Wednesday, May 17, 2006
                 
                 Council invest. Not ni the mood to be all mushy wushy n tok about it lah. It was a success. naturally i mean i was in it no? haha getting cocky?
hmmz im damn sensitive to my surroundings. Not so much what a persons says to me or about me but more so what a person feels. Its like. Im so helpless and all and i only seem to make things worse. three words man. what the fuck?
haha even my mum can tell theres something wrong with me. tok about psychic. Actually its cos she says my face damn down and all. I tink it affects me more that if someone else is upset rather than if im upset regardless of whether i have anything to do with it. You understand what the person feels like. You understand that you can't do anything. but yet theres just 1 part of you hating yourself for not being able to do anything?
N i just realised im quite a no-lifer. As in seriously. My life is boring. The activities at least. It's my friends that make it fun and thank goodness for them. I'f u've played a role in my life in some way or another. i salute you. And deep down from my heart. I thank you. 
ALL OF YOU. especially 
you, you, you , you and you. You know who you are. Oh yes it is true. too much of a good thing is bad. Too much of a real good thing is real bad too.  
                 ;cause I missed you again at 9:13 pm