Monday, October 22, 2007
sometimes i really feel like coming here n just continue rambling...its so fun at times. i guess i find it fun to keep talking and talking and talking well it says alot about my big mouth huh. And to think my personality profile says im good at keeping secrets(yeah yeah go ahead and laugh) which i kind of really doubt myself. i thik to myself if i knew someone like me would i tell him stuff. maybe some stuff but not all the stuff. theres still that little chance he shoots his mouth off. which is kind of true. lol.
Oh i was reading the article on life today(page 6). something about the difference between being alone and being lonely. Lets see now im alone physically. but im talking to chris so that makes me not alone? But if im not talking to him i wouldnt be lonely cos blogging takes away that lonely factor. Ever felt like ur alone in you're own world even though there are people around you. personally i feel thats bad for health. It okay to like being alone or to be lonely. But to do so often even when there people around you. we cant be that afraid of the outside world. Or one cant survive in today's world. introverted? i've gone through 2 personality tests one says im an introvert one says im an extrovert. Im very prone to being lonely when im alone so i don't like to go home/ study alone. Im kind of on the other end of things. some people like it too much. i dislike it too much. meaning i cant deal with it. Thankfully i have my friends..phew. But im not quite acustomed from being lonely so often even when there are people around me. It makes me go bonkers. besides tv is my best companion. Maybe thats y some people rely on their hp's so much. It makes them feel unlonely. Some have the "problem" with computers.
Maybe its such times that some people turn to vices like drugs, smoking and drinking. Its like a major society problem on the whole. maybe. Anyway if you're feeling lonely. come look for me. no you don't have to tell me anything but nothing like a good chat from time to time eh.
;cause I missed you again at 11:33 pm
