Thursday, April 20, 2006
Sunday
This part should be in monday...cos i did PI until 3.30 am..nv leave work till the last minute man...screws u up
Monday
okae i was late for school...found out they didnt reset the disciplinary record so im late for the 3rd time this year?? slept at like 2 am for fun??...oh yah it was
Tuesday
bad decision to sleep so late..haha go on stage make podium speech tio stun..after that tio kan by cher..bad day really bad...after school go home make election board then slept at 12.
Wednesday
the 7 hour sleep helped abit bahz...yupz..the final day..election day...election speech was not bad...though i had a severe back ache for seating straight for so long hahaha...
looking at my classmates and other friends facesjust brought a smile to my face..looking at my die hard supporter at the back of the hall just brought a smile to my heart...thx loads...
After taking down posters did some work n went home with josh..was toking about sad stuff with him..haha went home feeling really down..of cos some people know...but the rest probably wun until they read this post...not lyk it matters to anyone anyway haha...
thursday
today was okae...could really see the class opening up loads...great improvement..sure my class is nowhere near the 1 where they go out to eat together..they study in school together..i guess its cos they're all capable of studying at home on their own..pw groups was finally released...i really pity some of my classmates for certain reasons...haha no one involved would read though =D
i hate having no one to tok to..cos then i only have myself to tok to
thats a sad prospect..it just makes me think of all the negatives in life
Behind that smiley and joyful me you see in school who am i really deep down..even i dunno...i really dunno...
perhaps im just lacking in emotional support...and its not just a 1 day thing...im lyk in some form of depression mode? Arhh screw it..screw life...haiz...dunno how long b4 anyone ocomes along n read this portion...then again what difference will it make to anyone...a laughable thought...
;cause I missed you again at 8:39 pm
