Friday, August 03, 2007
if there was ever one thing that was worse than having ur day spoilt(unintentionally by urself cos ur forgoed ur sleep to spend it with someone dear) it was knowing that you spoilt that person's day. Perfect way to end an already spoilt day, making it worse hahaha. yes that was a genuine laughter i am quite sick in the head so i laugh at like every thing. or maybe..nvm shan get myself into trouble. Fate works in amazing ways. lets hope more of the good stuff come.
Anyway as they or rather i say, man who eat and sleep little has little energy to ensure he doesnt become a black faced monster. Seeing how i dun eat much nowadays it explains alot.Funny how i dun feel sleepy when i get home. might be the food digesting keeping me awake.
Gone are the days when i can do work without refering to anything(more often than not math).
Gone are the days when i can do work so long as i referred to my notes.
Gone are the days when little amount of sleep didnt matter.
Gone are the days when i choose not to do work when i have shit loads of them( in the process anyway)
But i believe in reminiscing in the past with reference to the first statement. Thats the stage i'll have to reach soon or sooner anyway in more than 1 subject. Or its gg a levels. Hope my "prowress" returns to me soon. It's somewhere in there i just have to look deep enough.
Hope is when u think something will happen, want it to happen and believe theres a possibility of it still happening logically or otherwise but don't know for sure whether it will happen or not.
Which means hope know no boundaries since what we believe in(no matter how illogical to ourselves or others) can just be about anything. False hope is the hope that someone can return physically(i only added this since people can not die in our hearts) from the dead.
Alamak that was random. But anyway i hope you hope.
Alamak another random thought. I realise how "wo ai tai mei" is such a perfect song to sing to..yah haha. i really should stop being a bastard. arh rite who am i kidding. Jun yu n bastarding are inseperable like johnnie to fat. here i go again. sorry johnnie =)
josh: i cant agree less
willis: what is proper and what is not..philosophical arh..
michelle: =D *snigger*
;cause I missed you again at 8:30 pm
