Tuesday, August 01, 2006
The power of words has its limitations but it is not to be underestimated. Words can bring a smile to ur face, a tear to ur eye be it for joy or sorrow and much much more. Bombastic words are no more powerful than simple ones and in my opinion simple words are powerful. Is " I
love you" not the most powerful and meaningful words that existed that it seems to bring u up to heaven. Similarly the exact opposite brings u down to hell and furthur down.
Never before have i felt this pain or anguish and i only have myself to blame. If it helps, im sorry. but i know there is where the limits of words are exposed. I do not fear using the word but i find it...useless in doing anything. i always had qualms about bidding farewell. But now i know that i never will for it was never meant to be. But perhaps the choice lies not in me. one truly only feels the pain when he has lost what he once possesed and when he knows that he will never get it back again. Time will heal what reason cannot. but what will heal what time cannot?and now i realise something. life yesterday didnt suck. today it sucks. and for a period of time to come it shall perhaps...4eva. I finally know what can make me shut up for a day. I don't want to shut upMy feelings can really be summarised into 3 words "I hate me"
;cause I missed you again at 6:47 pm
