Thursday, December 15, 2005
                 
                 woke up at 12.30 today...y so early?? cos dishwashing girl(sochenda) called my brother to...thats wad my bro told me lah...haha he knows her as dishwashing girl...just to let u all know shes not a very great dishwasher but the name sticks...read back a few posts to understand
anywayz was told about a meeting at 8. was supposed to meet her at 6 for dinner. than she called to say she was doing other stuff so...wtf...luckily i was still at home.
anywayz go there than bllody heel take taxi back same way to siglap cc when i could have taken at most 15 mins to get to lah..oh wellz taxi fare not we pay..
after that is all the briefing and stuff...than had supper...$3 per person...crap....had tosai n prata...full lyk siao...$3....i love indians...at least their food..
tok cock tok until 10.30 than take taxi again...dropped at east point...parents ask me buy bread..than as i walked back i saw the bus go past me...bloody dog..
came back home to find the house in darkness...hahan not even midnight yet lah...
hmmz...time for some crap...
I was recently enlgihtened on certain issues about myself...that is...y i dun lyk reading....y i dun enjoy games lyk dota and cs...its just my assumption but it makes some sense.
if im not mistaken...its bcos i dun lyk to be alone...to do things alone rather...something lyk that...that justs means im pure useless crap lah since i dun contribute much in group work except for the racism crap but thats not the point. U could say im lazy...but i can't exactly be lazy to read when i have all the time in the world during the hols...and i can't be lazy to games...possible but yet unlykly....i have no idea...
everytime i get promoted(primary sch to secondary sch, lower sec to upper sec) i've always had a few people i know already in the class...probably how i survive lah. I dare say that im nothing without my friends...that perhaps my existance is purely for my friends...in other words i exist for them...yah yah some of u would say that if u all are so important i should treat u all swensens or something...bunch of dogs =D
anyway the point is...would i be what i am today if not for my friends? would i be the same person if i didnt have friends??would i be a social outcast if i didn't get put into classes with penty of people i knew already?? questions to which i believe nobody has the answers to. Its funny how some questions are just meant to be left alone with no answer...but thats how the world works i guess...
random thoughts...random crap...random post...random readers...random responses...
random stuff...yet again showing how far we are from understanding how random this world works....=D...
 
                 ;cause I missed you again at 12:08 am