Monday, March 27, 2006
Sometimes in life we try our best...but even then thats not good enough. What do we do then??
It's easy to create a problem or conflict but difficult to solve it. Moral of the story: keep ur mouth shut.
It always pains u to c someone u truly care for all down n out. And even more so when u know u were partly at fault.
Disappointment, hate, regret, remorse are just a few things that are running through my mind. diassppoinment and hatred at myself. regret n remorse for what i did or did not do.
There are just somethings in life that u regret doing right after doing it. And this is but 1 of the few isolated cases.
I will neither be explaining nor defending myself for i know it is futile.What i have done has no doubt left a deep scar in that person's heart. A scar which can never be removed for it is a psychologiacl n mental scar rather than a physical one and such scars are the type which remain with u through internity. No amount of consoling or apologies can undo wad has been done. And the only rationale thing to do now is to remorse/regret,reflect and rectify.
Perhaps one day i'll forgive myself for what i did. or i find it more difficult o forgive myself than others forgiving me.
Perhaps the world would be a better place if it lacked the existence of 1 man.
Perhaps....
;cause I missed you again at 10:53 pm
