Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Okae life as usual today. lessons council meeting blah blah. the routine is as usual. but the feeling is not. I feel...empty? im no longer filled with what was there before. not at the moment. not for awhile perhaps. its impossible to go back to square 1. but impossible is nothing. im still confused but im not so concerned about it. somethings were never meant to be understood.
today during chinese i did a compo. ironic how 1 of the questions is something about
regrets. Like a total slap in a face it is. It seems fated such a question would appear. Basically i wrote an adaptation and so im not really bothered with the score i get. In fact i never do.
Anyway just here to blog. off to do my piled up work. Its
never ending.
What kind of hole can't be filled? 1 that doesn't exist in the absence of the omnipresent.
;cause I missed you again at 8:25 pm
