Friday, November 30, 2007
i kinda went on a blog surfing spree today. Mostly i read my juniors blogs and their thoughts on the ogl camp they organized. I'm not very old or senior but the things i read just make my heart warm seeing how my juniors mature so much within such a short period and how they've grown. It also reminded me of the good times i had with the council. At the same time it allowed me to differentiate clearly how the one running the camp and the one observing would think. We both have our points its just very different. We gave the juniors a talk on day 2 but its only now i realise how we were somewhat overly critical. That is we were no different from the complaining ogl's just that we were more constructive and reasonable but yet we only pointed out the problems and the possible solutions but not a single word on the good points some kind of morale booster we were huh.
I dunno whether i'm going back is just cos i wanna relive those council moments. Because that's just holding on to a memory. Severely unhealthy. Being just an ogl is rather difficult after what i've been through and the fact that my fellow ogl's aren't my peers. It's like i know im not supposed to say anything liao yet the super cannot shut up side of me does otherwise. I believe i can fufill the role of an ogl given that im naturally bhb so og interaction shouldnt be too tough. Acting as it fine. Having the mentality of one tough. Im not allowed to walk around when i felt like it anymore. haha im not suggesting i ever did.
On a sidenote i want another soccer session but it'll have to be after prom liao..
;cause I missed you again at 1:59 am
