Sunday, October 07, 2007
night is a lonely time man that can be both a good or bad thing depending on the person.
I hate it when i cant fall asleep. especially when my nose is super blocked now..kb lah..ruins any mood for studying. my mum was just saying that thinking too much at night makes it worse mentioning she goes through it too. naturally i deny having anything on my mind. i dunno y i just do. im not exactly the kind to confide in my parents. They're the only people who are truly always there if i need someone to confide in but i don't to them so too bad haha.
I need to sort out my studying real soon sia. i think thinking about others things are just so i stop thinking about studying. not good. If people are studying over 10 hours a day and i..i am so much more dead lah. oh in another attempt to screw my body im injesting dunno how many kinds of funny stuff. Theres the chinese stuff to jiang huo and the english stuff to jiang huo and theres the chinese throat healer(pi pa gao). maybe i'l die from it..then its not suicide right? nahz just kidding. or maybe not.
ah teng's favourite song(i think) comes to mind(i dunno y also)
zui ai ni de ren shi wo, ni zhe me she de wo nan guo, dang wo xu yao ni de shi hou, ni yi ju huo bu shuo jui zou. mr hon sang this before too. i'll never forget that man. its not that bad but its mr hon leh.
I think im in like real depression mode man. my mood swings are worse than woman with pms( and we know how bad that can get..right guys?) im not talking about student study depression man but like life depression. From what i know im not the only one. im actually a under represeted sample since i don't know that much. thus at the 1% significance level blah blah.
ran out of topic..tata
life is lonely man..it is
;cause I missed you again at 12:10 am
