Thursday, May 17, 2007
Ok so i haven blogged in a long long while. truthfully speaking. i've been quite tired. n with my bro at home more often i cant just use the com as and when i like it. when i wanna use he's using it. when i don't wanna use no one using. or maybe its just me haha.
Anyway yesterday was exactly the 365th day of me being a councillor. exactly year ago i was invested. n exactly 1 day ago i stepped down. as yiming puts it andi quite agree. words cant express how i feel. words can only do so much. to say i feel lost in the mornings without morning assembly would be a lie. for morning assembly was a routine. one which allowed me to be around the councillors. With most of us now taking the latest of buses the sense of belonging is still there since alot of us come just on time. No idea how long it'll last though.
Standing with the class in the morning is weird. the feeling is just somewhat different. yet i'll have to get used to it. gone are the days of where i could stand by the sides in comfort, away from the crowd. There is not a hole in a heart for they say once a councillor always a councillor( or as eugene pointed out they can stil serve us damn warning letters). But body and mind will just have to get used to waking up later n reaching home earlier. Shorter time table in a sense. rejoice? maybe, maybe not. its what they call bittersweet. I really wish to go on about how i feel. but if u knew me well enough, u would understand what im trying to say. If not..its okay.
Blood sweat and what not sacrificed in return? Bountiful experience and memories to be cherished. Council, can't live with it, cant live without it. for now. I'll just have to learn how to live without. Haizzz
josh: ???
abby: haha evil sia u
willis: point noted =)
taky: ok lah..know it all =)
josh: eh go watch ur ballet performance lah haha..
aircon: oei what girlfriend..anyhow say..
;cause I missed you again at 11:07 pm
