Wednesday, April 12, 2006
                 
                 Haha first things first...Last friday was debate...the longer u live the greater the burden. My house the opposition, lost because we were abit off focus. n me being the last speaker didnt manage to bring the focus back. seeing that i didnt prepare b4 hand n my team mates all chapalan...but still cos i nv prepare lah. anywayz verdict was out yesterday n i'm blogging about it now. However i was awarded the 
BEST SPEAKER award so its lyk josh lah. best speaker but lost hahaha.
To you. You know who you are. you know how i feel about you. As much as i 
dislike hate you i cannot make u disappear. you're like part n parcel of my life..to haunt me from time to time n i hate that. Its a fact that u exist. You surface from time to time and when you do, i don't like it. You know i don't like it. Theres nothing i can do and you know it. Thankfully you don't get a choice as to when u come n haunt me. Bad thing is i dun have a choice either. Thats what i am..helpless. perhaps i can just hope that u nv show up in my life again. 
NEVER. And the world will be a better place. I appreciate your effort. Or my effort in any case.
Interesting character you are. It just makes everyone else wonder who you are. Maybe just maybe..they'll know in due time. maybe.....
 
                 ;cause I missed you again at 8:56 pm