/y185/Zepheriol/Prom%20night%202007/
;cause I missed you again at 6:29 pm
Partido royale 2007Went to joy's house to prepare for prom. While shiqi n joy did their nails i watched babel. rather messy movie but its interesting how they're all connected. I went at around 12 but i only started doing my hair at 4. Joy's brother helped me style my hair. Then i took a bath n styled it again.I'm quite thankful im a guy because after my hair is done im pretty much done. just have to put on my clothes.We reached about 7.30 and in good time bcause the dinner started at 8.15. The emcee was good so overall it was a good event. Pity the performers though. when they perform people either eating or taking photos. hardly anyone clapped. yupz took quite alot of photos. The photos are still being uploaded on phtobucket but they're on facebook. If you have a facebook account u can take it. If you're not my friend on facebook yet add me yah.http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=31978&id=548470762
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=31980&id=548470762i'll add the link for the photobucket one soon.
After prom my shoe sole came off so i had to walk bear foot for quite awhile.was initially with a lerger group then it became just me mak gladys n zhihan. had a drink chatted awhile and heard this fella say fuck in every sentence for bout 10 minutes. so it amounted to about 100 fucks?
Cabbed home after that. instant ko on the sofa. woke up and took a bath then i went joy's house to collect my stuff. now im back to watchin my tv series online cos the tv doesn't show any good shows anymore. The tv has become rather obsolete huh. one doesnt need a tv to watch tv shows.
;cause I missed you again at 4:40 pm
Thursday, December 06, 2007
been watching shuang tian zhi zun on tudou the last fewdays..loads darn fast. then i watched heores ep 11 too. and it turned out to be the end of volume(season) 2. stupid US writers go on stirke..make heroes season 2 so short. oh well today's prom day. at shiqi's house now. later going joy's house. i realise girls take damn long to prepare so i should have come later...i bathe at most 15 minutes they bathe minimum an hour. maybe goingclubbing at night.
I wonder if prom king is still a virgin.
;cause I missed you again at 12:17 pm
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Went to dye my hair today. erm..i'm not really used to seeing my hair being any other colour being black. the good thing is i don't see except in front of a mirror.
before i bathed
After i bathed
he blinked but then i looked worse in the other. n he didnt want to try again.
To be fair to him thats how my little bro actually looks like. N thats my other bro.
Need to go get my prom stuff soon..like real soon man..
;cause I missed you again at 11:55 pm
